Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
i kinda miss how you used me. i still miss your touch, your voice, simply your presence in my life. you broke me.
From: ABC
To: J
I like you a lot and I know youāll never feel the same. But itās you itās always been you. It sucks to know one day youāll find that someone who is isnāt me.
From: ABC
To: J
You put me in a place that I pulled you out of but I have no hate toward you and just wish you the best
From: ABC
To: J
hi i shouldāve told you earlier but i really like you. i donāt want our friendship to be ruined but i really do imagine spending the rest of my life with you. i really donāt know how you feel but iām too scared to tell you. i really hope i get the courage to tell you soon because i donāt want to wait before itās too late.
From: ABC
To: J
hi i really like you but iām too scared to tell you. i donāt want to ruin what we have and we arenāt that close but still. i feel like youāre my soulmate and i canāt see myself with anyone else. i havenāt really told anyone about how i truly feel about you. i do want to tell you soon before itās too late. i love u
From: ABC
To: J
you were the light i needed. the light i craved. but u left bc i was too hard to deal with. because i was too much. because i didnāt love myself. yah i know we were young but, if only u knew that i was starting to grow and love myself for u. but now thereās nothing. and u think itās funny.
From: ABC
To: J
I know it wasn't love, I know it was just an infatuation. I just wish you could know that I still see your name everywhere.
From: ABC
To: J
Dear Jā
I hate that you ruined
Jameson on the rocks.
It no longer burns, steady and passionately, but instead
itās bitter and fleeting. The
gin bottle you drank from
resides in my trunk still.
untouched. unmoved. undrunk.
From: ABC
To: J
I try my hardest to support you through the ever changing spiel of boys, but all I've ever wanted is to be the one you choose.
From: ABC
To: J
when i look up at the moon i can't help to think that the same moon is looking down on you, long distance is hard, but that's the one thing that keeps me going. the good mornings while i fall asleep and the missed calls at 4am will all be worth it one day, my love.
happy 11 months to the boy i want to spend 11+ eternities with, my moon
From: ABC
To: J
its hard to find someone like u,sometimes I wish u were here for me,still love u even now when u dont evem remember me
From: ABC
To: J
Hola, este mensaje solo es para decirte que en este poco tiempo que te conozco te convertiste en una persona muy importante para mi y creo que me gustas y hasta me puedo llegar a enamorar de ti y no quiero porque tengo miedo de que termine mal porque yo se que tĆŗ no me quieres como yo te quiero y yo se que no soy lo que tĆŗ quieres y lo puedo entender pero no quiero que me hables bonito, no quiero que me dediques canciones, no quiero que me ilusiones con falsas promesas solamente quiero que me seas sincero y me digas la verdad no quiero que me sigas confundiendo de esa manera porque yo si te adoro y creo que ese fue mi principal error
From: ABC
To: J
I somehow donāt even like you but Iām still so addicted omfg please leave itāll only hurt more Iām so confused.
From: ABC
To: J
I miss you so much and you don't even realize it. Whenever I think about us I can't help but to blame myself for never being able to open up and be normal person. You see, whenever I was going through something hard in my life I wanted to tell you but I couldn't bring myself without overthinking every little thing. I have been in relationships where the other person didn't care about anything I did or thought. However, you, you were different you always check up on me, you always knew when I wasn't acting like myself, you always knew how to cheer me up. And I will never ever forget how you made me feel. You knew about things that not even my family knew about and you always tried to help me get through these thing. But I guess that over time you just couldn't handle that I wasn't easy to be with. I guess you just gave up on me, and I don't blame you because I would have too. I wouldn't want to be stuck with someone who is so messed up that even having someone like you in their life doesn't make them reconsider things in life. I just wish I could go back in time and fix myself and make things right. I wish I could go back in time and tell you that I love you but its too late and I wish I could fix things but I know I can't. I just hope that whoever gets to have you next doesn't mess up as bad as I did, because you are an extraordinary person with such a big heart.
From: ABC
To: J
I promised I would never leave you again but you promised you would never cheat, guess we both arenāt so great at keeping promises.
From: ABC
To: J
if i were to be asked who my first choice of person was id say you with no hesitation, but what would you say. not me. don't lie you know ive lossed you and ive lost you at the worst time when i needed you the most you are out of reach. come back please im screaming to you come back.
From: ABC
To: J
jocelynn. i texted you today after you said goodnight i said "wait don't leave me yet i need you" and you didn't see it so i deleted it hoping you woulnt ever know what was going on.
From: ABC
To: J
i wanna hug and kiss you so bad, like you ask me to, but im so damn scared to initiate it. sometimes i just wanna tell you to kiss me, but im too scared to do that to. everytime i hear that song, noone knows it but i think of you
From: ABC
To: J
I really miss you and I donāt know where I went wrong because you just left. I didnāt even get to say goodbye but even though you hurt me I still want you. Come back please.
From: ABC
To: J
i know i ended things first but i was dumb and i didnāt realise how much you meant to me until you were gone
From: ABC
To: J
i know i ended things first but i was dumb and i didnāt realise how much you meant to me until you were gone
From: ABC
To: J
I want to spend the rest of my life with you. My biggest regret is that I met you now and not later on in life when things could be different.
From: ABC
To: J
I miss you so much whenever I hear your name my heart sinks anything and everything reminds me of you i wish you didnāt leave I love you and will always. You were my torta
From: ABC
To: J
hey I wish you all the best
hope we could meet later on in life and date because now im scared to tell you how I actually feel
From: ABC
To: J
it was hard to watch someone i loved so much slowly loose interest in me but i guess everything will work out in the end
From: ABC
To: J
hi, I could never actually say this to you in person but I miss walking with you, talking to you. hopefully one day we will meet again. I miss you and wish nothing but the best for you
From: ABC
To: J
thank you for holding me while i cried in your arms 5 months after breaking up. i still love you so much.
From: ABC
To: J
was it even real love? you sure you didn't confuse it with a different emotion, we both got up and left like nothing, i'm pretty sure we both didn't mean "i love you"
From: ABC
To: J
you broke my friggin heart man.. you used me. for 3 years. you said you loved me and slept with other girls. fuck u man.
From: ABC
To: J
you made me believe you loved me, I spent 2 years trying to get over you then you come back just to use me again, I just want to know if you ever loved me.
From: ABC
To: J
If I could go back that night, trust me I would do it all differently. Now you won't even look me in the eye.
From: ABC
To: J
my first crush. you had the most beautiful eyes iād ever seen, a deep comforting brown. a dancer. very talented. every time i listen to āway we areā by kove the memories flood back. this colour is on the cover.
From: ABC
To: J
I wish I could cuddle with you in a warm house with a fireplace in it forever. This will never happen
From: ABC
To: J
we both disliked this colour, maybe that was the only thing we actually had in common. I hope you're ok.
From: ABC
To: J
Gray because I thought there was some light. I was wrong. I broke you trying to help you with someone else. I hate myself. I am sorry.
From: ABC
To: J
You told me youād change multiple times... I forgave you multiple times ... three of my years were wasted on you and now itās fuck you
From: ABC
To: J
you werent my first love, but you were the first person to make me feel loved. every day you remind me of my worth, my strength and my capacity to get better, even on days where i want to hide away from the world. i love you endlessly
From: ABC
To: J
the thing i regret the most is looking you with love after you slapped my face, instead of fucking punching you back
From: ABC
To: J
I think I could have really loved you, if you didn't leave so soon. But I'd still do it all again, if given the chance. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: J
iāve been really missing u recently and iām really fighting the urge to let u back in my life. especially right now.
From: ABC
To: J
I don't even know were to begin but to say it was a privilege being yours. I've never connected and loved one like I did with you. You gave me purpose, led me down the brightest path I've been down. I never wanted to let you go because if I did I would have lost myself but I think its time to. It's time for me to let go and work on myself to become the best version of me possible but I know in spite of everything that has happened you were my heaven sent angel. Forever and always you will be my yellow I love you.
From: ABC
To: J
I feel like you could be my soulmate but I'm scared you're not the person I fell in love with anymore.
From: ABC
To: J
Siempre siempre me voy a acordar de ti, bendito el dia que respondi ese mensaje porque aunque no haya sido nada me has enseƱado mucho, espero que te vaya super bien y que cumplas todo lo que quieres porque te lo mereces
Te quiero
From: ABC
To: J
i know i told you that you leaving was the best thing that ever happened to me, but i really wish that you had stayed
From: ABC
To: J
i wish you liked me back the way i thought you did. i wish i didnāt have to say it was all a drunken mistake after i told you i liked you :/
From: ABC
To: J
no matter how hard i try and convince myself otherwise, i loved you, and even though we weren't meant to be, a part of me wishes we would have worked
From: ABC
To: J
i liked you a lot but you broke up with me 2 weeks before our 1 year and iāll always hate you for that
From: ABC
To: J
i had to move on in order to have the closure I need from the pain you caused. you made me feel so happy but now your breaking my heart and I am too tired to fix things with us so itās time to let go. for the next chapter in our lives. until next time my love
From: ABC
To: J
i hope youāre doing well :) our time was short but i enjoyed it!! i really miss you but we had to say goodbye at some point
From: ABC
To: J
i still think we couldāve worked if i couldāve just come up with an answer when you asked me why i loved you
