Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
i dont know why u keep leaving every once in a while i know u know how much pain im going through and u still decide to do this...
From: ABC
To: J
What happened to forever? We were just kids but it felt so real. I´d do anything to feel that way again.
From: ABC
To: J
I do not even recognize myself after you anymore. You broke me into a million pieces and there was no one to pick me up but myself. Fuck you and everything you did to me
From: ABC
To: J
i always wonder what would've happened if i hadn't pushed you off me when we kissed in your room because he was texting you and now you're engaged to him.
From: ABC
To: J
I thought I was finally over you, I got rid of all the jumpers you gave me. But last night I had a dream about you. When will this end ? It’s been 4 years I can’t take it much longer. What did you do to me ?
From: ABC
To: J
you made me think you liked me but turned it off when i didnt wanna do stuff with you, did you ever actually have feelings for me though
From: ABC
To: J
I want to know if you ever saw me.
Even if you didn’t I saw you. I see u everyday. My heart still aches.
From: ABC
To: J
you hurt me more by leaving me than you could have ever done by staying. I don't think your intentions were ever pure . I think you ended things because you finally realised you'd led me on too far ; I had started off as a cure to your boredom and you let it escalate from there. I look like such a mug
From: ABC
To: J
we had our kids names planned out, plans to move to long beach together, go on more picnic dates, and i just miss you. i love you.
From: ABC
To: J
I didn't get mad after you ended it not because I wasn't upset, but because I was proud of you for taking care of us both and knew it was the right thing. Sometimes love means letting go.
From: ABC
To: J
not sure I was in love with you but you made me feel butterflies that I haven't felt since we grew apart
From: ABC
To: J
I miss the long nights, our first kiss and the snacks we had at 1 am cuz none of us wanted the night to end.
From: ABC
To: J
I’m so proud of you. We’re so proud of you. Everyday... every single day I always think about “what if I told you about her”. What if I didn’t hide it from you? I think you would love her, you would be the proudest dad. But I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I was pregnant. I don’t have the heart to tell you cause I know you won’t continue your plans if I told you. You were so happy whenever you’re telling me about you dreams, about your plans and I know this will stop you from achieving all of that. But seeing you now makes me at least say that it was worth it. You’re doing great. You’ve achieved your dreams.
From: ABC
To: J
Deep down we knew it wasn’t going to work but having you temporarily was better than not having you at all.
From: ABC
To: J
I’m sorry that things didn’t work out with us. I think about you a lot and how I wish I couldn’t changed so things didn’t end. I still find myself wanting to text you and tell you about a pretty sunset I saw. I still can’t force myself to listen to our song, even though it’s almost been a year. I truly wish you the best
From: ABC
To: J
you texted me back in july but i didn't respond. find a reason to text me again, i miss talking to you.
From: ABC
To: J
I don’t know if I loved you or the idea of you. It’s 5 years later and I still think about the late nights and sacrifices. I want to talk to you, but I don’t know how. I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: J
i liked you for longer than i want to admit, but you helped me through a lot and you’re still a close friend. i wish i could stop the drifting...
From: ABC
To: J
I don't think I'll ever get over you.i love you.with my whole heart.i need you.you will always mean something to me.
From: ABC
To: J
A veces cuando queremos tanto a alguien,lo idolatramos, nos hacemos expectativas de esa persona que no son y no la creemos capaz de tantas cosas....
Igual si que te querĂa mas de lo que mereces
From: ABC
To: J
Que te vaya bien, te vaya bonito, porque lo nuestro NO me doliĂł poquito.
Todo pasa, y quien se va es porque llegará alguien mejor, si alguien tiene que volver a tu vida volverá, deja correr el tiempo, la vida todo lo trae
From: ABC
To: J
i guess i didn’t understand how much i really loved u until u left me. i just wish we could go back. i love u more than anyone
From: ABC
To: J
if you see this i hope you like me in way that i like you cause it’s so damn hard being around you while you’re just so perfect but you know i hate you already for feeling like this go to hell my bitch
From: ABC
To: J
i would give anything to have a conversation with you and figure out why you did what you did. maybe then i’d have a chance of moving on
From: ABC
To: J
After so long you still live inside of my heart. I would drop everything for you, even if I barely know you anymore.
From: ABC
To: J
i ended it so you could stop devoting all your energy to fixing me, but you’re still the only one i want to hold me when i’m sad.
From: ABC
To: J
I wish I could’ve said goodbye before you left. I thought you were coming back but I know ur happier there and you deserve it I’ll see you in a couple years when I can get on a plane and go on a trip by myself. You’re always gonna be my bsf for life. You’ve helped me more than you know I miss you so fucking much but I know ur happy so that makes me happy
From: ABC
To: J
SĂ© que me amas, y yo a ti, realmente extraño lo quĂ© tenĂamos, la relaciĂłn, los sentimientos, las conversaciones.
From: ABC
To: J
I tried so hard to be perfect for u, but it was never enough. I wish it could have been. I'm glad to say I'm happier without u.
From: ABC
To: J
Idk why but when I'm with you, it's pretty much the only time I'm genuinely happy. Thank you for doing it without even knowing.
From: ABC
To: J
I tell myself another lie and pretend that you were never enough. But you were always enough. You were almost too much.
From: ABC
To: J
There wasn't a second I didn't hate you in our relationship, but why do I still hope you think about me everynight.
From: ABC
To: J
It's 5 in the morning and the thought of you crossed my mind. Although I cringe saying or typing your name, I figured i'll just type this message to get it off my mind. I wish I allowed things to actually happen between us. I don't know why I did it or where I wanted the connection to even go. But I'm glad things ended for a reason. You sometimes cross my mind and there's still hope in me about the connection, but I think it's for the better. For that moment, I learned things from you I'll take on in the future. so thank you. some nights I still wish you were by my side but its okay. I think i accepted it to be over and am slowly moving on because this isn't serving me in any way. I've grown and became a whole different person since October, thank you for teaching me a lot. I know you'll learn about love and more about yourself in the future. I do wish you the best because I know you can and will do big things. I believe when we are both at a point in our lives where we are okay, we will end up meeting again. I would love to see where you would be in the future. I still think of you when certain songs come on and just cringe. I think I keep listening to the same song for one day that can happen between us, and I still think I can. but I cant keep this leftover feeling in me. I cant keep checking on your social medias hoping for you to mention me in anything. its weird and unhealthy. things are better off like this. I hope you're doing good and you keep discovering more about love within yourself. I've done that, and I think I'll continue to do that from now on.
From: ABC
To: J
you ruined Halloween for me. I'll never forget that night and the way you made me feel. like I was nothing for you
From: ABC
To: J
i don’t think i was enough for you, but just know i loved you more than i’ve ever loved anyone. I hope you’re well :)
From: ABC
To: J
I’m so grateful to have had you in my life and I’m glad you’re doing good. I hope you don’t forget about me, cuz I’ll never forget you:)
From: ABC
To: J
I tried keeping it in but I can’t. I like you. I really do. Guess I’m too late now though. I’m sorry for the things I did. Be happy,okay?
From: ABC
To: J
i just couldn't lose you, so i asked you if we could start over, even if that means we will just be
f r i e n d s.
From: ABC
To: J
I wanted to say something, but how do I say we can’t talk to each other? You would have convinced me otherwise. Trapping us in the same cycle. You left me first, and replaced me. please don’t ever forget that
From: ABC
To: J
Everytine I saw you in the skatepark my stomach hurt from the butterflies, yet I still was so afraid to talk to you. Now you moved away and I’m trying to get over you.
From: ABC
To: J
all i wanted was answers. i slowly realized that was unrealistic. you aren't the guy I thought. I was asking the version of you in my head.
From: ABC
To: J
Finding out you were already in a relationship broke me. I heard how much you loved her and it hurt. I guess all those endless night thinking about us was pointless. You’ll never know how i felt, and i guess that’s my fault, but it’s too late now. I wish i made it clear but i guess my past experiences scared me. Wish you the best
From: ABC
To: J
I can't believe you were my whole life and then you disappeared like you didn't even care, after all this time I already realized you never loved me.
From: ABC
To: J
I love you. But I hate the person you have become, but for some reason I always go back to you when things get tough.
From: ABC
To: J
You really thought I'm that dumb. I knew you were using me all the time I just didn't leave you cuz I loved you.
From: ABC
To: J
thank you for teaching me all you did, you mightve been my person but she was yours and i couldnt change that
From: ABC
To: J
No se si fuiste mi primer amor, ni siquiera se si realmente me gustaste pero no te puedo sacar de mi cabeza desde que me volviste a hablar.
From: ABC
To: J
I will eternally love you even if you don’t, I will always remember what we went through and I’ll miss you forever after today. Vv
From: ABC
To: J
you were my home for so long. i could move away and get another address, but i’ll always remember my old house...
From: ABC
To: J
We were too young, but it's more than 10 years later and I still miss you terribly and wish I hadn't given up
