Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 9, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
I gave everything up for you. I believed you were kind. I was wrong. I fell in love with someone who wasn’t real.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 9, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
i think about you as i fall asleep. you’re the first person i think of when i wake up. i wish i could tell you how much i love you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 4:07 pm UTC
I’m sorry if I made things weird. It’s just, I was head over heels for you & you didn’t even know.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 3:20 pm UTC
you broke my heart because you were scared and i hate you for that. but every time i see you, i just wish it could have been different. i'm beyond in love with you and i still miss you every day. i would give anything to kiss you one more time
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 8:28 am UTC
I don’t think I will ever get over you but I’m glad to see you happy, even though it really kills me to see it
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 5:56 am UTC
leaving you hurt me. but after what you did, i finally decided to chose myself. it turned out to be the easiest decision i’ve ever made.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 3:36 am UTC
I'm sure that the girl you will love, the girl na you would be ready to have a relationship with is a very lucky girl. I can't imagine kung paano ako magseselos and kung paano ako masasaktan kasi I know na I would want to be the girl you love. Not just a girl you liked. Be happy.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
I already accepted the fact na 'we' can't happen. I settled for something less, but I still want you. I agreed on the 'no-label' shit 'cause I thought na you would fall for me eventually. Turns out, ako yung naunang mahulog. You liked me first but I loved you first. U r my first love. It's been days and this still hurts like a bitch.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 2:16 am UTC
i just wish i would’ve put in as much work as you did into the relationship. i still love you. i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 8, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
i wish memories could just be erased sometimes, it'd all be so much easier. did u write that orange one w my inital on it?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
never understood how you could tell me that you are so in love with me ... then cheat as many time as you did.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:52 pm UTC
yes you ruined me but thank you for opening my eyes, I am now ten times the person I was then. hope you learn to be better.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 7, 2020, 9:01 am UTC
Today your brother told me he thought that you-today would never be able to pick up me-today in a bar even if you tried
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:19 am UTC
i defended you & talked you up so much when they all warned me about you. i should have listened to them.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:19 am UTC
i defended you & talked you up so much when they all warned me about you. i should have listened to them.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 6, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
i’m falling for you so fast and i’m so scared. I hate you for making me feel weak and vulnerable. Please don’t make me regret it.
I adore you dickhead
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 6, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
you are my person. I feel so safe when you're with me. I just wish you would stop being so cold and distant. I wish it was more than it is. I hope you see that it could be.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 6, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
The worst part about this is that I know you’re my soul mate. I wish you’d just give me the chance to show you that I’m yours.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 6, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
Did you ever mean anything you said to me? Or was it all a game to get into bed with me? Are you satisfied?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 6, 2020, 6:56 pm UTC
i know i probably don’t mean much to you, but you’ve helped me more than you know so when you leave i know it’s gonna hurt like hell
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 6, 2020, 6:43 pm UTC
And you left me for what? i stayed up for you, i cared for you, i cried for you, i learnt how to trust for YOU, you became all the things that i ranted to you about, you became a stranger.
