why would you lie? im not sure why you have such a hateful heart, just accept people, you don’t have to be mean about anything. its better to keep your mouth shut sometimes, i tried to tell you but you just love arguments. what’s the point though? it’s so dumb.

why would you lie? im not sure why you have such a hateful heart, just accept people, you don’t have to be mean about anything. its better to keep your mouth shut sometimes, i tried to tell you but you just love arguments. what’s the point though? it’s so dumb.

you broke me when we stopped talking. you probably were talking to a bunch of girls when we were talking. even though we were in different states i liked you. you broke me and i still can't get over.

I hope in another universe we're sitting on your bed and discussing about films, just like we used in this one

you broke me more than anyone ever has. all you did was use me for my body. So I’m finally moving on and focusing on me. Fuck you

our last conversation was me telling u that i couldnt be with u anymore but i know i will never stop loving you. its hard to see u move on but im glad to see u happy again. ily

whenever i’m sad, i think about you... about all the things that went wrong. most of the time i’m okay, but when i’m not, all i want is your voice muttering me to sleep.
i hope you’re well

If I knew that was the last time I would of ever spoken to you, I would’ve told you how much I loved you.

i’m so sorry i hurt you. i truly am. i hope one day you can forgive me and move on. truth is, you loved me so much that it scared me. it scared me, j. i love you too just not in the same way. you’ll always be in my heart, always. i’ll always carry you. but my ultimate wish for you is to forget about me. i’m so sorry.

i’m sorry for everything that went down. i wish you could see how much i love you. please be more than okay.

Falling in love at such a young age is soul destroying. There’s not one day I can go without thinking about you. One year. One whole year together. I got so attached that whenever school started again and we weren’t with eachother a lot, I realised, your the only person I can depend on. I totally forgot about myself. I slowly fell in to this pool of despair. I shouldn’t of been so dependent on you. It was never you fault. I hate that I wake up every day and remember how I ended it. It was for the best, for me. It was extremely selfish of me and I’ve recognised that. I would never say I hope we never met because this has been the best year of my life , but I wish I never got that attached to you. Cause it hurt something serious letting go. After the breakup I told myself I was going to focus on me. I convinced myself that if you went and kissed other girls, I wouldn’t care. Until you did. When I found it it completely shattered my heart. When I think about the way you kissed me and then the way you kissed those other girls. My heart filled with jealousy. That was the first time since being with you my heart broke. The biggest mistake was not cutting things off with you completely. Because not every time you become a thing with someone it breaks my heart. I know I broke your heart breaking up with you. But it broke my heart doing it. Since we have broken up, you’ve broken my heart 3 times. Getting your heart broke is the worlds worst feeling. You can’t cry or anything. You just sit there. Numb. Falling in love at a young age was a mistake. I still love you more that anyone in this world. I’m sorry

I left little parts of me in everything we did. You have a piece of my heart in your pocket, please, be gentle with it.

i hate you for leading me on and using me for my body.You shouldn’t only come back to me when your bored and pretend you like me. But i still want you and idk why.

I’m still waiting for an apology I know I’ll never get but ... it’s still you.

if you expressed your love you KNOW I would drop everything for you. sad reality.

I never meant to hurt you. How was supposed to know you felt this way when you made it obvious You felt otherwise?

It’s time for me to let you go. You make me feel so good yet you’re so bad for me. I’ll love you always. Maybe it’s meant to be in another lifetime

You had the ability to take me to both my lowest and highest point for that you always have a hold on me • A

i wanted to change myself for you, but i’m so glad i saw your true colors. you were so good to me i forgot the bad you did.

this is the color of your favorite shirt.
you think i'm over you but i'm not.
i just want to go on 2am walks with you.

it’ll always feel like i’m dreaming when you say you love me. i can’t wait to marry you
♡

we will find each other when the time is right, to carry on a friendship or love. just heal so this universe will let you into my realm again

try and look at it from my side of things, how would you have felt if you poured your heart out to me and i treated you how you did me. i took the chance, i told you my emotions, i watched you take advantage of my love and now it’s too late to respond. i didn’t fuck you over, i slipped away in exactly how much time i told myself to wait for a response, & you tried to get with my friends as a response. i got the message loud and clear. I’m moving forward; with it without you

my mind constantly is always going back to the thought of you. if it’s not you, i don’t want it. i love you, and i don’t think i’ll ever stop. thats just the way it’s going to be. i do miss you, my love. wish you knew that.

Always dreamt of living in a big white farmhouse on a bunch of land with at least 3 kids... all with you

i still don’t understand, if i stay you hate me if i leave you hate me. i wish you would just tell me how you feel

i think what hurts most is seeing you look at her the way you once looked at me. the look where i was the prettiest and only girl in the world. sometimes i’ve accepted the fact you no longer love me, but that constantly my body fills with pain and regret. im still so in love with you. im so in love with you, i wish I never met you. no one has ever caused me this much love and pain at the same time.

not having nicknames for each other ever really sucks. you always kept me at a distance and every time I tried to get closer you just pushed me away.

I wonder what happened. Did I do something wrong? Am I annoying you? Am I not enough? Am I too much to handle? Are you just not responding to me as a test, or are you just busy and forgot to text back? I get that we're busy now and I understand that you sometimes forget to text back. But 2 days with no talking? It's making me feel very needy and clingy. I don't mind being clingy, but I don't like being "clingy, clingy" if that makes sense. I just want to know. I'm not ready to lose my source of happiness. I haven't been genuinely happy in so long. I don't want to go back to being sad everyday. So please just text me back. Talk to me. Writing this made me feel desperate :/

you left me broken and i didn’t know what to do with myself. how could you be so careless towards my feelings?

Do you still think about me? Do you have dreams about me? Why did you hurt me like that? Why couldn't you admit what you did after we broke up? Did we even have anything real or was it all a lie? I don't even know if you really loved me and I don't know why I think about you still. How could you text me about my dead relative and still be lying to me? I just want answers and closure. I thought I was good enough so why? Were you cheating the whole time?

I don’t wear that jumper much it doesn’t smell like that perfume you sprayed on me. I miss the green trees thinking about what we could of been

i want you & everyone is messing with your head. think of just me and you, like the beginning. you know who i am. let me heal you.

i held onto the small bus ticket you left for me when i last saw you. at the time it was just a funny note, but it still brings me comfort knowing you wrote that for me

i’m taking my passport photo today and all i can think about is how to get you to come to canada with me (i did some research and you still have a chance of becoming a citizen)

I don't know what I did or if I wasn't good enough but why did you leave? I thought what we had was good was I not good enough or pretty enough..

i still think you’re so beautiful, but i can hardly remember how you sound or how you laugh. i don’t know if i could resist you if you decided to come back. i don’t know that i’m strong enough. i don’t know that i miss you. i don’t know that i love you. but you’re you, and that’s enough.

when I went back to you I thought you were waiting for me, i didnt expect you to be with someone else

They’re all confusing me so much. I am more lost than ever now. I’ve been living my old normal life and I have no idea how to deal with the shock or how to bring back any memories. No one is coming forward to explain me the whole situation :( I’m just left alone trying to make any sense of it all.

i was high off the feeling of being adored by you. I drank up the idea that you adored my every move. I realize now I created that magic. I realize now i liked the way you made me adore myself . I can’t be upset you're gone because i still have what you “gave me” adoration for my own life. and that’s where the magic always lived.

i was sober when you werent, i remember everything you said. Got my hopes up. fuck you and your robots

someone asked me which moment i’d relive & i hate that 2 years later i’d still run to moments shared with you

know that even when everythings falling apart, and it feels like the world is against you, ill always be right here.

thank you for all the memories. i hated you for the pain but i wouldn’t have been able to grow without you. i’ll always love you

since our first message to each other i know you were the one. even if the day comes you choose to love another i’ll still be here

i would've given you the world. i know that in another universe, you would've given it to me too - i just wish it was this one.

Although I say I hate you, Why do I sleep with the stuffed animal you gave me on last valentine’s day?

It's funny you said you liked this color on me, so I made it my color and wore every chance I could in front of you. I wear red now.

he like seems so perfect litteraly bro like idk how to explain how i felt for this kid like man he made me smile when he would get in trouble i like his laugh smile attitude towards things and how he doesn’t give up easily with his grades and how he didn’t give up on layla and tried until they dated and i watched him fall for her every single day at school i would watch him go up to layla and her ignoring him and going with her friends and i was like dam he deserves the whole world and he made me laugh and smile a lot. he also made me lose myself he fucked me up i never cried over a boy and if i did i imagined myself at the age of 16 not 13 over him and i prayed to god to keep him safe and make him happy with whoever he ends up with even if it’s not me and i wish him the best i wish him a better life than me if i’m being honest.
him is u j :/

you showed me how to love and how to be loved. you were the first person i opened my heart to. it was like when i fell in love all of a sudden a big chunk of my heart was now attached to you. whenever you were angry, sad, and especially when you were happy, i was too. and when you left... that chunk of my heart left with you- and i dont know how to get it back. i dont if i will ever love again.

do u think our paths will cross again? bc sometimes i pray they will and most times i pray they won’t