Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
I've never been religious, ever. But you were the first person i prayed for, i prayed for ur happiness. And u never knew that. Instead u moved on.
But i hope that at least my prayers were heard and that you will find eternal happiness like u've always deserved it. I hope u find someone who will make u as happy as i've always wished u would be.
Meet u in a next life, maybe.
From: ABC
To: J
The way my name rolled off your tongue gave me butterflies and I'm afraid that I'll never feel those again.
From: ABC
To: J
It was so unfair of you to say you couldn't love me anymore but to cry to my friends about how much you missed me.
From: ABC
To: J
I'm not texting you first because I'm scared I'll be too annoying and will end up chasing you away...
From: ABC
To: J
I have second thoughts about leaving you on a daily, and it's not that I don't like you. It's that I like you too much and I know you're going to hurt me.
From: ABC
To: J
it just sucked. watching you fall for my best friend. it was my own fault. i got in my own head. i thought we could have lasted. maybe in another life.
From: ABC
To: J
you were pretty decent as a crush. u made my life so fun yet so miserable. I'm honestly happy but also sad that I don't like u anymore lol.
From: ABC
To: J
I’ll never fully admit to how much I love you cause I’d hate to ruin our friendship but I’m certain at this point that I’m in love with you but sadly I’ll never have the courage to actually tell you.
From: ABC
To: J
Man fuck you. I try so hard to keep our friendship alive cause i love you. You always find the smallest thing wrong with what i say and its so exhausting. Please give me a break.
From: ABC
To: J
as much as i wanna hate you, i just fucking cant. you treated me like shit,but i still love you somehow,and i hate that i do.you'll always have a place in my heart. i miss you, i miss us, the way things used to be. i just wish you never left. i love you
From: ABC
To: J
wow it’s been what a 4 year journey with you... first guy i’ve truly had a crush on... i possibly fell in love w you.. and well things got messy w that whole rumor thing which i never understood lol. and now we talk like nothings happened and i can’t help but thinking do you think about what could’ve been because i’ve always felt like we have a greater relationship than what has panned out. even though nothing really happened between us i’ll always feel like it should’ve.
From: ABC
To: J
you said something that made me think you were different yet you still did everything to make sure you weren’t
From: ABC
To: J
i wish you’d stop hurting me and putting all the blame on me. i cant stop trying to make it work with you, but u make me regret it every time.
From: ABC
To: J
I would still run away with you. I lay awake thinking of the future we used to dream of. Do you feel the same?
From: ABC
To: J
you hurt me a lot but i will always run back to you. you will always have my heart no matter what happened to us :/
From: ABC
To: J
You are my only sunshine, I wish I could still make you happy when skies are gray. I’m sorry that I can’t.
From: ABC
To: J
Te amĂ© por más de 7 años, pero ahora entiendo que solo estaba enamorada de la idea que yo me inventĂ© de tĂ, eres egoĂsta, vanidoso y engreĂdo, no quiero a alguien asĂ para mĂ, asĂ que hoy abandono todos mis sentimientos de amor por tĂ, solo espero que logres ser mejor persona algĂşn dĂa.
From: ABC
To: J
Thank you for making me feel things again. You were truly my light. I love you so much. I am letting you go now. You are still my person even if I was never yours.
From: ABC
To: J
I’ve been wondering who your posts reference, since there was no one before or after me. took me a while to realize there was someone during.
From: ABC
To: J
it’s been over a year, but a part of me still feels incomplete without you. you were my better half, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: J
I never told you but you always had the most charming smile, I always wished you’d smile like that when looking into my eyes.
From: ABC
To: J
you left and its so hard to do this without you. i knew how painful it would be when you left but i couldn't let go. i love you so rest easy.
From: ABC
To: J
hey it’s been a while and i miss you , i know i shouldn’t but i do and it sucks that i do because i want to let you go but i can . my family loves and misses you and so do i , i miss the way you smiled at me when i would wake up from a nap , i miss your family . i love seeing you happy and smiling but i know it’s not me who makes you happy anymore , please treat her the way you treated me . i saw you fall out of love with me but for the longest time i didn’t want to say anything because i didn’t want us end . little did i know either way we ended and i always have love for you , you have a special place in my heart and it sucks that i keep holding onto you but a part of me still has hope but i don’t know if there ever will be another chance because you look happier than you were when you were with me . i will always love you the same way i’ve held onto you for so long but you’ve moved on , i’m trying to but nothing i do works because you made me feel different , you made me feel like i was the only girl in the world , you made me feel like no matter what i looked like even if i woke up you still admired me . i haven’t been able to find that love since you left but i’m trying i really am . you seem to be at your happiest and that’s why i keep my distance but i do look back at our messages and our pictures because in the end as much as i wanna let you go i know i can’t . you said it was a right person wrong timing and i’m waiting for our times to come but as if right now i am always here for you and i always have and always will love you no matter what . thank you for everything for the tears , the love , the hope , and thank you for for time . i love you forever j
From: ABC
To: J
I miss our late night calls. I miss hearing your laugh and your voice over the phone. I hate that you don't feel the same back anymore, but it's okay. I'll get over you, somehow.
From: ABC
To: J
im over you kinda but i hate the fact that i still think of you as my first thought when i think of relationships and we never dated at all.
From: ABC
To: J
My heart sank and shattered when you told me you didn't feel the same about us anymore. You told me you would never fall out of love. That I was your forever. What happened?
From: ABC
To: J
you could have told me what i did. you were my best friend. the first person i was truly comfortable around. you were my other half and now we barely speak. this new forced friendship isn't the same. those months you ignored me burned.
From: ABC
To: J
You’re always in my dreams and it’s always the same thing. I hate how sweet they are like it’s telling me something, but Ik they’re not. Trying not to be delusional
From: ABC
To: J
Why did you do it? You knew how i felt and you used it against me. I just wanted you and now i have to hate you. I just dont understand
From: ABC
To: J
im sorry i fucked us up im sorry i made it hard im sorry i hoped but ik you loved me too bc of the way you looked at me
From: ABC
To: J
Your smile is what makes me happy, if you can smile like that for the rest of my life I'd remain happy forever
From: ABC
To: J
please please if anything happens between us. dont hurt me ive been through lots. i cant hurt you without hurting myself. im honestly falling for you over and over again. i just wanna be ✨appriciated✨. i will appretiate you as much as you do for me, it should be a 50/50 thing..
From: ABC
To: J
I wish you would unfollow those girls who didn’t follow you back, but I know how incredibly in love you are with me so I try not to let it bother me.
From: ABC
To: J
I still can't listen to Julia Michaels anymore, all her songs bring me back to that night. I miss her music.
From: ABC
To: J
I still love you, but I don't think you know how to be friends with me. It hurts whenever you can't let go.
From: ABC
To: J
thank you for changing me as a person. when you left my life it made me find who i really was and now i feel happier than i ever have
From: ABC
To: J
how am I going to move on knowing that I meant nothing to you u were my yellow and you didn’t even know it man you fuck me up you don’t even know how it effect me when you were there for me
From: ABC
To: J
man we were friend no best friends but one question can mess everything up it did I do not even know you
From: ABC
To: J
i wish you would communicate more so i maybe could’ve understand the reason why u left. i miss you so much, i’m sorry if i wasn’t good enough for you. i will always love you and care about you. i wish you the best
From: ABC
To: J
I've been allowing my resentment towards my father be directed towards you. I love you, I was just never shown the correct way to love a man. But, I'm becoming knowledgable about what I need to do to love you correctly, I just hope that you do the same for me.
From: ABC
To: J
i do not know how to tell u this but there r very few things that would make me dislike you. u could kind of do anything to me and i wouldn't care.
From: ABC
To: J
I hope you heal from everything that made you hurt me that way and I hope my heart would stop asking about you
From: ABC
To: J
im still in love with you, but i realize that one day im going to have to let you go. whenever i even heard your voice, it made my heart drop. the thought of you made my day. you are perfect. except im not yours to love.
From: ABC
To: J
merry Christmas. i cried this morning because we will never get to live our magical fantasy anymore. i loved you, but now I’ve moved on and found him. and he protects me better than anyone ever has. i am doing really well, but for some reason i thought of you today and just wanted to say i hope you are doing well
From: ABC
To: J
i've come to term with the fact that we aren't meant to be part of each others stories. i love you, so much more then i thought i was capable of. lovers drift. friends drift. people overal drift. they grow apart in order to grow individually. thank you for keeping me alive by making crazy dreams and plans for the future. i wish we actually lived and achieved some of them. you always told me you know we're gonna be life friends. and here we are, almost strangers. it's gonna be okay love i promise. i wish you would talk to me and tell me why you do those things knowing they're going to tear us apart. they're ruining you, us. you're always going to be my best friend. i hope we end up somewhere in the future again where we aren't strangers. i love you mav
From: ABC
To: J
I miss u, those late nights, our basketball games. I wish you had never left. I feel like u were the only one who matched my energy.
From: ABC
To: J
I can’t sleep without hearing your voice .... but you don’t want to talk to me , so I play old audio messages you sent me until I fall asleep.
From: ABC
To: J
I was reading the messages thinking that I had forgotten about you but I have realized that it is not like that, as much as I hate you for everything you have put me through, I miss you. You have loved me when I did not love myself.
From: ABC
To: J
a part of me will always ache to hold you one more time. i wouldnt know what to say if i got to but i know what i wanna say to you right now. i know you wouldn’t hear my words like i want you to. two years later and i dont understand how you just left without thinking twice.
From: ABC
To: J
you cant fucking do this. this isnt fair. i don't hate you, i wish i did. you're hurting my heart, but it still wants you.
