Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 19, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
When I met you, you took pieces of me, until there was nothing left. I thought I had found myself again, I thought I had put all the pieces back together.. I don’t know who I am anymore.. u tore me apart and left .. I wish I was the girl I was before I had met you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 19, 2020, 8:02 am UTC
You used me for 7 months, didn’t want to date me though, just “friendship” u were with some side girl too,I loved you, I let u use me do you’d stay,you left me and chose her.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 19, 2020, 8:00 am UTC
It’s been two years. I thought I had moved on. I thought I had healed. Why are you still in my head. Torturing me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 19, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
You don't understand the portions of emotions when it comes to thinking about you. I'm so sorry you dated her and came back broken in pieces, and loosing how you are. If only I was there when you needed me. ily
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 19, 2020, 5:42 am UTC
It's not that you've left my life... it's that i'll never have the guts to tell you that I love you. You may be my soulmate , but maybe i'm just not yours.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 18, 2020, 6:04 am UTC
I don’t think I was ever meant to love or be loved, thats the thing about pain. Some scars are permanent. I’m sorry, I don’t want to hurt you the way I have been hurt.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 18, 2020, 12:16 am UTC
I miss you. I can’t wait to see you again. I’m scared to tell you how I really feel but I don’t want to let this opportunity pass
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From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:04 pm UTC
i think i would always drop everything for you no matter where i am in my life, and its okay that you wouldn't do the same :)
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 5:06 pm UTC
Things didn't work out between us and that's okay, we're different people :) Hope you're okay, miss you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:27 pm UTC
I’d like to see you go into cardiac arrest and then continue to run after those who placed the ruins in your timeline. Put yourself first, always. No one cares honestly.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 3:46 pm UTC
You felt like the feeling after rain, fresh bedsheets and the most addicting drug. But I was never one of those things to you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:33 am UTC
i’m up thinking of you again. i’m sorry i wronged you so. i’ve learned and grown so much then. i hope you’re doing okay now.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
the first thing that comes to my mind when i wake up is you smiling. i get up aiming to put a smile on your face.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 1:07 am UTC
I just want to know if I’m wasting my time liking you. Will you ever like me back or is liking you wasting my tears. I like you more than anything and I don’t even know why but if you don’t feel the same way then I need to get over you. I know I’m just a random girl to you but you are so much more than a random boy to me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
i still think we could’ve worked if i could’ve just come up with an answer when you asked me why i loved you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 17, 2020, 12:04 am UTC
i had to move on in order to have the closure I need from the pain you caused. you made me feel so happy but now your breaking my heart and I am too tired to fix things with us so it’s time to let go. for the next chapter in our lives. until next time my love
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:36 pm UTC
you made me believe you loved me, I spent 2 years trying to get over you then you come back just to use me again, I just want to know if you ever loved me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 16, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
You’re always on my mind, but I know I can’t have you so I need to let go. You’re the reason I smile.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 16, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
You’re always on my mind, but I know I can’t have you so I need to let go. You’re the reason I smile.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 16, 2020, 1:18 am UTC
I miss you some days when I remember how much fun we used to have and how you made me feel so special
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
you never understood my reasoning behind fucking everything and you ruined my perception of love forever. just please listen
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
I don't know if I didn't show enough my emotions or if you were just stupid enough to not see that I really liked you. Probably the first option. You made me feel like it was the first option.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:43 pm UTC
i still hope she’s just a rebound and that you think about me when you’re with her even if i know you don’t
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:08 pm UTC
You didn't even have the balls to properly reject me. You kept me up every night thinking about the 'what if'
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:07 pm UTC
Te amo más de lo que nadie podrá entender. Por favor recuerda siempre que me desmorono por completo cuando lloras
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 2:27 pm UTC
You never told me that you cared about me. So I left, but if I had known different, would things change?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:32 am UTC
i can't tell if you're using me or you actually like me. something tells me i'm not the only one you talk to. i want to be your one and only, and i hope you feel the same way about me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 15, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
Sometimes I think you get upset because I'm not her. If you want her back just go, it'll hurt but I will be okay.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
Ive only met you once , but trust me i think your the one. Your across the room from me and not talking, but i know that your hot.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:59 pm UTC
I want to be with you but its really hard when you want someone else and not me like i constantly think of you and want to just give you all my love but right now you don't want it so i will respectfully try to be happy for you and just want you to do great in life and i love you always My baby :)
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
i miss you so much. i don't think anyone in this earth can ever comprehend the way you made me grow as a person. how the thought of making you proud motivated me to achieve my dreams, to be the best, to be uncomfortable with being average. now ur gone. i can never ever tell you how much i loved u. i will never love anybody as much as i loved u. look after me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
i’m tired of constantly reminding myself how much you’ve hurt me so i can convince myself to hate & forget u
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:52 pm UTC
i’m tired of constantly reminding myself how much you’ve hurt me so i can convince myself to hate & forget u
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
you really showed your true colours didn't you. just know i would never do what you did to me. thanks
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
You believed more in a lie, than in word, I decided not to beg anymore, I just want you to be happy I'm sorry it's not with me, I love you very much and I always will.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:02 pm UTC
ur giving me all these mix signals pls tell me what it is u want from me. they'll be all these other girls around much prettier than me but I'm the one u sit next to and give attention to. what does this mean?!?!
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:22 pm UTC
god, i feel safe when i am with you, i feel like im in home, with you, it doesent matter where or with who if im with you...
the fact that u always says that u want to commite sucide if im not there hurts so much... you mean the worls to me...please dont leave me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:47 am UTC
everyone knew what you were like. but told me i was different to you. all of that only to be here missing you again
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:47 am UTC
you’ve been there for me when i thought i had no one. you know everything about me and i’m so happy that you’re mine. you are my bestfriend
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:46 am UTC
I’m so in love with you it causes me physical pain. I miss you more than I ever thought could be possible. i hope more than anything that’s it’s you and me in the end because not having you in my life made me realize how impossible it is for me to live without you. it feels so shitty to say but i hope you chose me over her one day, because i’ve come to realize that it’s you, it’s always been you, and it’ll always be you. God i hope you feel the same.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:50 am UTC
And I hate you, I really do. Because it’s 4 in the morning and I’m way past sober but all I can think about is when you had your hands all over me and I was screaming your name. Maybe I could do this with no strings attached. But I know that’s just the drinks speaking. I wish I could call you and you’d come over, but you’d probably hang up the phone when you realise I’m not sober.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 14, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
you always told me everything going on in your life, which is probably why i kept your account, so i could still see whats going on with your life. So i could still feel us being close as we once were
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:46 pm UTC
I wish you never came back into my life. I love you still but you’ve broken what I worked so hard on fixing.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:41 pm UTC
Sometimes the ones you don't even go out with, break you the most. Its been 7 weeks since I last hugged you, held your hand, talked to you and it isn't getting any easier, im still crying every night but I don't show how sad I am at school when our friends all hang out together. I can't even look at you in the eyes because it hurts. I miss you jack
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:37 pm UTC
You weren’t my first love, but I liked you a lot. When I love, I love hard and I wanted to give that to you. But you left.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:27 pm UTC
everything i do is for you. i hope one day you’ll feel what i feel now, but i am ok with waiting forever as long as you’re happy. even if it’s not with me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:59 pm UTC
Sometimes I wonder what the hell I did wrong. Why i overreact, why i'm obessive. I hope you don't hate me and i hope i didn't scare you off.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:42 pm UTC
i love that even when your on fifa with your mates, you still message me back immediately, and laugh with me when they shout at you about it. i love your amazing music taste, i love your humour, and how you always make me laugh in any situation. i love how you always listen to whatever im rambling on about, and how you always seem interested in my shit. i love how your eyes crinkle when you laugh, i love how they shine when you smile. i love a lot of things about you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:56 am UTC
i've come to term with the fact that we aren't meant to be part of each others stories. i love you, so much more then i thought i was capable of. lovers drift. friends drift. people overal drift. they grow apart in order to grow individually. thank you for keeping me alive by making crazy dreams and plans for the future. i wish we actually lived and achieved some of them. you always told me you know we're gonna be life friends. and here we are, almost strangers. it's gonna be okay love i promise. i wish you would talk to me and tell me why you do those things knowing they're going to tear us apart. they're ruining you, us. you're always going to be my best friend. i hope we end up somewhere in the future again where we aren't strangers. i love you mav
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:51 am UTC
I hope you heal from everything that made you hurt me that way and I hope my heart would stop asking about you
