It feels like you don’t love me anymore. I would risk my whole life for you, but it feels like you wouldn’t.

its been almost a year and a half, time goes by so fast...sometimes it feels like we just met. from the day we started talking to the day we became close friends and then this. I just want you to know that no matter what happens I'm always there for u and will be :) even if we don't end up getting married(that won't happen)...u know imma come to ur wedding dressed better than then bride haha...and even if u find someone I'm 100% sure that girl won't love u as much as I do so too bad too sad.

I don’t think I will ever get over you but I’m glad to see you happy, even though it really kills me to see it

I hate you... I hate you the most because you lied. You told me it was only me forever and I was willing to wait for that. You just dropped me just like that when someone new came when i was the one who was always there even if it wasn't really us. But i hate you more for the reason that you're my best friend i don't know when but somehow you took his place and you became my best friend. I loved talking to you about everything and playing impostor and when you asked about my day and you helped me with my outfits and told me i was pretty and were my best friend and then someone new shows up and im abaondoned again. All over again i'm all alone which is why i hate myself more than you i let back in again. i let you weasle your way into my fragile sensitive heart and you broke it all over again which is why never again will i let you in never ever ever again will i let you come and take a piece of me for your entertainment i was building you up and you were breaking me and you will be sorry i promise you when it's time and you're all alone again i will not be there it will not be me who helps you throgh your hard times just to end up in my own, because now when i think of you my throat gets all twisty and my eyes get watery and it feels just like the first time you left and I'll never tell you how bad it hurts.

thank you for reminding me what’s it’s like to still be young while still letting me grow, even apart

it hurts so bad i won't even message you back because it makes my eyes get watery and my throat close up thinking of letting you back into my mind

You didn’t treat me right. Yes I still feel bad for hurting you, but if the only pain I brought was by leaving then know I had to leave to protect myself. letting you go is my biggest act of love yet. embrace it

Tonight, one year ago, was our first kiss, you had a kanye song playing and you smiled as you leaned in to kiss me. Thank you for that. Still my favourite memory.

you always said that we are meant for each other. I love you but you are not there anymore. please come back. L

You made me really happy and that was so unknown to me that I got really scared. I wish we could meet again someday.

Please stop playing with me like you always do, I'm just a person that gets easily attached, not a replacement.

you broke my heart because you were scared and i hate you for that. but every time i see you, i just wish it could have been different. i'm beyond in love with you and i still miss you every day. i would give anything to kiss you one more time

You believed more in a lie, than in word, I decided not to beg anymore, I just want you to be happy I'm sorry it's not with me, I love you very much and I always will.

I’m sorry if I made things weird. It’s just, I was head over heels for you & you didn’t even know.

You’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met. It hurts so much to see you with someone else. Sorry I couldn’t love you only as a friend

idk, maybe we could have stayed together if you hadn't done that. Maybe I could have been better, too. I'm sorry

I miss the old you. The caring person you once were for me. Now you're just a stranger. I don't miss you anymore. The toxic person you showed to be. Now you're a person I don't like. We weren't meant to be but we could've been something meant to be. To you it meant nothing, to me you meant the world and now I just spend my days crying over a girl. I don't feel the same with anyone else, it hurts but it's something I'll deal with. I loved you, once upon a time. Now I can't look at you in the eyes without thinking of all the bad things you said. I know I lost you, I blocked you, but in my head, I still see something. Hope. I still hope for the day you wake up and feel regret. I still hope for the day you wake up and message me again. I still hope for a second chance so we can both show changed sides of ourselves and start a new chapter. Time ran out for me already, I know but so did it for you. As I move on, so do you. One day we'll meet again

I loved you so much. But I was to scared to tell you. And now your happy with someone else and it hurted me so much to see you with someone else but im happy youre happy

I really liked u, I thought u did too, maybe it was denial or ur friends I guess I’ll never know, I just wonder y u were so rude.

I really , really loved you. I still do. I wonder - do you prefer her company to mine? I miss the butterflies I’d get when you’d text , or our movie nights :,) I really really miss you- I doubt I’ll love anyone as much as I did you... Im without you and tbh I always feel alone yet I hope you’re always happy x

The past 2 years and 6 months have been the happiest of my life. these past 2 months have been the hardest and i feel myself slowly distancing myself from you, not because i dont love you but i feel like the love isnt there anymore. i care for you and i dont want to hurt you but as much as it hurts me to admit it im loosing feelings amor and it hurts because ive already mentioned to you that im not happy anymore and you arent helping me keep those feeling alive, youre letting it die and im just loosing myself babe. i see you once every 2 weeks and i need more than that, i dont want to hurt you but im loosing you and it hurts me too.

Was hast du dir über mich gedacht? was war das zws uns? hast du über mich auch mal nachgedacht oder war das nur von meiner seite aus? wieso hast du die Johanna angerufen? und warum hat das Treffen und alles so komisch geendet?

you were telling me about the pain she caused you. and though you did the same thing to me, i didn’t say a word.

so thankful for the things you have learnt me but realisation hits hard now. im letting go, stay safe. It finally feels good to be getting onto the right track again.

im sorry for screwing up things with you. im sorry for being the person i was, and for ever hurting you. i don't think of you anymore, but i hope that next time we meet, everything will be okay.

i miss you a lot its been 11 months since we broke up and i am trying to get over you everyday and still can't you might not miss me but i miss you a whole lot i still remember us meeting for the first time we were just kids who didn't know what we wanted in life then started dating then became toxic but loved each other you know but i love you and still think of you everyday but i know i will have to move on sooner or later because i see you have already so i just need to move on with life but will never get over you

i’m tired of constantly reminding myself how much you’ve hurt me so i can convince myself to hate & forget u

i’m tired of constantly reminding myself how much you’ve hurt me so i can convince myself to hate & forget u

I wish you never went, I've never stopped thinking about you since the day I first spoke to you. Now you tell me you loved me, now im in love with you. I wish it wasn't so complicated

Te extraño tanto pero estoy mas mejor sin ti. Y usted también. la neta es que nosotros no estamos bien juntos. Te voy a amar para siempre.

you didn't have to make an excuse if you didn't like me or see me that way. I would've much rather you tell me the truth about how you felt than pulling out the distance card because that made me overthink a lot and that killed me.

i hope she makes you 10x happier than i ever did. i meant it when i said i'd be there for u forever and always, ig u didn't. until then, take care & don't be stupid lol bum

i think about you as i fall asleep. you’re the first person i think of when i wake up. i wish i could tell you how much i love you.

i miss you so much. i don't think anyone in this earth can ever comprehend the way you made me grow as a person. how the thought of making you proud motivated me to achieve my dreams, to be the best, to be uncomfortable with being average. now ur gone. i can never ever tell you how much i loved u. i will never love anybody as much as i loved u. look after me

You have no idea how much I like you. Genuinely, from the time we first met I have dreamed of being with you

i dont know what happened to us. but if you ever change your mind, no matter what i will always come back to you?

I know we weren't meant to be.
I know I am going to find someone else who is capable of loving me for who I am
I know I deserve better.
I know you didn't make me as happy as others can (friends ofc).
I know I am worthy to be loved and you didn't give me the love I needed.
But why does just a little piece in my heart want u back?
Why can't I just let you go? Why do I keep getting memories? Why do I always think about you at night? Why couldn't we just stayed friends instead of you ignoring me while we are in the same friendgroup at school? And why when we hang out with the group you always give me some kind off hope? I don't want you anymore and I know that, but why do I still feel like I have hope? I just want to let you go and let go off the memories with you. and that's what I am going to do after I submit this message. I will move on and will love myself more than anyone. Thanks for being my first love, I now know what I don't want in the next person who I am going to love. My heart shouldn't have been broken because off you

You lost me forever and I am finally going to find myself.
Bye

i love you so much. i know you probably dont like me. i wish we would've dated. i wish i wouldve hung out with you. i just want another chance. i will always have a special place in my heart for you and i will always always go back to you no matter how bad you hurt me. i miss our facetime calls, falling asleep on facetime, funny conversations, everything about you. i know we didnt even date, but i still loved you. i miss your cute laugh and smile. everyone says we arent good for eachother; i dont care what they say. love you so much?

I want to be with you but its really hard when you want someone else and not me like i constantly think of you and want to just give you all my love but right now you don't want it so i will respectfully try to be happy for you and just want you to do great in life and i love you always My baby :)

We hid our love in fear it would never be accepted. If only I could show you now how wrong we were. Miss you always.

I gave everything up for you. I believed you were kind. I was wrong. I fell in love with someone who wasn’t real.

you did everything you said you wouldn't do. i knew you needed time, why did you do everything to convince me that you were ready.

even though we're back, i still hurt everyday from what you did. i don’t know if ill ever get over it

i don’t think i will ever get over you. i will just have to ignore the part of my heart that you still own.

idk.i just dk atp, we always have mini arguments that sometimes puts me down but i got love for you as a friend and your starting to grow on me and tbh i feel like maybe i should distance myself before i get hurt bc i've told you i liked you and haven't gotten a reply from you so atp i feel like i'm jus making a fool of myself and maybe this is gonna be all my relationships rehappening which i obvs do not want but tbh idk if i can let you go. You've grown on me and i've gotten attached but it's whatever. I jus hope you don't break my heart.

Ive only met you once , but trust me i think your the one. Your across the room from me and not talking, but i know that your hot.

why did you push away someone who loved you so much
don't you know they're gonna force themselves to fall out of love with you?
why couldn't you have been better?
were you really enough?
goodnights are not hidden goodbyes
you've never been good at those anyway
don't give up on him
he loves you and you know that
you love him too
but how can you love someone if you don't love yourself?
you're life can't be built off someone else
yet somehow, you've lost yourself and him
he promised you'll be okay
so you will
once you know that he is too
make more promises to yourself
you're losing yourself

When you said “I think it’s best we take a step back” I realized why hurricanes are named after people.

I know things will never be like that summer again. But I also know that I will love you all my life and even if we are not going to be together I want you to be very happy because you deserve it.

i just know you don't think about me. you've changed and so have i. but sometimes i wanna go back to what we were.