Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 18, 2021, 11:12 am UTC
i know i said i wouldn’t run back to you this time , but i was hoping you would find your way back to me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 18, 2021, 7:47 am UTC
Although I say I hate you, Why do I sleep with the stuffed animal you gave me on last valentine’s day?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:09 am UTC
thank you for all the memories. i hated you for the pain but i wouldn’t have been able to grow without you. i’ll always love you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:45 am UTC
I don’t wear that jumper much it doesn’t smell like that perfume you sprayed on me. I miss the green trees thinking about what we could of been
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 17, 2021, 1:42 pm UTC
I still think of you all the time, but I think it’s just the heartbreak sinking in. You had to have known I couldn’t handle being treated less than I deserve, so why did you hand me the scissors to cut you out of my life?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:35 am UTC
This color will always remind me of you and our memories. I love you with all my heart even though you broke it and you’re with someone else even though I thought we were soulmates maybe we just weren’t endgame it’s odd though everyday I think about you and I don’t hate you I just hate what you did to me I hope you’re doing good stay safe. And be happy that’s all that matters to me even if I’m not with you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:07 am UTC
hey, how are you? its been awhile. are you happy? happier? are you doing ok? i miss you, im sorry for everything that happened. I really wish i could make it right. i love you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 17, 2021, 1:23 am UTC
i became a new person for u, and u still chose everyone but me. i’m starting to realize i’ll never get over you unless i replace u. i cant imagine anyone could ever be as great as u. i hate that i love u so much.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 11:29 pm UTC
i don’t think I can ever love someone the way i loved you. i know it was right person wrong time jus please don’t forget about me in college. well come back. no way we met on accident.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:48 pm UTC
sometimes I pray to the stars that you and her never work out in the end and you realize it was me all along.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:47 pm UTC
sometimes I pray to the stars that you and her never work out in the end and you realize it was me all along.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 7:23 pm UTC
i know i said we could still make it work in the future but now i dont really see us getting back together.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:34 pm UTC
Don’t true feelings come out when you’re drunk? Why don’t you tell me you love me on the nights you drink?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:03 pm UTC
I will eternally love you even if you don’t, I will always remember what we went through and I’ll miss you forever after today. Vv
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:23 pm UTC
thank you for teaching me all you did, you mightve been my person but she was yours and i couldnt change that
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:36 pm UTC
You really thought I'm that dumb. I knew you were using me all the time I just didn't leave you cuz I loved you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:20 am UTC
Sé que me amas, y yo a ti, realmente extraño lo qué teníamos, la relación, los sentimientos, las conversaciones.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:22 am UTC
I don’t know if I loved you or the idea of you. It’s 5 years later and I still think about the late nights and sacrifices. I want to talk to you, but I don’t know how. I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:44 am UTC
Deep down we knew it wasn’t going to work but having you temporarily was better than not having you at all.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:09 pm UTC
I didn't get mad after you ended it not because I wasn't upset, but because I was proud of you for taking care of us both and knew it was the right thing. Sometimes love means letting go.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:57 pm UTC
i dont know why u keep leaving every once in a while i know u know how much pain im going through and u still decide to do this...
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:24 pm UTC
we haven’t spoken in two years but i still think of you the same. i will never experience love like that again.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:15 pm UTC
I love you more than ill ever love myself even though you broke me. I still love you and I don't have a clue why
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:52 am UTC
i'm sorry for whatever our relationship was. it was a huge mess but you taught me to never become lovers with your friends.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:06 am UTC
No se por que pero ese mensaje me emociono ; y verte fue sentir a mil por hora mi corazón y te juro que por mas que jure amar a otra persona no pude ; quería escuchar ese de ti . Aun siento algo por ti y me quema por que yo si estoy sufriendo con la agonía de que me hables de nuevo ; dime por que tu tienes el poder . Lo peor es que se que yo no te importaba pero aquí sigo esperándote.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:36 am UTC
we were supposed to be together forever but then you stopped loving me. it’s been months but i still miss you, even tho i definitely shouldn’t
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:08 am UTC
You’ll always be my person. From the stars to talking about the future. I love you I always have and always will.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:21 am UTC
I wish I could tell you everything I’ve been meaning to say, but I’ll just keep pretending I’m okay.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:01 am UTC
I hope you get your someday. I think I’m finally okay that it won’t be with me.
P
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:51 pm UTC
I didn’t care about anyone else.. only you. You left me, without a reason why. you killed my on the inside. You were my yellow. You made me happy and made me smile. You understood me and didn’t care about my flaws. I cried nights away because of you. You chose her. I just wanted to be loved endlessly and I honestly thought we were soulmates. I do miss you, more than anything. And now you’re back texting me for me to be your “best friend” again? that tears me apart. I want more than anything to respond to you and want it to be the same again. But it can’t. You said you were leaving, for good, “like u said I would” he said. I’m not going to give you the same treatment back. You broke my heart. You broke me. I miss you so much. Our long calls, playing games and our jokes in school. You were my soulmate, but we were nothing more than best friends. Is it too much to ask for to be loved? But, you left, and now your back? shit hurts.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:46 pm UTC
You were my yellow. I really thought you were my soulmate, but you left.. and now you’re back? no. you broke me first.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:58 pm UTC
I love you endlessly. I want to show you how I love you with my whole heart. I could write and write about my feelings for you. But you're happy with your partner
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:45 pm UTC
I loved him more than myself. You were my first love, you broke my heart, but I always fixed it so you could break it again. When it was my turn, you didn't do the same thing. I feel that our connection still exists, I dream of you every night while you are with another one. With love, your eternal Morgana.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:00 pm UTC
You treat me like shit all the time, then when we’re done you come running back because you can’t find someone new. You act nice until we are back and I can’t deal with it anymore, I wish you would just leave me alone and stay out of my life.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:58 pm UTC
why did you haft to leave me? you know i loved you so much and i still do when you confessed to me you told me how long you liked me for, So why? Why did you end it so quickly,,,fuck i wish i could just tell you i love you one more time or flirt with you or call you cute nicknames i wish i could wrap you in my arms when you were crying, what do you mean “i don’t know if i like you anymore’ a little bit after we started dating? was i just for ur amusement was i just a comfort to you? why does everyone always end up leaving
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:46 pm UTC
I’ve liked you for a really long time know and I know there is already someone out there that you are thinking about and that’s ok. it was never meant to be ig..
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:38 pm UTC
You will always be my bestfriend and I love you so much, no matter what happens no one will replace you❤️
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:32 pm UTC
I just wish you knew what i knew. Sometimes i tell you i'm being ruined and eaten up by this thing but truth is, it's what you've created that breaks me up.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:56 pm UTC
You made me feel so bad about myself. You made me try to have sex with you that night and I clearly didn't want too. Fuck you you fucking bastard.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:49 pm UTC
I’ve been talking to a new boy for about 4 months now. He’s nothing like you. But he made me realize he isn’t the one, and neither were you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:59 am UTC
jack, i love you with my whole heart & would do anything to have u back. if I’m being honest I’ve been a mess since you left, and it breaks me knowing that you probably don’t feel the same way. i hope sometime in the future that things can work out, because I can’t see myself without you or with anyone else. i love u forever, come back.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:38 am UTC
It's so lame that I had to come to a website to anonymously get this off my chest because apparently, physically writing it didn't really work out.. I wish I stayed hating you to be honest. It would've been easier to hate you rather than have you cross my mind every so often and even start listening to the music that you said you liked. It would've been easier to hate you rather than wondering how you're doing at random times of the day and get the urges to ask you how you're doing even though I know you won't respond. It would've been easier to hate you rather than staying up late at night waiting for your text. I really hate this, it sounds like I'm writing a shitty "unrequited; enemies-to-lovers" Wattpad story from 2015. But I wish I could hate you again, it would save the embarrassment and this stupid post.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:16 am UTC
i wish that you had just felt the same way about me, as i did you. somehow you didn't love me back, even though it was so clear we were meant for each other. we were inseparable, now we don't even talk. i get the urge to knock on your door sometimes and i miss you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:44 am UTC
I fucking hate you and how long i liked you and the timing of everything. ur my biggest regret yet i would do the exact same thing if i had another chance. i miss you. i need you. i hope you dont hate me it. I miss you j. i need ur rational boring ass self. but also fuck you why could things not have worked out sooner
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:38 pm UTC
I guess we’re just friends and that’s all we’ll ever be. But you look so happy with her so I guess I’ll just leave.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:35 pm UTC
Though we never dated, I’ve never felt this way for anyone. But you look so much happier because she’s the one.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:38 pm UTC
I love you more than anything in the world and I still dream about you and wish we were still together
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:27 pm UTC
i no longer look for your face in crowded rooms. I look for his, and i hope one day that it fucking kills you to see me happy with someone else.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:57 pm UTC
i love you. i always will keep that pure smile on your face for me. i just wish you can see me the way i see you. always & forever
From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:24 pm UTC
i think looking back on it, that it was my fault. the screaming and crying and fighting in the hallways. maybe it was my insecurities or the fact that i didnt trust you. but then again you never have done a single thing that should make me trust you. i think the fact that you lied to me and cheated made it seem like u were the one who ruined it. but i kept coming back. i broke myself and thats on me not you. but im worthy of a love so much more and better than what you gave me. you'll always be there floating in my mind but you are no longer a priority and i hope you know that
