Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Me and you both know i come from a ethnic family , we cant get married. i cry at the thought of not having you in my life. i love you jay
From: ABC
To: J
why u leave me so quickly and for someone who never even loved u? you should have seen the way I looked at u :(
From: ABC
To: J
I still miss you and I often find myself thinking about you... I just want some closure. I know where I went wrong but I didn't know if you liked me back. I just want to talk and sort the unfinished. You've probably moved on but my heart still wanders alone :(
From: ABC
To: J
I wish you’d given us a chance. I would have been honoured to learn more about you, to get to know your mind and your body, to make them both feel good.
From: ABC
To: J
i’m not the type to just care about people the first month or even year i meet them. but when i met u u took away all the pain. But as soon as you told me you didn’t like me. my heart hurted. for months. i still miss you . of course i do, u brought the pain 1000x harder . and i just wish i didn’t ruin things between us :/
From: ABC
To: J
did my insecurities scare you away or was i just a little fling that you weren't planning on taking forward anyway?
From: ABC
To: J
You crushed my soul, but i will forever thank you for showing me what i deserve and what i don't. I love you always, k
From: ABC
To: J
i think looking back on it, that it was my fault. the screaming and crying and fighting in the hallways. maybe it was my insecurities or the fact that i didnt trust you. but then again you never have done a single thing that should make me trust you. i think the fact that you lied to me and cheated made it seem like u were the one who ruined it. but i kept coming back. i broke myself and thats on me not you. but im worthy of a love so much more and better than what you gave me. you'll always be there floating in my mind but you are no longer a priority and i hope you know that
From: ABC
To: J
i enjoyed our conversations. it’s just i was constantly in pain.
i am sorry. i hope you don’t hate me
From: ABC
To: J
i love you. i always will keep that pure smile on your face for me. i just wish you can see me the way i see you. always & forever
From: ABC
To: J
I fucking hate you. I’ve literally done NOTHING to you and you’re so rude to me all the time or just blatantly leave me out. You make me want to kill myself. You’re a terrible friend and you act like you don’t care about anyone if you can see someone who is struggling really obviously you never help or even just say something to them. Mark my words one day one of your friends will die and then you’ll feel sorry.
From: ABC
To: J
You were the first guy that ever liked me in a romantic way. I was so obsessed with the idea someone could actually liked me I completely ignored how shit of a person you were. What you said to me wrecked me for months. I deserved better.
From: ABC
To: J
i no longer look for your face in crowded rooms. I look for his, and i hope one day that it fucking kills you to see me happy with someone else.
From: ABC
To: J
ur so on and off it's annoying I can never tell how you feel about me. It's been 4 fucking years and I'm still thinking about you?!
From: ABC
To: J
I love you more than anything in the world and I still dream about you and wish we were still together
From: ABC
To: J
Not even a global pandemic brought us together.
I think it’s time for me to accept this won’t ever happen now.
From: ABC
To: J
es difĂcil para mi decir lo que siento, pero si ese dĂa te hubiera dicho cuanto te amo te habrĂas quedado?
From: ABC
To: J
I miss you talking to me but i could never admit that because it seems you like my best friend. I’m happy for you but it hurts.
From: ABC
To: J
i know we will never be together and sometimes i sit by my phone, wishing u would message me even tho it will never happen. but you are so amazing, charismatic and beautiful and i cant think of another person i want to spend the rest of my life with
From: ABC
To: J
you gave me a million reasons why i shouldn’t think about you anymore and yet when i lie in bed during the early hours of the morning, i cant seem to stop.
From: ABC
To: J
you gave me a million reasons to not think about you anymore and yet when i lie in bed during the early hours of the morning, i cant seem to stop.
From: ABC
To: J
I'll never forget the day when I watched you make bracelets under that tree, that one tree. That was the day I knew it was you. It's been you since then, and I think it will be you forever. I'm so glad we called the other day, it made me love you all over again. I just wish you felt the same. Maybe you do, maybe you don't. I hope I find out someday. I deserve to know. I love you, J, I really do.
From: ABC
To: J
heyy J, you may never read this but I wanna tell you sth ... I don’t know what to feel. Your voice is so wonderful... I’m never getting tired of it and your laugh is fcking cute:) u have such a good heart and a indescribable personality
From: ABC
To: J
i sound so dumb saying that i love you, but I do. you are selfish, stubborn, and very good at manipulating. im so tired of you, I want you out of my life again. but im scared you’ll do something to yourself. i do miss your smile though
From: ABC
To: J
Though we never dated, I’ve never felt this way for anyone. But you look so much happier because she’s the one.
From: ABC
To: J
I guess we’re just friends and that’s all we’ll ever be. But you look so happy with her so I guess I’ll just leave.
From: ABC
To: J
It's not that you've left my life... it's that i'll never have the guts to tell you that I love you. You may be my soulmate , but maybe i'm just not yours.
From: ABC
To: J
I never knew being apart would make me realize just how much I need you. I made a mistake.. why cant time be reversable?
From: ABC
To: J
We're growing apart. It's no one's fault, but I can't put anymore energy into something I know won't make me happy.
From: ABC
To: J
ik you prob don't feel the same way abt me. you mean so much to me, you make a difference in my day. sad thing is I prob don't mean anything to you and you do this the same w other girls. no one does this to me except you. that's the difference.
From: ABC
To: J
Um hey. It's been exactly to weeks since we last spoke. I remember your message to me "I kinda developed feelings for another girl". And although we weren't dating it kinda hurt,alot. I didnt tell you though. Tbh I cried the whole week, hiding my sadness behind a smile to my friends and also you. I miss you.
We talked about our future together and how you will never like someone as much as you like me, clearly that changed. You guys seem good for each other, and I'm glad you're happy :)
Atleast one of us is.
I loved you, and I probably still do. I think about you alot, and read our old texts. It really broke me cause you were really my first real crush and I did picture a future with you. I'm messed up but no one will know. I've turned to self harm because you ghosted me and idek why I care so much when you dont. It's like what we had meant nothing to you. But then again I should of seen it coming. You told me you liked someone else on my birthday and that ruined my day. I hate my birthday now thanks.
Anyways,you'll never know this stuff cause you'll never see this.
I love you
From: ABC
To: J
You don't understand the portions of emotions when it comes to thinking about you. I'm so sorry you dated her and came back broken in pieces, and loosing how you are. If only I was there when you needed me. ily
From: ABC
To: J
I still remember that u said “after every smile of me is a sad and lonely boy” and it still breaks my heart
From: ABC
To: J
I don't know where I went wrong. I will always be here if you decide to come back. I miss you so much, you were one of my best friends.
From: ABC
To: J
I fucking hate you and how long i liked you and the timing of everything. ur my biggest regret yet i would do the exact same thing if i had another chance. i miss you. i need you. i hope you dont hate me it. I miss you j. i need ur rational boring ass self. but also fuck you why could things not have worked out sooner
From: ABC
To: J
It’s been two years. I thought I had moved on. I thought I had healed. Why are you still in my head. Torturing me.
From: ABC
To: J
You used me for 7 months, didn’t want to date me though, just “friendship” u were with some side girl too,I loved you, I let u use me do you’d stay,you left me and chose her.
From: ABC
To: J
When I met you, you took pieces of me, until there was nothing left. I thought I had found myself again, I thought I had put all the pieces back together.. I don’t know who I am anymore.. u tore me apart and left .. I wish I was the girl I was before I had met you
From: ABC
To: J
i never thought i would get attached to an asshole like you. Too many tears Ive wasted on you for nothing in return
From: ABC
To: J
Perdona por no haber hecho caso a mi corazón, sé feliz donde quiera que estés. Te quiero y puede que nunca te lo diga...
From: ABC
To: J
i was in love before i met you and honestly when i did smthing in me just changed i rlly wish i was braver maybe we would be together but who knows maybe we’ll meet again and fall in love :)
From: ABC
To: J
why are you so bipolar. Those days were the best days and all of a sudden you complelty changed opinions.
From: ABC
To: J
hey j. so idk where we stand but what i do know is how i feel for you. i haven’t felt this way about someone in a long time and i haven’t met someone in a while that would make me laugh this much. i don’t know how i got through the days without talking to you. even when we first started talking, i knew you were someone i can easily talk to. i hope i’m that way for you too.. i wish we could be together, but if not, man am i glad to have a friend like you. thank you for being a new light in my life and i’m excited for the adventures to come.
From: ABC
To: J
I love you so fucking much but you keep making the worst choices in men. I hate seeing you get hurt all the time and at this point idk what to do. You almost died because of a guy yet you continue to talk to him even if he treats you like absolute dog shit and i dont understand why. Please find someone who truely loves you sis. I want to see you happy.
From: ABC
To: J
I really love you, more than you know. You make me happier than anyone else and you really understand me. Fuck it's gonna hurt like hell when you leave me. Please don't leave me
From: ABC
To: J
you made me feel things i never thought i would feel. you changed my life, and for that im forever grateful
From: ABC
To: J
I still think of how you told me you love me that last night we talked. I wish you remembered saying it.
From: ABC
To: J
i tell my friends and family I'm over you and how much I never want you back, but late at night I'm still lying in my bed crying for what we had and how badly i want to feel the way you made me feel again
From: ABC
To: J
I don't know anything. I don't know. I'm lost and scared. All I know is my current world and some facts.
From: ABC
To: J
I wish you would stop making me feel bad about my decision and I hope you find the true love that you deserve...
