Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:23 pm UTC
i miss you everyday thank you, thank you for making me stay.
i still love you and will always
and i know you don't care about me but you don't know what i would do to talk to you again and say i love you and sorry and thank you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 3:22 pm UTC
i told you i'd always support you. and ima keep that promise. no matter if we're, strangers, friends, or something more ima support you until my very last breath.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:41 pm UTC
I don't wanna hurt your feelings, and I know how you feel about me. idk how to tell you that I don't feel the same way. I'm really sorry. I still love you.. I just wish we can be friends and only that yk.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 5:35 am UTC
i don’t know why you still text me but our math teacher asked about you... why do you always come back when i think i’ve moved on
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 5:04 am UTC
I regret for let you touch my lips.
I hate you as much as I miss you.
You didn't write me again, even when It's my birthday.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 4:36 am UTC
I felt like you were too good for me, and when I could screw up every opportunity, I regretted it every day.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:06 am UTC
I can’t believe how fast you changed. You used to ask if it was okay to hold my hand, then you did that to me. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
I can't believe you were my whole life and then you disappeared like you didn't even care, after all this time I already realized you never loved me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:00 pm UTC
Everytine I saw you in the skatepark my stomach hurt from the butterflies, yet I still was so afraid to talk to you. Now you moved away and I’m trying to get over you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 5:41 pm UTC
Idk why but when I'm with you, it's pretty much the only time I'm genuinely happy. Thank you for doing it without even knowing.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 5:01 pm UTC
I tried so hard to be perfect for u, but it was never enough. I wish it could have been. I'm glad to say I'm happier without u.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 2:24 pm UTC
i guess i didn’t understand how much i really loved u until u left me. i just wish we could go back. i love u more than anyone
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
you texted me back in july but i didn't respond. find a reason to text me again, i miss talking to you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 5:57 am UTC
not sure I was in love with you but you made me feel butterflies that I haven't felt since we grew apart
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
What happened to forever? We were just kids but it felt so real. I´d do anything to feel that way again.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 2, 2020, 3:25 am UTC
You treated me like crap and it didn’t matter because you knew I’d stay. I thought I needed you, but I don’t. You lost me.You lost the one person who was always there for you. I didn’t lose anything. I gained self respect and stopped being used and a pushover. I know you wish you had me in your life, but I am so over you and your bull.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 6:47 pm UTC
I know that you left... but I still love you and I know that you hate me... but I don't know why because I did nothing wrong than just cry over our breakup
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:51 pm UTC
I still want you and it hurts that I can’t talk to you anymore. I wanted to run far away and change my name to be with you. I think about you everyday. I miss you. I hope you miss me x
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:15 am UTC
I can't denied it, I love you alot, & now that I'm mentally ready to come back, turns out you've moved on and I respect that :/
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 6:24 am UTC
Hey!?
I hope you and your toxic girlfriend are still together. Dumb letting a friend go over a hoe xox
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 5:59 am UTC
I hate the feeling of needing to move on, because I wanted so bad to hold onto the hope that we'd find our way back. moving on scares me and i'm scared that i might be. i wanted it to be you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 5:00 am UTC
i always liked you. i'm sorry i couldn't make a relationship with you. the truth wasn't because i didn't like you. only my insecurities and all those shit.
love u :)
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:03 am UTC
Me gustas más de lo que quiero admitir, pero se que nunca te gustare pero gracias por estar ahà siempre.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 1, 2020, 12:50 am UTC
I wish things could have been different between us. I was really interested in what we had going, and idk if u still like me or not, but the confusion is getting to me and it’s not healthy. I hope everything works out for you in the future, and if you come back, i’ll probably be waiting
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
Hi, I just wanna tell u that I really want to sing with you Elton John's songs and dance in the rain. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
i’m really always going to love you. not the kind of pure love two people can have for one another, the kind of love where no matter how badly you hurt me i’m still going to be okay with that. i’m always going to love your laugh, i’m always going to love your voice, i’m always going to miss you when you’re not here. my love for you wasn’t valid and maybe it isn’t valid, maybe it’s not considered love, but what do you call it when the little good there was outweighs the awful, when the line that you weren’t supposed to cross has been dissolved for you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 8:05 pm UTC
my parents met you. we carved each other initials into our hands, we made Pinterest boards on how we wanted our house to look like, your pictures were loaded in my room walls. I met your parents and you met mine, what happened?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
I sometimes wonder how ur doing. I’ll never forget what it was like being your best friend. I miss you a lot.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:45 pm UTC
I wish you hadn't just given up on us and that you would of tried to make it work through the hard time. I wish you wouldn't of shut me out and left me on my own. I need you in my life more than just as a boyfriend but as a friend and now i am just expected to remove you from my life, like its so easy. I think part of me knew the relationship wasn't working anymore and it i just didn't want to admit to it so i admire how you were brave enough to acknowledge that. I just thought we would be able to work through it this time but i suppose not. I just wish that you would come back to me its weird to think that just 86 days ago i was with you and we were so inlove. I feel like there's a gap in my life now that you use to fill and i don't want to have to accept it but i have too. I just can't bare the thought of you with someone else, and I'm so worried your going to move on like we never happened and i don't think I'm ready for that. i love you so much and have so much love for you still even considering the pain you are putting me through, but i have to try and remember you are putting me through this pain because you said you couldn't continue hurting me. I just wish things were different and that we could be together in another reality because you made me so so so happy and now I'm blue and alone. I can't get you out of my head you are all i think about 24/7 and I'm just reminded of what i have lost... it hurts so badly :((((( i miss you more than i could've thought i would, i just miss everything even the shitty parts of our relationship. I think its healthier for us to be apart i just wish we didn't have to separate so soon. I can't stop thinking about spain and whether to invite you are not, that was meant to be our trip i was meant to share the master bedroom with you but now I'm gonna sleep in there alone thinking about you. I want you to come back but i also don't want to have to go through this type of heartbreak again.
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From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:10 am UTC
You’ll always have a special place in my heart even though you shattered it into pieces the day you left.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:48 am UTC
it's been almost two years. i still think about you. i need to remeber that i dont miss you, i miss the idea of you, but still sometimes you pop up in my dreams. i dont know when it will stop or if it ever will. All i know is that even though it hurt it was the right decision for both of us.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
I'm glad I no longer love you. We were clearly two different people. You showed affection through hate while all I did was love you. I have forgave you and moved on. Why can't you? I hope you never treat anyone the way you did to me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
te amo, siempre lo harĂ©, pero ya no quiero. El universo sabe que hacer con nosotros. te deseo lo mejor, tus proyectos se harán realidad, confĂa. M
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 3:49 am UTC
I love you, I always will, but I don't want to anymore, the universe knows what to do with us. I wish you the best, your projects will come true, trust. M
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 3:26 am UTC
it seems small now but, why’d you tell her i put that little pink heart next to my name in your phone
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
Do I ever cross your mind? Do I? I know you don't care, but you cross my mind, and it is constantly. We never dated, we never met, we never talked, but I am still hurt. Our daily interactions was something I would always looked forward to, jumping at the sound of your notifications. I've come to terms, you ghosted me. At times I wish would have gotten reasoning as to why. why did you stop texting me? What happened that ended up changing our energies? I might never know, and it is something that greatly pains me, but I hope to one day learn how to live with that. Why is it that it hurts so much even if you never dated the person?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
THE WAY WE CAME ACROSS EACH OTHER AND CONNECTED SO QUICKLY PONDERS CONSTANTLY IN MY MIND. I BECAME COMFORTABLE WITH YOU TOO QUICKLY, THAT WAS MY MISTAKE...
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:40 am UTC
I think I’m over you until I see your grandparents in the stands at my basketball games, there to support me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:32 am UTC
Why did you come back if you are keeping to ignore me? I wish that you leave me again. Because I don't know how to leave you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
you made me feel like i wasn’t worth reciprocating what i did for you, i don’t know if i’ll ever get over that
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 29, 2020, 10:51 pm UTC
i know it’s not a big deal, but why’d you tell her i put the pink heart next to my name in your phone
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 29, 2020, 10:50 pm UTC
i know it’s not a big deal, but why’d you tell her i put the pink heart next to my name in your phone
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 29, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
Haberte roto el corazĂłn es algo que aĂşn me duele, casi tres años despuĂ©s. Lo siento muchĂsimo, pero no iba a ser feliz contigo y tuve que mirar por mĂ. Siento no haber sabido hacerlo mejor, no te merecĂas sufrir, fuiste muy buena persona conmigo.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 27, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
you’re the only person i’ve ever known with this exact eye colour. i miss them and i’m scared i’ll never see them again
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 26, 2020, 11:10 pm UTC
I tried my hardest to love you, you hurt me, again... and again, it reached a point where I could never love you again, and that's okay.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 26, 2020, 10:36 pm UTC
i loved you with my hole heart . i fucked everything up when i could have done better . you promised me you wouldn't pick her and you did . i understand she is skinnier and way prettier than me . ill always love you more than anyone in my life you mean the world to me even though i might not mean it to you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 26, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
i loved you more than anyone else but its ok you picked her she was skinnier and better than me ill never be good enough for you but ill always love you with my hole heart
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 26, 2020, 9:54 pm UTC
Hey, te quiero agradecer por todo lo que hiciste por mi, el dia de hoy te dejo libre, regresa con ella, se que eres mas feliz con ella que conmigo, se que la amas, por la forma en la que brillan tus ojos, lamento todo lo que te hice pasar, no olvides mi promesa siempre estaré aqui por si me necesitas, exito en todo, no me olvides nunca, adios
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 26, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
I really want to say that you are really my life and one day i hope I will met you even tho Is impossible.. I just wanna say i love you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 26, 2020, 9:35 am UTC
Odió pensarte en todo momento, odio que no salgas de mi mente, odió que no pueda olvidarte, odió mentir al decir que te supere, odió que apesar de todo el daño que me hiciste aún te amo.
