Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
you don’t know how much you’ve truly helped me. i’ve never been fond of touch because of someone taking advantage of me, but you make me feel so safe.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 9:24 pm UTC
I‘m sure we‘re taller in another dimension, leaves me wondering about what we could have been in this
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 7:56 pm UTC
Maybe it’s for the better to be apart right now... but i’m sure that somewhere, someday,
our souls will come back to each other.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 4:27 pm UTC
you meant more to me than i ever did to you, that’s okay. thankyou for teaching me to love unconditionally
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 2:34 pm UTC
fast 5 monate ist es her. Heute habe ich mir wieder deine bilder angeschaut. du fehlst mir! was habe ich falsch gemacht?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 2:19 pm UTC
I've liked you for more than a year and i'm scared i'm always gonna like you. I want to tell you so bad but i'm scared of rejection
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 4:10 am UTC
I dont miss you, you gave me happiness sometimes but I remember the times you put me through hell I don't want you back.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 27, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
please just tell me what i'm doing wrong, i'm trying my best and it still feels like it's not enough for you. i don't want sugarcoated lies this time.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 26, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
I love you so much i just wished you would pay more attention to me. I’m struggling and i can’t loose you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 26, 2020, 7:05 pm UTC
Every time you went to bed feeling slightly less broken it was because you took part of me until I had nothing left.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 26, 2020, 5:50 pm UTC
I don't know anything. I don't know. I'm lost and scared. All I know is my current world and some facts.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 26, 2020, 2:44 am UTC
i didn’t want to end it, but i couldn’t stand asking for the bare minimum. i had so many things planned for you, for us, i just wanted us to last.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 24, 2020, 10:20 pm UTC
I still love you, but I don't think you know how to be friends with me. It hurts whenever you can't let go.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 24, 2020, 6:18 pm UTC
Your smile is what makes me happy, if you can smile like that for the rest of my life I'd remain happy forever
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 24, 2020, 5:15 pm UTC
im sorry i fucked us up im sorry i made it hard im sorry i hoped but ik you loved me too bc of the way you looked at me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 24, 2020, 11:02 am UTC
you could have told me what i did. you were my best friend. the first person i was truly comfortable around. you were my other half and now we barely speak. this new forced friendship isn't the same. those months you ignored me burned.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
Thank you for making me feel things again. You were truly my light. I love you so much. I am letting you go now. You are still my person even if I was never yours.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 8:26 pm UTC
Te amé por más de 7 años, pero ahora entiendo que solo estaba enamorada de la idea que yo me inventé de tí, eres egoísta, vanidoso y engreído, no quiero a alguien así para mí, así que hoy abandono todos mis sentimientos de amor por tí, solo espero que logres ser mejor persona algún día.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 7:39 pm UTC
You are my only sunshine, I wish I could still make you happy when skies are gray. I’m sorry that I can’t.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 6:41 pm UTC
I would still run away with you. I lay awake thinking of the future we used to dream of. Do you feel the same?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 2:31 pm UTC
you were pretty decent as a crush. u made my life so fun yet so miserable. I'm honestly happy but also sad that I don't like u anymore lol.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 12:58 pm UTC
It was so unfair of you to say you couldn't love me anymore but to cry to my friends about how much you missed me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 4:34 am UTC
you pretended to like me because she told you to, you pretended to like me because you didn't want to 'hurt' her but you know what? You not only hurt her...but also broke me but I'm still grateful because even though it was once of the darkest times in my life, I got to learn and experience many things, thank you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 4:25 am UTC
I don’t think I’ll ever get over you and it sucks. I just want a reason why you left so I can finally move on
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 23, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
I'm sorry you weren't ready to be treated right. I'm more sorry that I wasted my time thinking we could be more.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:30 pm UTC
Will you make my family mine again? Will you erase the trauma? Will you help me with the panic now and the shivers? Will you make me free again? Childless?No care in the world? I am who I've been my entire life when I'm asleep, before I met all these people. This is what I've been my whole life.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:09 am UTC
Sometimes I wonder if I had of just done something different, would it be a reality or still just a dream
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:08 am UTC
Sometimes I wonder if I had of just done something different, would it be a reality or still just a dream
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:05 am UTC
I wonder if you still think about me as much as I think about you, it’s been almost a year since we last spoke and I dream about moving away with you every day since then, and I’m not sure if it’s love or just an obsession with the past
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 22, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
your personality made me fall so hard. You were so funny and kind and goofy and charming. There was something about you, but we liked each other at different times. I don't like you anymore but sometimes I want to go back in time to experience being with you again. ?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 21, 2020, 8:41 pm UTC
your got to move on like normal, but every time I close my eyes im trapped in the backseat of that car again.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 21, 2020, 6:12 pm UTC
I wanted to tell you how I really felt when you visited me at work on Christmas Eve, but I was scared.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
I know I better off not hearing from you at all but part of me is hoping I’ll get the 2am drunk text saying you miss me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 21, 2020, 11:42 am UTC
i feel we will end up back together. someday, when the time is right. i’ll be waiting with open arms.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 20, 2020, 5:21 pm UTC
I hope the misfortune and negativity that struck me as a result of being with you, strikes you like how it did me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 20, 2020, 11:27 am UTC
You are the only person who's always been there for me and I'm eternally grateful. You've given up so much for me, seen me at my worse and still tell me I'm beautiful. I love you x
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 20, 2020, 1:10 am UTC
someone asked me which moment i’d relive & i hate that 2 years later i’d still run to moments shared with you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 19, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
They’re all confusing me so much. I am more lost than ever now. I’ve been living my old normal life and I have no idea how to deal with the shock or how to bring back any memories. No one is coming forward to explain me the whole situation :( I’m just left alone trying to make any sense of it all.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 19, 2020, 2:47 pm UTC
i’m taking my passport photo today and all i can think about is how to get you to come to canada with me (i did some research and you still have a chance of becoming a citizen)
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 19, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
Always dreamt of living in a big white farmhouse on a bunch of land with at least 3 kids... all with you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 18, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
this is the color of your favorite shirt.
you think i'm over you but i'm not.
i just want to go on 2am walks with you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 18, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
Fuck you. Funny how I’ve improved in every aspect of life after I left you. Best decision I ever made.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 18, 2020, 1:27 am UTC
i associate you with the color yellow because you've always been able to brighten my day but now that you're gone i can't decide between yellow and gray.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 17, 2020, 11:49 pm UTC
I know you only called last month to tell me you never loved me. I’m glad you couldn’t do it. I’m sorry you tried.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 17, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
I still see your eyes and smile and hear your voice in everything I do. No one has ever looked at me like you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 17, 2020, 7:36 pm UTC
You've accomplished so many things in your life and i wish i was there beside you. I hope to see you again one day.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:42 am UTC
A part of me doesn’t want to believe this is the end, but the other part knows it is and I don’t wanna move on. I hope you find the girl who will treat you the way you deserve to be and has enough love for the both of you because I know I couldn’t and I only had enough for you and it still didn’t work. I just want you happy and I wish you knew how much I miss the part of you that was my best friend.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 17, 2020, 4:59 am UTC
nobody ever wrote a song for me, thanks for helping me fulfill my fantasy. Just wish it hadn't been after i fell out of love
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 16, 2020, 9:14 pm UTC
I expected it from everyone else but you. Explain it to me, be angry, say you hated that I left. But talk to me. Please.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: September 16, 2020, 8:40 pm UTC
I love you enough to let you go. Life brought us together once, if it’s meant to be it’ll happen again.
