Unsent Messages

I didn’t care about anyone else.. only you. You left me, without a reason why. you killed my on the inside. You were my yellow. You made me happy and made me smile. You understood me and didn’t care about my flaws. I cried nights away because of you. You chose her. I just wanted to be loved endlessly and I honestly thought we were soulmates. I do miss you, more than anything. And now you’re back texting me for me to be your “best friend” again? that tears me apart. I want more than anything to respond to you and want it to be the same again. But it can’t. You said you were leaving, for good, “like u said I would” he said. I’m not going to give you the same treatment back. You broke my heart. You broke me. I miss you so much. Our long calls, playing games and our jokes in school. You were my soulmate, but we were nothing more than best friends. Is it too much to ask for to be loved? But, you left, and now your back? shit hurts.