I wish you hadn't just given up on us and that you would of tried to make it work through the hard time. I wish you wouldn't of shut me out and left me on my own. I need you in my life more than just as a boyfriend but as a friend and now i am just expected to remove you from my life, like its so easy. I think part of me knew the relationship wasn't working anymore and it i just didn't want to admit to it so i admire how you were brave enough to acknowledge that. I just thought we would be able to work through it this time but i suppose not. I just wish that you would come back to me its weird to think that just 86 days ago i was with you and we were so inlove. I feel like there's a gap in my life now that you use to fill and i don't want to have to accept it but i have too. I just can't bare the thought of you with someone else, and I'm so worried your going to move on like we never happened and i don't think I'm ready for that. i love you so much and have so much love for you still even considering the pain you are putting me through, but i have to try and remember you are putting me through this pain because you said you couldn't continue hurting me. I just wish things were different and that we could be together in another reality because you made me so so so happy and now I'm blue and alone. I can't get you out of my head you are all i think about 24/7 and I'm just reminded of what i have lost... it hurts so badly :((((( i miss you more than i could've thought i would, i just miss everything even the shitty parts of our relationship. I think its healthier for us to be apart i just wish we didn't have to separate so soon. I can't stop thinking about spain and whether to invite you are not, that was meant to be our trip i was meant to share the master bedroom with you but now I'm gonna sleep in there alone thinking about you. I want you to come back but i also don't want to have to go through this type of heartbreak again.
From A

I wanted to be your best friend but you already had one. And you couldn’t see you left no room for me.

I miss you, I miss our friendship. You meant more to me than you’ll ever know I’m a fool for letting our friendship go.

i feel like i’m starting to let you go. 5 months ago i would’ve never even thought this was possible.

i wish that you had just felt the same way about me, as i did you. somehow you didn't love me back, even though it was so clear we were meant for each other. we were inseparable, now we don't even talk. i get the urge to knock on your door sometimes and i miss you.

I sometimes wonder how ur doing. I’ll never forget what it was like being your best friend. I miss you a lot.

I hate how you are my type, my everything, my motivation. Why can’t I be yours? Why didn’t you give me a chance?

Lo lamento, lo lamento tanto. Ni siquiera soy capaz de pedirte perdón porque ambos sufrimos a causa de nosotros mismos, pero sin importar cuánto tiempo pase, sigo lamentándolo tanto... Lamento no poder corresponderle y que todo terminara en un desastre, lamento no poder quererte pero es que no puedo quererme a mí mismx y aunque todo terminó de la peor manera, no puedo evitar pensar que es mi culpa aunque te culpe de todo, lo siento, en verdad lo siento.

From the first time we met, i knew that we were going to be friends for the longest time. I didn’t know that I would end up falling for you.

It's so lame that I had to come to a website to anonymously get this off my chest because apparently, physically writing it didn't really work out.. I wish I stayed hating you to be honest. It would've been easier to hate you rather than have you cross my mind every so often and even start listening to the music that you said you liked. It would've been easier to hate you rather than wondering how you're doing at random times of the day and get the urges to ask you how you're doing even though I know you won't respond. It would've been easier to hate you rather than staying up late at night waiting for your text. I really hate this, it sounds like I'm writing a shitty "unrequited; enemies-to-lovers" Wattpad story from 2015. But I wish I could hate you again, it would save the embarrassment and this stupid post.

you made me want to be better, I just want something sweet and short with you. You're like a breath of fresh air, but I don't think we're endgame. But that doesn't mean I don't want to know what can happen.

I love your hair and the way it looks like Draco Malfoy, but I can't love you because you are someone elses.

it still confuses me how i wasnt enough when i was the one to answer your 3am calls when she was asleep

I'm still unaware how I feel about you... everything you do makes everyone around you laugh, and you radiate energy. I just wish you would open up

No one has ever taken so much from me as you. Thank you I got to rebuild myself stronger in fear of you returning . I don’t understand how you lied that she was nothing to you. But you blocked me for her and couldn’t block her for me. I miss who I thought you where.

I’m glad I could be strong for you one last time, I saw my family today and they seemed as heartbroken as me

my parents met you. we carved each other initials into our hands, we made Pinterest boards on how we wanted our house to look like, your pictures were loaded in my room walls. I met your parents and you met mine, what happened?

It’s so clear to me now that I made the right decision then. It’s also clear that we really did love each other. Thank you.

i’m really always going to love you. not the kind of pure love two people can have for one another, the kind of love where no matter how badly you hurt me i’m still going to be okay with that. i’m always going to love your laugh, i’m always going to love your voice, i’m always going to miss you when you’re not here. my love for you wasn’t valid and maybe it isn’t valid, maybe it’s not considered love, but what do you call it when the little good there was outweighs the awful, when the line that you weren’t supposed to cross has been dissolved for you.

Todavía te quiero mucho y me haces mucha falta, no se si quiero volver a verte por que me dolería mucho pero es probable que siempre te recuerde, si debemos estar juntos espero que nos encontremos y amarte de cerca otra vez, extraño hasta tus gestos y me muero por abrazarte.

jack, i love you with my whole heart & would do anything to have u back. if I’m being honest I’ve been a mess since you left, and it breaks me knowing that you probably don’t feel the same way. i hope sometime in the future that things can work out, because I can’t see myself without you or with anyone else. i love u forever, come back.

when you told me you didn't think what you felt with me was love, my heart shattered into a million pieces.

I’ve been talking to a new boy for about 4 months now. He’s nothing like you. But he made me realize he isn’t the one, and neither were you.

Hi, I just wanna tell u that I really want to sing with you Elton John's songs and dance in the rain. I love you so much.

yup, it's me. and i miss you so much. you taught me what true happiness really is, but now i don't have you to share it with. talk soon x

I wish things could have been different between us. I was really interested in what we had going, and idk if u still like me or not, but the confusion is getting to me and it’s not healthy. I hope everything works out for you in the future, and if you come back, i’ll probably be waiting

You made me feel so bad about myself. You made me try to have sex with you that night and I clearly didn't want too. Fuck you you fucking bastard.

Creo que eres mi primer amor pero te has vuelto tan mierda que ni siquiera te quiero mencionar como mi primer amor

I miss u so much. ur my last thought before I go to bed and my first thought when I wake up in the morning. I wish you missed me too. its been so so long. I know you probably don't even think abt me. I probably don't even cross ur mind every once in a while. I would text u and let you know that I miss u but I know that you won't care. I wait for u at the park even tho I know you live all the way across town. I haven't seen u in a long time I miss u a lot. I would do anything to at least just walk past and wave at u.

you broke my heart more times than I could count the more times than you leave the harder it is to swallow :(

I just wish you knew what i knew. Sometimes i tell you i'm being ruined and eaten up by this thing but truth is, it's what you've created that breaks me up.

Lol if you ever saw this which you won’t i’d cry. There’s no one in the world I would rather listen to music with or discuss politics and harry potter. There’s no one else who id rather split the hw with or talk shit about our teachers. I need you to know for my own sanity that I really liked you for like kind of a long time. I’m getting over it or am over it idek but there’s always that little what if in the back of my mind. What if I had just told you. what if I had just kissed you. Or what if I had done nothing, had ignored you all those years ago with the friendly flirting that you 100% saw as just friends. I don’t ever want to lose you as a friend so I’ll never speak a word of this but. I wish I could just say it cuz i wanna move on. yeah. anyways.

You will always be my bestfriend and I love you so much, no matter what happens no one will replace you❤️

the love i have for you is something you can’t put into words. but seeing you at that party with her made me understand you more. you hide your feelings. and distract yourself by doing things you shouldn’t do. i wasn’t upset you made out with her. what made me the most upset was watching you sit there while i knew you were going through a terrible time in your life. and i couldn’t do anything about.

I’ve liked you for a really long time know and I know there is already someone out there that you are thinking about and that’s ok. it was never meant to be ig..

It's been a year since we've been apart and you found someone else. You will always have a piece of my heart

hi, i’ve thought about everything that happened a lot. there’s not one day i go without thinking about you. but what i realized is we never really knew each other. so i feel dumb for thinking we were ever going to be anything more than just friends. but it still hurt finding out about her. i hope you the best with everything. this is my actual goodbye for real this time. so goodbye bud :(

Me gustas más de lo que quiero admitir, pero se que nunca te gustare pero gracias por estar ahí siempre.

why did you haft to leave me? you know i loved you so much and i still do when you confessed to me you told me how long you liked me for, So why? Why did you end it so quickly,,,fuck i wish i could just tell you i love you one more time or flirt with you or call you cute nicknames i wish i could wrap you in my arms when you were crying, what do you mean “i don’t know if i like you anymore’ a little bit after we started dating? was i just for ur amusement was i just a comfort to you? why does everyone always end up leaving

You treat me like shit all the time, then when we’re done you come running back because you can’t find someone new. You act nice until we are back and I can’t deal with it anymore, I wish you would just leave me alone and stay out of my life.

i always liked you. i'm sorry i couldn't make a relationship with you. the truth wasn't because i didn't like you. only my insecurities and all those shit.
love u :)

I loved him more than myself. You were my first love, you broke my heart, but I always fixed it so you could break it again. When it was my turn, you didn't do the same thing. I feel that our connection still exists, I dream of you every night while you are with another one. With love, your eternal Morgana.

I hate the feeling of needing to move on, because I wanted so bad to hold onto the hope that we'd find our way back. moving on scares me and i'm scared that i might be. i wanted it to be you.

Hey!?
I hope you and your toxic girlfriend are still together. Dumb letting a friend go over a hoe xox

I love you endlessly. I want to show you how I love you with my whole heart. I could write and write about my feelings for you. But you're happy with your partner

I can't denied it, I love you alot, & now that I'm mentally ready to come back, turns out you've moved on and I respect that :/

I feel lied to and you want me to stay and be here whenever. And its so pathetic but i'm always here. You're not even real with me and you expect me to want to care and not be mad. I should've told you how mad I was instead of being a people pleaser like usual and saying shit the make you happy.

why didn't you tell me that you were moving to the other side of the world? I didn't get to say goodbye. I didn't get to tell you that I love you. fuck you.

You were my yellow. I really thought you were my soulmate, but you left.. and now you’re back? no. you broke me first.

I didn’t care about anyone else.. only you. You left me, without a reason why. you killed my on the inside. You were my yellow. You made me happy and made me smile. You understood me and didn’t care about my flaws. I cried nights away because of you. You chose her. I just wanted to be loved endlessly and I honestly thought we were soulmates. I do miss you, more than anything. And now you’re back texting me for me to be your “best friend” again? that tears me apart. I want more than anything to respond to you and want it to be the same again. But it can’t. You said you were leaving, for good, “like u said I would” he said. I’m not going to give you the same treatment back. You broke my heart. You broke me. I miss you so much. Our long calls, playing games and our jokes in school. You were my soulmate, but we were nothing more than best friends. Is it too much to ask for to be loved? But, you left, and now your back? shit hurts.