Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
What happened to us? We were doing so well. Why did it stop? Is it cause you fell out of love with me? I didn't break my promise I still and will always love you.
From: ABC
To: J
You didn't even have the balls to properly reject me. You kept me up every night thinking about the 'what if'
From: ABC
To: J
i still hope she鈥檚 just a rebound and that you think about me when you鈥檙e with her even if i know you don鈥檛
From: ABC
To: J
we weren't supposed to end like this
but I know that you are not coming back
and I think I finally can let go
I didn't know it would hurt so bad tho
From: ABC
To: J
Even though you鈥檙e not ready right now, i will wait for you. No matter how long it takes because you鈥檙e worth it.
From: ABC
To: J
lol, i hate you. you and your stupid girlfriend used me as a 3rd wheel and made me carry your stupid relationship. i ended up loving your toxicity. thought you were hella cute too. hate you now. but do you still play basketball?
From: ABC
To: J
i still don't get it. why would you do that even though you said you loved me? i am confused. i don't know if i want this kind of attention that you give me when you're in the mood to answer my texts. that shit hurts man. i don't want you to feel the way you make me feel sometimes. should i wait or move on? are you worth it?
From: ABC
To: J
I don't know if I didn't show enough my emotions or if you were just stupid enough to not see that I really liked you. Probably the first option. You made me feel like it was the first option.
From: ABC
To: J
i know we both love each other. i just wish it was easier. i鈥檝e been in love with you for 5 years already.
From: ABC
To: J
you are special. i am special. will we be special together again in six months? are you worth it to wait?
From: ABC
To: J
You were right. I did find someone better for me. I wish you the best & hope you find true love as well. Thank you for teaching me what I didn鈥檛 want in a relationship.
From: ABC
To: J
I want you to know I will always be here for you even though you broke me. You always choose her over me. You said you would pay more attention but in the end you lost your bestfriend.
From: ABC
To: J
you were the one to keep me alive when i felt like I had nothing to live for anymore. i didn't realise what I felt for you until after we drifted. I miss you and our FaceTime calls in the middle of the night. it hurts when i see you with her at school. but i hope things turn out better for you and her than they did for you and i.
From: ABC
To: J
I listened to you, i stayed up late for you. I made sure you were ok and that you felt as though someone was there for you. But you never once asked how I was and if I was ok. fuck you for that.
From: ABC
To: J
When we would cuddle wrapped in each others arms.
Time would stand still as if nothing else mattered.
I miss that the most.
Sorry I forgot.
From: ABC
To: J
i thought it wld be easier by now. i rly wonder if i ever cross your mind because i swear you live in mine.
From: ABC
To: J
you never understood my reasoning behind fucking everything and you ruined my perception of love forever. just please listen
From: ABC
To: J
i wish we never stopped talking, ik nithing was ever gonna happen between us but it felt like we had smith
From: ABC
To: J
It鈥檚 almost been two years and the thought of you hurts, I hope you鈥檙e happy, and that she loves you even more than I did
From: ABC
To: J
Todavia recuerdo el dia en que te conoci fuiste mi primer amor aunque la verdad nunca tuve el valor de escribirte me gustabas siempre espere que llegaras y me dijeras que me amabas pero nunca fue asi
From: ABC
To: J
answer please, i just want you to call me and we can talk for hours. i wanna know you and I want you to know me.
From: ABC
To: J
Some nights, all I wanna do is call you and tell you how much I miss you, I just want the old times back
From: ABC
To: J
i really wish it could鈥檝e worked but you messed me up so bad and messed with my head but i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: J
I鈥檝e been screaming that I want to go and leave me alone for well over a few months now. LEAVE ME ALONE JON YOU LOOK LIKE A FUCKING WOMBAT
From: ABC
To: J
I really like you and you鈥檒l probably never know, but it just sucks you鈥檙e all the way on the other side of the world
From: ABC
To: J
hey, i know it was neither any of our faults but i鈥檓 sorry i couldn't do more for you. i took your love for granted. you needed someone to help you and i wasn鈥檛 enough. i think you鈥檒l always be in the back of my mind. i miss what we had and the comforting, loving feeling you gave me. i hope you鈥檝e moved on to better things, better people. i truly hope your life is blessed with amazing things as you really do deserve the most.
From: ABC
To: J
I miss you some days when I remember how much fun we used to have and how you made me feel so special
From: ABC
To: J
blue, your eye colour, whenever i asked you to choose a colour it would always be blue, you said it was to remind me of you- blue is no longer my favourite colour
From: ABC
To: J
You will forever be stuck in my head and I hate that because I've made so many sacrifices just to make sure you were happy but when met with the same choices, you didn't think about me once.
From: ABC
To: J
I think I鈥檒l never love anyone like you ever again. I just want to be near you for the rest of my life.
From: ABC
To: J
your voice never leaves my mind. i read almost everything as if you were saying it out loud. please never let me forget the way you sound.
From: ABC
To: J
why did you pretend to care when in reality I wasn't what you wanted... I still really care for you tho
From: ABC
To: J
I've been in love with you since I first saw u. it's been a year and u moved. and I still think about you.
From: ABC
To: J
Why did you go on that trip. Why didn鈥檛 you stay near josh. Just come home and we can have a huge party to celebrate. We need you back man
From: ABC
To: J
you looked so happy i couldn鈥檛 bare to look
not because i was sad but that鈥檚 all i ever wanted for you
From: ABC
To: J
Maybe in another life we鈥檒l be together, for this one I guess I鈥檒l have to settle for friends, I鈥檇 rather you guaranteed in my life than me taking a risk that you could leave but I do know that I love you more than I love myself even if you don鈥檛 feel the same way
From: ABC
To: J
I didn't know you it was love until I lost you. There'd been others before, but they were like puddles. You were an endless sea.
From: ABC
To: J
You never wanted me you wanted me for my looks i wanted you for more i wanted to hold you to be w you to have your back no matter what but you didn鈥檛 even give me the chance to show you how down i was for you i can never tell you this because i don鈥檛 even think you would respond i didn鈥檛 love you but i cared about more that you even cared to know thank you for making me feel beautiful and showing me what i don鈥檛 want i can鈥檛 keep doing this cat and mouse game i鈥檓 constantly the one that gets hurt lol i鈥檓 done
From: ABC
To: J
I鈥檓 sorry I was too afraid to be your friend. I鈥檓 sorry I couldn鈥檛 tell you didn鈥檛 like me much. I鈥檓 not sorry I loved you.
From: ABC
To: J
It was one sided love, but it was also a love that shattered my heart and broke me. I'll never see the world or anyone the same. So thankyou for breaking my heart and not having the decency to telling me why i wasnt enough.
From: ABC
To: J
Please keep lighting every room you walk in. You make me feel like nobody else does. I鈥檒l love you forever.
From: ABC
To: J
you fell in love with another girl right in front of me. you knew i loved you with everything i am. fuck you fuck you
From: ABC
To: J
why did you lead me on when behind my back facetiming my sister every night and asking to hook up with her in my face. You knew i liked you but you took it as an advantage
From: ABC
To: J
It hurt to know that we once told each other everything and yet you didn't tell me you were leaving. It hurt even more when we didn't say goodbye. I hope you're well
From: ABC
To: J
you made me feel like i wasn鈥檛 enough i wanted to be myself again but it was so hard because i knew about the other prettier girls in your life. i cant get upset bc i was never yours but i still wish i was and i wish i hadn鈥檛 let myself stop eating and sleeping because of you
From: ABC
To: J
I think about you when I'm down, you're my happiness but I feel you slipping away, please give me a chance, I promise I'll make it work, you're the one for me, I know it.
From: ABC
To: J
You鈥檙e always on my mind, but I know I can鈥檛 have you so I need to let go. You鈥檙e the reason I smile.
From: ABC
To: J
You鈥檙e always on my mind, but I know I can鈥檛 have you so I need to let go. You鈥檙e the reason I smile.
From: ABC
To: J
always them damn J鈥檚. Anyways I always felt like we had something so good and special and for the first time I felt like someone actually cared and wasn鈥檛 using me. You ended things out of no where and it hurt me so so much.
From: ABC
To: J
no se que me hac铆as sentir si era amor puede ser tal vez ,esos d铆as con esas noches son testigos de ese amor que naci贸 y muri贸 en el silencio de lo pudimos haber sido, por ti hubiera conquistado el mundo si me lo hubieras pedido, pero no se si por que no est谩bamos preparados o por que el destino azaroso nos lo prohibi贸, por que te marchaste a Londres, por que me dejaste llorando, por que aun a d铆a de hoy te recuerdo cada oto帽o, por que, no puedo avanzar, por que no fui valiente, por que no puedo sentir lo que sent铆 contigo con nadie ,llenaste mi coraz贸n y ahora ese coraz贸n esta vac铆o y muerto
