Every time you went to bed feeling slightly less broken it was because you took part of me until I had nothing left.

you made me go from feeling like the happiest and only person in the world, to being put last in everything and you never knew how that felt

You always confused me. I never really understood why you did that to me at the end and why you never acknowledged it. I knew, why'd you think I ignored you for that weekend. I can't really pin my finger on what I really miss about you because to be honest you kinda treated me shitty. But for a while I was your first choice, I was yours. You said the first thing you wanted to do out of quarantine was see me, you told your friends all about me and you called me your girl to people when they brought me up. Why it ended I have no clue but I guess that's why it hurt so much and why I'm probably not still over you.

I love you so much i just wished you would pay more attention to me. I’m struggling and i can’t loose you.

Why aren’t u listening to my warnings about her...she’s tearing us apart. I can’t take much of this anymore.

You broke me in ways I didn't think was possible. But I've repaired myself and you no longer get to hurt me. I hope you don't hurt her like you hurt me.

i used to miss our friendship but now you seem kinda like an ass. or you do from what i overhear in english class. hopefully you don't know who this is cause i would simply pass away and never go to 4th or 6th period again. i dont even think you know what this website is. kind of hope you do though and you would search up your first initial then see this and know its me and we can be friends agian. but idk. but if you do see this dont tell anyone. thanks

do u feel happy? that u were able to take a piece of me that i needed so badly so now bc of u i can’t love anyone so thank u

i’m in love with you but i can’t say anything. everytime i see your face or hear your laugh my heart leaps. i just want you to make a move but i know you won’t. i love you

please just tell me what i'm doing wrong, i'm trying my best and it still feels like it's not enough for you. i don't want sugarcoated lies this time.

I am embarrassed of the person I was when I loved you. You not loving me back was the best thing that ever happened to me. I learned what I need. What I deserve

you ruined me, you stained me, my life has never been the same. how was i so blind to your hate. yet you let me blame myself, i blame myself. i can't feel again, i can't open up, i want to hate you. But i never will. I am better than you.

i’ve never felt this way about a boy. none before you made me feel this way. come back when you’re better

You broke my heart three times in a year, effortlessly. I was a stepping stone. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that.

you make me feel like im on top of the world. i love being with you but uncertain around you. your aura is what keeps me and you're too addicting to let go of

I dont miss you, you gave me happiness sometimes but I remember the times you put me through hell I don't want you back.

so i guess i was just ur little game? cant believe i believed your lies lol fuck you i wish u the worst

Please listen to my warnings love...shes going to tear us apart. I cant take much of this any longer.

I'm sorry things couldn't work out the way you wanted them be, but I'm here with open arms. Just give me a text and I'll reply back. Much care for you

I just really need to know what is going on inside of your head because I am exhausted! I know we are not just friends... we never were and we never will be. I know you feel it too, right? I can't be the only one...not after all this time.

Ojala cumplas cada uno de esos sueños y metas que me contaste que tenias, y aunque nunca lo sabras estare celebrando y orgullosa por ti.

I think I liked you more than a friend, but now I can't tell you cause you left me for someone else. After everything we went through those three years meant nothing to you. You still chose him over me.

so we just had that conversation on why you don’t say i love you back to me every single day and what hurts the most is that i can’t tell if you are being serious or joking around like you do a lot. i am so so sorry i cant understand you that well, i really do try my best but i cant seem to get anything right and i’m sorry i made you feel that way. you said that was only one of the reason why and i am completely broken thinking about all the stuff i might have done or said that could have hurt you. i am so sorry baby, none of this was intentional. i love you so much and i don’t want to sound creepy but i’d do almost anything to hear i love you back from you. again i am so so so sorry for any of the times i’ve hurt you or made you feel annoyed by me but you are so important to me. i would not be alive if it weren’t for you and it hurts to see the person i’d go to when i get hurt or sad be the cause of sadness now. they do say all good things come to and end but i don’t wanna loose you baby, i cant loose you. if i loose you i’d loose myself as well, there is almost no point in living a life without you. i’m really hoping will all my heart that i’m just overthinking but you have really crushed my heart today. i hope everything goes back to normal how it used to be, just please please tell me and call me out when i fuck things up. i need to know cause i’m an oblivious dense bitch. please tell me and i cannot express how sorry i am. i love you baby, hope you sleep well and goodnight precious

dont really know how to feel but i live you :) and i dont care how you take that i just want to be with you

I still keep the gift you made for me as kids and it always makes me wanna txt you but I get to scare since it's been so long

I've liked you for more than a year and i'm scared i'm always gonna like you. I want to tell you so bad but i'm scared of rejection

fast 5 monate ist es her. Heute habe ich mir wieder deine bilder angeschaut. du fehlst mir! was habe ich falsch gemacht?

I think I really loved you. Before you, I didn’t know it was possible to think about someone all day. I know now it is.

I finally told my mom about you and i've never felt more relieved. Thanks for everything but im kinda glad to not have you in my life anymore.

you meant more to me than i ever did to you, that’s okay. thankyou for teaching me to love unconditionally

I just am so mad at how much time and energy I put into you I preyed about you and begged for you to be happy and you choose her over me I was there when your mom was in the hospital I even helped you write songs she didn't even care about you she broke up with you I would have never treated you like that

I don't love you anymore but if you were to text me I would still blush and most likely respond back I am thankful for the way you made me feel you brought so much joy and hope into my life in a time I was lacking and you didn't even know so I will forever be thankful

Maybe it’s for the better to be apart right now... but i’m sure that somewhere, someday,
our souls will come back to each other.

The group that we had was the one thing that kept me going. It honestly was. Now that its gone I feel like there's no reason now. Even if we meet up in the future it will never be the same and I feel like deep down everyone else does too. And now the only way to see you is to get help. I honestly would do it for you but I don't think I have the motivation to. I ruined the group and y'all say it wasn't but it was. I don't need you guys to lie to me about it if its so obvious. I hope that in another life I can see you.

you left me in so much pain but i still wish u the best. when will i get better? i will forever and always love u even tho i never got the chance to say it

I‘m sure we‘re taller in another dimension, leaves me wondering about what we could have been in this

It's been a year and you're still on my mind. I think you feel the same but I'll never text you first.

i think i was inlove with you this whole time. anything minor that happened between us you consumed my head and my mind. and no matter what i do i can never let go of you.

you don’t know how much you’ve truly helped me. i’ve never been fond of touch because of someone taking advantage of me, but you make me feel so safe.

You said that we should help each other grow together, but you left me to figure everything out for myself

I'm so completely in love with you. Whenever I'm with you its like we are in our own little world, everything else seems to fade away.I gave you the world and more. I always made sure you were good and I still do. You were my number 1 priority, but I dont think I could say the same for you. It was always something. You are the person im the most comfortable with, you taught me how to love myself again, with you everything is so easy, but I wasnt enough.Theres always another girl and at the end of the day everyone else will be better than me. I will never be good enough for you. No matter how much I try, I cant let go. I just cant. I make so many excuses for you. I LET YOU MEET MY FAMILY, but did that not mean anything to you? But no matter how much pain you caused me and no matter how long it takes ill always be right here waiting for you because I love you and thats not changing. Youre my person, just the wrong timing.I love you my baby,please come back home
:(

the fact that you are leaving for school makes me so sad im gonna miss u so much please dont forget me

I only stopped fighting for us when I realized that you hadn't cared for months. That day it felt like you stabbed me in the heart. And no your excuse to treat me like that wasn't good enough. I know that you won't ever apologize but I'm ok with that, I just hope one day I can forgive you.

the one promise i told you was to not make me love you. i should've known if you couldn't keep that one, you couldn't keep any at all.

Thank you for everything and I hope I made you happy while we were together and I hope you'll be happy with whoever you end up with.

can we go back to that night. lets go to one more parking garage, one more beach, i kept the ticket. please.

You can shut me out of your life as many times you want and i'll still be there for you whenever you want. and that breaks my heart.

I genuinely did love you and I’m thankful for the times we spent together, but I will never want to repeat it.

thank you for helping me become the person i am. you weren’t meant to be in my life forever, but i’ll always love you regardless.

When you said bye, I took a snapshot of your face in my head. I started studying it that moment, as if I had just met you. I will never forget you