From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:38 am
It's so lame that I had to come to a website to anonymously get this off my chest because apparently, physically writing it didn't really work out.. I wish I stayed hating you to be honest. It would've been easier to hate you rather than have you cross my mind every so often and even start listening to the music that you said you liked. It would've been easier to hate you rather than wondering how you're doing at random times of the day and get the urges to ask you how you're doing even though I know you won't respond. It would've been easier to hate you rather than staying up late at night waiting for your text. I really hate this, it sounds like I'm writing a shitty "unrequited; enemies-to-lovers" Wattpad story from 2015. But I wish I could hate you again, it would save the embarrassment and this stupid post.