I play the role as your girl bsf and help w all ur girl problems.. but little do you know how madly in love I am with you.

thank you for caring so much about me. i love our convos & i hope we can have live our dream lives. im sorry if i take a little while to respond sometimes but i get nervous even though i know you're nice. thank you for everything so far :)

I fucking hate how u played me after I let you in. You are quite possibly a psychopath, the fact that you could lie to me for years. Fuck you. May every relationship you have be as cold and hollow as your heart.

i know you're never going to see this but listen. walmart isn't selling those body pillows anymore and i'm kinda pissed i didnt buy one when i had the chance, especially now when id really need it

you probably never noticed me, just another quiet girl, while you were the popular boy. except i'm not in a movie, so i don't get the guy.

It's inevitable that you'll forget about me and I'll just be another person you once knew, but the way I feel about you is painful, I've never felt this way about anyone before. I know we'll never be together, but it's something that I'll always wish for.

I thought about you the other day. We were 12 but doesn’t mean I still don’t miss you. Say hi when you get the chance

i wish you would’ve just told me the truth about you getting back with your ex. i wish you wouldn’t have let us end on such bad terms. i wish we could still talk everyday and i tell you about important things that happened in my day but maybe again one day we will get that back. i love you forever

i’m happy without you i genuinely am but when you blocked me i felt my heart sink, we were just starting to be friends again n i didn’t do anything wrong, ik you used me it was obvious but to go round and say it doesn’t sit right with me. i loved you and a part of me always will but i’m over your shit now.

ily, but you want me with him ... will you ever want me or should I just give up, bc I’ve loved you for so long idk what to do anymore

I think i love you. I want to say it so bad but I dont want to hurt you. I Want you back more than anything but I also want you happy and it seems your happy without me. I dont know if I can fight for you anymore and need you to come back to me so we can talk and flirt and i can love you. I can show you all my love and recieve yours with open arms. I am ready for your love drew and you dont need to be scared baby im ready to give you all of mine. I want it all with you and I didnt realize until it was gone and I needed it. I need your love and i would give anything to be yours.

i am still in love with you. and it hurts me so bad to see you not feel the same. maybe one day. i miss you

I wish I had told you I loved you. I was too scared of the unknown and now it's years later and I can't have you back. I just want to be able to tell you how I feel.

You were my best friend and first love. I wish I could understand why you let me in just to push me away.

I hope you build that cyborg army you’ve dreamed of since 2nd grade... I just wish I could be there to see it.

i want you to know even though you absolutely fucked me over, im doing fine without you. i dont love you anymore.

I wonder if u still wear my bracelet. I think im over u now, but its still only u I see in my future. idk

I never got my closure, and im starting to lose hope in us. I don't think you're ever coming back but I miss the boy i fell in love with, im not upset that it ended im upset that im never going to see that person I fell in love with ever again. When I love I love hard, I will always love you drew just not the one you are now. I wish you could back to me because im still waiting but idk if I can wait much longer.

You were the only reason I was happy to wake up in the morning, everyday was a struggle but knowing you felt like all my problems didn't exist. It was sad seeing you slowly lose interest in me I could do nothing but watch. You meant the world to me

I cant help but like you. U remind me of him in all the right ways. But id never feed into ur ego by letting you know. but I'm letting u know now. Maybe one day I'll tell u but for now i'm happy to be simply your friend.

. i miss when we hopped the fence of my school and smoked under the bleachers. i miss the day i realized i liked you at the movie theater. i miss when i introduced you to dayglow and m83. i miss when you would call me while i walked my dog and i would tell you dumb stories that i've never been able to tell anyone because they wouldn't listen. i miss our first date and i miss when you came over while my parents were out but they got back too early and i had to sneak you out the back gate. i miss the day it rained so hard our socks were wet and when we got to my house i gave you my shirt and blow dried your hair. i miss when you stole a white claw from 7/11 and we sat on a log by the street and ate that weird british biscuit and i was looking at ants. i miss the day at the river with suzy and thorn and sophie and the day at the river with just us. i miss biking places with you and sitting outside the library in june. i miss your pink hair. i miss being able to look at you without having to look away once you noticed i was looking. I MISS YOUR PARENTS??? i miss being your first everything. im sorry for crying yesterday at the park and making things weird. i fucking hate you for breaking up with me on our anniversary i fucking hate you for doing exactly what im afraid of i fucking hate you so much for everything you did but i cant because you're so . you. you're an amazing person and you're so fucking smart and funny an d you're so pretty and i dont want to be with anyone else. i hate you for making me fall in love with you and i dont know how to stop and you're all i can think about and i dont want to be your friend.

i want to hold your hand but im afraid you'll pull away. i know you know im hurting. best friends can hold hands. make the first move for once, please.

I gave you all I had to offer. I tried my best and always made time for you. Still, in the end idk it wasn't enough for you to feel the same. j

sometimes i pretend you're next to me as im falling asleep. i would do anything to go back to the morning where i swallowed ur cum and almost threw up. that says a lot because i did NOT enjoy that experience very much.

remember when we were on the train in portland after we saw the free goats and that guy thought i was a girl

i go on here and look up my name and pretend that you know about this websites existence and care enough about me to even fucking think about me for five seconds and i like to pretend that the people writing things to people named finn are you. i miss you.

funny to think that if i didnt have crippling mommy issues you would still be my boyfriend. SOCIETY *maniacal laugh*

its really hard to think about how mad i am at you while my brother is (poorly) playing recorder in the other room. he is insufferable.

i always take things for granted. i never realized how hard it was to be without you until i was. am. idk. suzy keeps texting me and for a split second i think its you. i dont think i can be friends with you but i cant not be your friend because i love you and we think the same things and we're the shit twins! it just really hurts when we walk to goodwill in the dark side by side and you dont hold my hand. i wanted to hold hands yesterday so fucking bad i kept switching my umbrella so my empty hand was next to your empty hand but you didnt take the hint. or maybe you did. i miss when you used to press my fingernails and i didnt even ask but you knew its what i needed.

im not taking the necklace off. ive been wearing it since you put it around my neck in june. its like a part of me now.

i hope when the winter is over we can try again. i know we both have SAD and i think thats what this is i think we just need a break i dont think we're going to b e apart forever oh my god im fucking insane i sound like a freak lol so glad im not actually texting u this shit

All I wanted was for us to be happy together. I guess I never made you happy enough to stay. I’m sorry.

You knew I loved you. Did you post her right away just to hurt me? I was already in enough pain from you leaving but now I feel like I was just being used.

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you. i don't care if you think love isn't real. i can't describe what I feel for you as anything other than love

You’ll never love me the way I love you I know you’ll never stop loving her and that I will never be good enough. you’ve broken me over and over and I let it happen because I love you. it hurts because of how bad she treats/treated you. I was there for you through the thick and thin and you still love her more. you promised me you were done with her but ig you weren’t I know that you’re probably done with me and that you’ve moved on but just know I’m here still waiting. Waiting for you to come back and realize you lost someone special but until you do ig I’ll just watch as you fall for her again (look it’s blue your favorite color I remember)

i’m sorry. i know it didn’t make sense why i left but know that i had to. you’re an amazing person, and i wish we could’ve worked but i had too much to deal with to feel the same way i’m sorry

Man I really miss you. It’s been so long and you’re still in my thoughts everyday. I wonder if you ever think about me. What happened to us?

i hope u have a good time germany lol. sometimes i hate you sometimes i miss you, i guess thats how it worked out.

you broke me more than everyone thinks you did. I still wonder what went through your perverted mind. i just wanna know how much worse it could have been if i hadn't told you no as many times as i did.

Honestly dude, Fuck u. I can't believe that I kept coming back to you for 9 years. You acted like u liked me and then decided I wasn't good enough and went to one of my friends and fucked with her. I'm so sick of your bs and I'm glad I found someone who actually cares about me and doesn't treat me like u did. I fell for you more times than I can count. And I am way out of your league in the first place, and whenever I would walk away you pull something and I came crawling back like nothing ever happened. Because I wanted to be with you that bad. And I knew it was toxic, and that you would never treat me right. I never knew your feelings, but I know that you don't want to lose me. I hope that you learn how to treat a girl right. And the fact that your not even attractive makes me falling for you even worse. Dude I love you but I'm not in love with you anymore, but I hate you at the same time. Maybe we'll stay friends, but I know that probably won't end well. Hopefully I make the right decision to walk away for good when it's time, unlike all the other times I came crawling back. I hope you realize how much you miss me when I'm gone. I won't be coming back. Suck my dick;)

I know we haven't spoken in a long time and I don't know what's going on in your life right now, but I hope you're doing okay. I think about you a lot.

You hurt not only my mind but my soul you left made me feel like I was nothing. I wish our love could have been more than fake. I wish it were real, I wish you were real!

We tried it again for you to be exactly how you were before? You’re not this person. I miss the guy you really are.

I was so scared to love again after everything you’ve seen me go through but I think, I hope, that our story is different.

You don’t know how much I wish we can be a thing your that typical skater,Harry Potter watcher,vibes but it’s not that it’s the way you text me and I really do smile when I see you

I love you. I wish you loved me back. I know I should move on, but I can’t. I would rather break myself everyday just being friends than lose you.

I’m still rooting for you. I hope you know there will never be a day that I stop loving you or your family.

I'm finally starting to let you go, not because I stopped loving you, but because I need to love myself first. I've been waiting for you for like months now, once in a while I wonder if you still think about me... because I do. What we had was special, but as every good thing it didn't last and that's okay I guess. It was right person, wrong time... I hope to bump into you, years from now, maybe in a café or supermarket or even a library, it will be like to start where we left and you'll tell me all your accomplishments because you're special and you deserve every good thing that this crazy world has in store for you. Until then tho, until that meeting, I let you go my dear... Do me a favor please, live your life to the fullest and realize all those dreams that you still have to tell me, I can't wait to hear them. I hope you meet the one you truly deserve and I'm sorry if that wasn't me, a person that will completely love you for who you really are. I hope your kinds have that curly long hair that suits you perfectly and your broken sense of humour as well haha. Thanks for meeting me, you came in my life when I needed you the most and you also left unexpectedly, I'm not angry or similar, I'm just grateful for what we had... You're like the closest experience of love I've ever had, thanks for teaching me that I'm perfect the way I am, thanks for making me accept my flaws, thanks for just being you. People say that when you meet someone, that person is either a blessing or a lesson, I think you were both... One of the nicest blessings, but also one of the toughest lessons... and I finally understood it. What's meant to be will always be, right? I'm sure it is. Just know that I didn't forget you and probably never will. If I'll have children of my own, I won't forget to tell them about you... as probably my first love. Until we meet again, make memories and live, don't waste a single moment. Hope to hear from you sooner or later. Always yours :))

We clicked from the very begging and that's very hard for me to do... it went well then you just left with no reasoning, leaving me to wonder what's wrong with me

No matter what my feelings are still there and I want to know how to move on from you but I can’t because the love I have for you is still there and I just want to give up but I’m learning to live with this feeling without you here to talk me through stuff and be there when I’m happy or sad. But it’s okay. From all this you taught me I don’t need certain people in my life and something can change in a heartbeat and to always be honest and just to love myself. So thank you for everything from now to however long, I love you and I hope it works out for you in the end