Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:45 pm UTC
You didn’t treat me right. Yes I still feel bad for hurting you, but if the only pain I brought was by leaving then know I had to leave to protect myself. letting you go is my biggest act of love yet. embrace it
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
It feels like you don’t love me anymore. I would risk my whole life for you, but it feels like you wouldn’t.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
i wish i could help u and make sure everythings ok but i dont want to bother u. i know youre fine without me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:05 pm UTC
i would always get so excited when put with you in a group at school. sorry i never told u how i felt
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:40 pm UTC
It’s been 1 year, you left, came back and left again. I’ll always let u come back..I won’t ever get over you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
i know i messed up, and i'm sorry. but I wouldn't change it for the world because look where we are now.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:53 pm UTC
I loved you, but not as a boyfriend, I loved you like a best friend, this is why I shouldn’t have dated you. This is why I shouldn’t have stayed with you when you gave me every reason not to. I didn’t do it because I was in love, it was just because I didn’t want to loose my best friend. Now i’m not afraid to loose you and I am so proud of myself for that.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:40 pm UTC
It really hurt when I told you how you made hate myself and you continued to make the conversation about yourself.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:53 pm UTC
Its funny how when we first started talking you made me feel like all my problems could be solved if I was wrapped in your arms but now the only problem I have is not being able to talk to you anymore...
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:59 pm UTC
I sometimes read through the unsent project and hope that you’ll have written something for me.
you haven’t.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:08 pm UTC
You hurt me and you treat me like shit. When we went out you treated me like I was shit but I was still loyal to you and i cared for you deeply. While you were sending nudes and talking to lots of other girls i was wondering whether you had eaten or whether you were okay. I loved you and it hurts me that i cared for you so much but got nothing back. I hate myself for loving you so much but I did and I can't take it back. I hope one day you realise what you lost and how much my love should've been worth. I hope you never have to feel the way I felt as I would not even wish that on my worst enemy,
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:40 am UTC
i'm not really sad about the situation anymore what happened, happened. it was not a healthy mindset to think i can "change someone". they have to want to change just as much and i've accepted that i don't want to have to change him, but help him. i also don't necessarily want to "change" him. i want to love him exactly the way he is and watch him transform into the greatest, truest version of himself and maybe if he came to me saying he'll be a better person not only for me but for himself then i would still welcome him with open arms, but i don't think that's because of the influence he had on me, more because that's just the type of person i am.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:37 am UTC
I couldn’t imagine my life without u but it’s over now I’m so scared of commitment. Being in a relationship with u again hurt me to the point I knew u we’re gonna break up with me I was just enjoying it while it lasted, while I could still call u officially mine. If I had the choice I’d say no to u bcuz it was so toxic for me I couldn’t grow, but I get jealous and I’m so used to ur touch.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:37 am UTC
i love you, i hope our really trying for me , i have so much faith in us things are getting better , i love you everything will be okay
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:32 am UTC
i was really happy.. and you just left me. by myself in my room. thinking about the times we shared together
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:05 am UTC
U will never see this but that's ok. I will always have love for you bc once u love someone u don't stop. I want the best for u tho and I know eventually u will figure out what that means for u.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:10 am UTC
thank you for teaching me how to love myself for who I am. u hurt me but i was able to pick up myself and learn I don’t need u in the long run.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:16 am UTC
how can you make me feel so much after many years? how have you grown up into everything i need? i love you, i love you, i love i love you. promise.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:45 am UTC
you have no idea how much you mean to me. though what we had didn’t seem special, it sure felt like it. i’ll wait for you no matter how long it takes.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:26 am UTC
pls remember to take your meds. my alarms are still on so i can remind you because i dont want to accept the fact that you might not need me anymore
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:04 am UTC
Hey, hopefully you and your new guy are doing good. I just miss you and wish our story could've ended differently. I wish i had enough courage to text you but i don't think thats ever gonna happen...i love you to the moon and back and i always will:,)
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
I like to think you were truly the right person but the wrong time. i miss u tons and youll forever be in my heart.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:42 am UTC
i still look through the old chats from when you loved me on your account that i still haven’t unadded.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:31 am UTC
our story was supposed to end different. but i guess you had something else in mind. hope it was worth it.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:27 pm UTC
you left me in so much pain but i still wish u the best. when will i get better? i will forever and always love u even tho i never got the chance to say it
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
I still keep the gift you made for me as kids and it always makes me wanna txt you but I get to scare since it's been so long
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:25 pm UTC
I think I liked you more than a friend, but now I can't tell you cause you left me for someone else. After everything we went through those three years meant nothing to you. You still chose him over me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:55 pm UTC
You broke my heart three times in a year, effortlessly. I was a stepping stone. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
you ruined me, you stained me, my life has never been the same. how was i so blind to your hate. yet you let me blame myself, i blame myself. i can't feel again, i can't open up, i want to hate you. But i never will. I am better than you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
I am embarrassed of the person I was when I loved you. You not loving me back was the best thing that ever happened to me. I learned what I need. What I deserve
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:44 pm UTC
i’m in love with you but i can’t say anything. everytime i see your face or hear your laugh my heart leaps. i just want you to make a move but i know you won’t. i love you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:41 pm UTC
do u feel happy? that u were able to take a piece of me that i needed so badly so now bc of u i can’t love anyone so thank u
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:30 pm UTC
i used to miss our friendship but now you seem kinda like an ass. or you do from what i overhear in english class. hopefully you don't know who this is cause i would simply pass away and never go to 4th or 6th period again. i dont even think you know what this website is. kind of hope you do though and you would search up your first initial then see this and know its me and we can be friends agian. but idk. but if you do see this dont tell anyone. thanks
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:52 pm UTC
I wish you would stop making me feel bad about my decision and I hope you find the true love that you deserve...
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
I still think of how you told me you love me that last night we talked. I wish you remembered saying it.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:28 pm UTC
you made me feel things i never thought i would feel. you changed my life, and for that im forever grateful
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
I really love you, more than you know. You make me happier than anyone else and you really understand me. Fuck it's gonna hurt like hell when you leave me. Please don't leave me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:48 pm UTC
hey j. so idk where we stand but what i do know is how i feel for you. i haven’t felt this way about someone in a long time and i haven’t met someone in a while that would make me laugh this much. i don’t know how i got through the days without talking to you. even when we first started talking, i knew you were someone i can easily talk to. i hope i’m that way for you too.. i wish we could be together, but if not, man am i glad to have a friend like you. thank you for being a new light in my life and i’m excited for the adventures to come.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:44 pm UTC
why are you so bipolar. Those days were the best days and all of a sudden you complelty changed opinions.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:43 pm UTC
I like you so much you are always on my mind but ik im way to toxic for you. h even admitted to liking you. sorry but i don’t even wanna be your friend because ik i’ll just become attached again.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
i love u so much but so does my best friend. she doesn't know how i feel about you and you dont know either. i love talking to you for hours straight and being with you. watching scary movies with you are the best but i dont understand how you r not scared. i love being with you and you make me laugh all the time. i can never stay mad at you for long. ur so stupid i love it. we are both taurus so idk how that works lol. i just know i love you so much because of how much you make me laugh and make me want to be with you. u are always standing up for me and i love it so much. i love u.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:00 pm UTC
why did you lie when i told you i liked you. you said you weren’t ready but was with someone the next night??
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:29 pm UTC
You were my first boyfriend. I felt so safe in your arms, butterflies over my stomach when your name popped on my phone. for it to be all fake. i know two months is nothing but i really fell for you. i know you still love your ex before me. im not mad, i jus want you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
I didn’t know you for long but my heart felt like it knew you since forever. I miss your laugh. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
you cant fucking do this. this isnt fair. i don't hate you, i wish i did. you're hurting my heart, but it still wants you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:08 pm UTC
I can’t sleep without hearing your voice .... but you don’t want to talk to me , so I play old audio messages you sent me until I fall asleep.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:02 pm UTC
I miss u, those late nights, our basketball games. I wish you had never left. I feel like u were the only one who matched my energy.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
im still in love with you, but i realize that one day im going to have to let you go. whenever i even heard your voice, it made my heart drop. the thought of you made my day. you are perfect. except im not yours to love.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:14 pm UTC
man we were friend no best friends but one question can mess everything up it did I do not even know you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:10 pm UTC
how am I going to move on knowing that I meant nothing to you u were my yellow and you didn’t even know it man you fuck me up you don’t even know how it effect me when you were there for me
