Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Sometimes I think you get upset because I'm not her. If you want her back just go, it'll hurt but I will be okay.
From: ABC
To: J
most nights i just lay in bed thinking of the things we would be doing right now if i never left. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: J
Em pregunto si algun dia sabràs el que vaig sentir, i em pregunto si algun dia jo sabré el que vas sentir.
From: ABC
To: J
I feel as if I moved on but at the same time something feels wrong. Almost two years in January but I guess we met at the wrong time. Pathetic of me to still think of you. I’m sorry for everything. We had so much potential bubby. We really did ♥️
From: ABC
To: J
Sometimes I wonder if I could of given you a person to live for. I’m sorry we stopped talking. I’m sorry you felt so alone
From: ABC
To: J
I loved you,I swear I did. But you didn't even knew my name. But now you do and now I don't care aout you anymore. But every now and than I see that smile that made me fall in love in the first place.
From: ABC
To: J
i didnt just want to be friends but i knew u lost feelings so i saved me self from that by telling you we should be friends but u moved on so it’s okay
From: ABC
To: J
I'm just so sad...you hurt me in a way nobody else could. I was always there for you, so tell me what did I do to deserve all this?
From: ABC
To: J
it’s been two years. two fucking years and i still think about you. i think about you nearly every single day. i think about the first conversation we had about water. it sounds stupid, but i knew after that conversation that you were the one for me. i think about the times you’d tease me and we’d laugh when we weren’t supposed to. i think about the way i felt when i looked into your eyes. i don’t think i’ll ever get that feeling again. and lastly, i still think about how i might’ve fallen in love with you. how i think i fell in love with someone so stupid, who makes dumb decisions, and believes in untrue things. even though you’d never want to see me again if you knew my secret, i still miss you. every single day. i look for you in every room. i look for your personality in every person i meet. i wish i could have you back. i want every piece of you. and i’d give you every piece of me, even if it meant changing myself to do so. i still have dreams about you. if you were to come back to me, though it would be a miracle, i believe you would save me. you are the one for me, although i am not the one for you. i don’t mind if you don’t care about me in the slightest bit anymore. i’d do anything for you. i just wish i could tell you that.
From: ABC
To: J
i'm so broken. there is never a time in my day where i'm not thinking about you. i would do anything to give you the world. you were someone i was happy with. i'm sorry that you had slowly put yourself back in a position where i couldn't even help you and it sucks. i want to cry but i can't. you're worth that wait.
From: ABC
To: J
I hope we'll see eachother again in Japan, the place we both promised to go together after I finished school. I miss you
From: ABC
To: J
Red is angry. All the hateful words you spoke still haunt me. You've apologized over and over, but it still hurts. Please make up your mind.
From: ABC
To: J
te extraño y noc porque. solo fue un beso, pero para mi algo mas.
estoy segura de que no sentis lo mismo por mi. and that's ok
From: ABC
To: J
I've convinced myself that I'm not interested anymore. I've let go. But you will always, in the very corner of my heart that is locked away, be the girl I want. I love you.
From: ABC
To: J
Te acuerdas que una vez que me dijiste te amo y no te conteste,bueno me arrepiento mucho,porque en verdad te amo y mucho y ahora es tarde como para decirte ya que,ya eres feliz con alguien más
From: ABC
To: J
I was ok til a friend played your audio message. I heard your voice for the first time in months and my heart stopped.
From: ABC
To: J
distance wasn’t on our side this time, i miss you more everyday but i cannot ever bring myself to love you any less.
From: ABC
To: J
I miss you but you’re a bed person and I hate myself because I still care about you and just want the old you back or the you I thought I knew, you were the only man I ever loved and the only one I ever trusted fully but we will never speak or see each other again and a part of me is still hurting but the rest is thriving but you’re always and will always be on my mind
From: ABC
To: J
I love you too much but because of your insecurities you will never realize how much I love you ... my love
From: ABC
To: J
I stopped looking like your ideal girl for me not to have any chances anymore, but in some way I wished you'd still love me that way.
From: ABC
To: J
You were everything but I did not know what everything was meant to truly be like. Now, you are nothing and I hope it stays that way forever.
From: ABC
To: J
We Um Grew Up Together Since We Were Little Kids And Ive Always Liked You Just Never Knew How To Tell You But Now You Have Someone And All I Can Do Is Respect Your Relationship.......
From: ABC
To: J
I love you for showing me my new favourite song by neutral milk hotel (in the aeroplane over the sea) I'll always think of you when I hear it
From: ABC
To: J
Im sorry that I messed up, I apologized. I needed to tell you that. Now I feel better but I know you are not looking at me the same way. Im sorry. I want to be the last person in your love life, I want to get married, I want to raise our children, Just Please, forgive me and pretend that nothing happened.
From: ABC
To: J
you really aren’t the person i fell in love with anymore, you’re so angry and mean. i love you. but it’s time to let you go
From: ABC
To: J
you really aren’t the person i fell in love with anymore, you’re so angry and mean. i love you. but it’s time to let you go
From: ABC
To: J
I was so obsessed with you, but looking back now its kinda funny and i stop my self now from getting to attached to other people, from experience as to how much it hurt liking you. Best part is you never knew I existed
From: ABC
To: J
lie to me. say you still love me even if you don’t mean to. you said you didn’t and i need you to take it back.
From: ABC
To: J
i can't tell if you're using me or you actually like me. something tells me i'm not the only one you talk to. i want to be your one and only, and i hope you feel the same way about me
From: ABC
To: J
Its been months, and I used to feel so guilty about ending things with you, but I've learned to realize that I did what was best for me, for us.
From: ABC
To: J
Siempre sentĂ más de la cuenta con vos, y nunca me sincere como me imagine mil noches en mi cuarto pensando en vos. Tantas noches soñando que estábamos juntos y que lo nuestro era real, que a vos te pasaban cosas pero que te costaba expresarte...resulta que a la Ăşnica que le costaba expresar algo era a mi porque vos no necesitabas expresar nada porque simplemente no sentĂas nada. Espero que estĂ©s bien y ahora ya sĂ© que tu nombre marca una lĂnea en mi biografĂa. Agradezco que me hayas inspirado tantas ganas de escribir.
From: ABC
To: J
te extraño cada dia mas, me arrepiento mucho de no haberte cuidado cuando estabas conmigo. espero y estes muy bien. esto de olvidarte es un poco dificil.
From: ABC
To: J
i'm scared for what's to come, because i know you'll lose interest and stop loving me, you won't look at me the same
From: ABC
To: J
Mi primer amor, siempre te recordarĂ© con amor, gracias por haberme enseñado tanto y aunque aĂşn pienso en cĂłmo serĂa si tuviĂ©ramos ese futuro que tanto planeamos, soy feliz sabiendo que ya no nos hacemos más daño. Te deseo lo mejor mi mayorcito... tu menorcita siempre estará aquĂ.
From: ABC
To: J
hi j, i know it’s been a while since we’ve talked but i just wanted you to know that there’s not a day that goes by that i don’t think about you. i have so much to thank you for and i owe so much to you. i see so much of myself in you and i’m realizing that because i am trying to let you go but now it feels like letting go of you is letting go of part of myself. i have so much more to say but all i want to type is that i think i loved you.
From: ABC
To: J
i hate that i still love you as much as i try to tell my self i don’t i still do. i hate my self for letting me love you. i know how it was going to end out i just held on more n that was my mistake.
From: ABC
To: J
Porque en ese momento te importaba más el que dirán, la cagaste conmigo sabiendo que me querĂas más de lo normal. y asĂ me perdiste
From: ABC
To: J
You never told me that you cared about me. So I left, but if I had known different, would things change?
From: ABC
To: J
i think it’s unfair your footprints are still on my heart and you don’t even walk this earth anymore.
From: ABC
To: J
thankyou for making me into a better person and teaching me how to love i’m grateful, fuck you for making me feel not good enough and breaking my trust
From: ABC
To: J
your lies were so believable and i was so dumb to fall for them. you know how much i like you that's why you continue to hurt me and only come back to me when you're bored. i wish i meant at least half as much to u as what u mean to me. everyone was right about you but i was so naive to listen to them because i was convinced you were different, but im glad i got to see your true colors and how much of a shitty heartless person you are. fuck you
From: ABC
To: J
I know you’re not in a good place, I just wanted to be there for you. Why’d you have to cut me out like that? We were so good together.
From: ABC
To: J
I think I like you a lot. I think you do too. But we can’t be together because it would ruin everything.
From: ABC
To: J
Te amo más de lo que nadie podrá entender. Por favor recuerda siempre que me desmorono por completo cuando lloras
From: ABC
To: J
After everything we went through I don’t understand how it meant nothing to you. How was that all a lie?
From: ABC
To: J
you said you couldnt be in relationship, broke up with me, then a few weeks later start liking one of my closest friends. fuck you for doing everything you promised you wouldnt.
From: ABC
To: J
Just because I’m gone now doesn’t mean the love I had for you is gone. I will forever love and you and those times. I’m wishing you the very best my past lover
From: ABC
To: J
I wish we could be together. The chemistry is there, it just isn't the right time. My best friend forever.
From: ABC
To: J
im sorry im not enough. its my fault for thinking you cared and love me. this is so hard, and i need you, but i need to let you go. i love so so much and will always want the best for you.
From: ABC
To: J
i hate how you hurt me because i know i shouldn't have let it happen. with this message I am now forgetting about you and what you did.
