Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
my heart hurts for the fact that i don't think you ever really cared about my feelings but i always considered urs.
From: ABC
To: J
Don’t true feelings come out when you’re drunk? Why don’t you tell me you love me on the nights you drink?
From: ABC
To: J
i cant stop thinking about u and everything we’ve been through. i still have hope for us but i’m slowly realizing that i’m not what you want anymore. it hurts. i know that you were just tired of me and wanted something new. i just want you to know that i will always care about you and you mean so much to me. i miss you more than anything.
From: ABC
To: J
it has been 3 years since I told u I couldn’t forgive you from the incident..but I finally let go and I want you to know I fell for you. I fell so hard and i got so hurt how u hurt me but thank you for being my first guy best friend. I hope one day we reconnect but who knows. This is my closer. Good bye
From: ABC
To: J
you’re the reason i believe in love again. it’s crazy to think that we were just friends a little bit ago. you are the most special person to me, i love you
From: ABC
To: J
i know i said we could still make it work in the future but now i dont really see us getting back together.
From: ABC
To: J
i was scrolling through these and saw a message with my name from your initial. and i know you don't know what this is, but i desperately hope it was from you and for me. it was my favorite color too. aria.
From: ABC
To: J
I love you enough to let you go. Life brought us together once, if it’s meant to be it’ll happen again.
From: ABC
To: J
Even after how you treated me... I still find myself missing you. But in reality, I am just missing what we had in the beginning.
From: ABC
To: J
You hurt me more than anyone ever has. But, if I were in a room with everyone I have ever loved... I would honestly run to you.
From: ABC
To: J
I expected it from everyone else but you. Explain it to me, be angry, say you hated that I left. But talk to me. Please.
From: ABC
To: J
i think about you sometimes, but not in “i’m in love and miss you type of way” more like you were there for a lot of my firsts and we made an impact on each other. i’m happy we both moved on. wishing you the best
From: ABC
To: J
your always there for me but i wish you saw me cry. i wish you were able to understand im not as strong as you think
From: ABC
To: J
Don’t be cross; I only left you alone because I thought that’s what you wanted. You have a voice too.
From: ABC
To: J
i know things got complicated when other people got involved, but that’s why you should’ve focused on me instead.
From: ABC
To: J
I wish things were different. You gave me feelings I never knew existed. I don’t want to let go yet.
Forever L.C.
From: ABC
To: J
i work so hard to get over you, but then every time i run into you i see your beautiful eyes and i’m lured back in.
From: ABC
To: J
sometimes I pray to the stars that you and her never work out in the end and you realize it was me all along.
From: ABC
To: J
sometimes I pray to the stars that you and her never work out in the end and you realize it was me all along.
From: ABC
To: J
I know you're scared of being gay, but there will always be a room for you in my heart. Call me any time. Please.
From: ABC
To: J
i don’t think I can ever love someone the way i loved you. i know it was right person wrong time jus please don’t forget about me in college. well come back. no way we met on accident.
From: ABC
To: J
I don’t believe it right person wrong time, if it was meant to be it would have been. It’s time to let go. I gave you two many chances to ever come back for another.
From: ABC
To: J
i'm sorry even though i'm not the one who should be saying that. but i am. for everything i put you through too
From: ABC
To: J
nobody ever wrote a song for me, thanks for helping me fulfill my fantasy. Just wish it hadn't been after i fell out of love
From: ABC
To: J
A part of me doesn’t want to believe this is the end, but the other part knows it is and I don’t wanna move on. I hope you find the girl who will treat you the way you deserve to be and has enough love for the both of you because I know I couldn’t and I only had enough for you and it still didn’t work. I just want you happy and I wish you knew how much I miss the part of you that was my best friend.
From: ABC
To: J
Te dedicarĂa "Star Shopping" de Lil Peep, pero la letra serĂa muy compleja para ti, ya que no sales de "Sirenas" de Taburete
From: ABC
To: J
i became a new person for u, and u still chose everyone but me. i’m starting to realize i’ll never get over you unless i replace u. i cant imagine anyone could ever be as great as u. i hate that i love u so much.
From: ABC
To: J
you came into my life like a whirlwind and swept me off my feet -- I am still waiting to come back down.
From: ABC
To: J
i love you. so much. it hurts knowing that my heart is only searching for you but you're so fucking far away.
From: ABC
To: J
You left your ex for me, (certain circumstance no one got hurt) but when you and I broke up and promised to talk to each other I was quickly jealous of how much you still talked to her when you guys broke up. It just came to me tho, you talk to her because it doesn’t hurt you to, it hurts you to talk to me so you’re doing what you always do and pushing away who cares about you the most and that right there I guess is my false sense of hope that we will be together in the end
From: ABC
To: J
Is there anything that I could’ve done differently to keep you in my life? I still don’t know why you left...
From: ABC
To: J
We picked out our future house, I was sure we were soulmates, I’ll always be here if you ever change your mind
From: ABC
To: J
We’re a good match. But I don’t like that you’re intimidated by how much I care. So you’ll never get to see it again.
From: ABC
To: J
hey, how are you? its been awhile. are you happy? happier? are you doing ok? i miss you, im sorry for everything that happened. I really wish i could make it right. i love you
From: ABC
To: J
You've accomplished so many things in your life and i wish i was there beside you. I hope to see you again one day.
From: ABC
To: J
I love you, but it hurts to not receive the same amount of love back. I’m tired of the arguments, I wish you would just listen to me.
From: ABC
To: J
you are perfect to me. to me you have not a single flaw. it upsets me that we might not get together in a while ( and in that time i get scared that you may find another girl or in fact lose interest). just thinking about you makes me smile
From: ABC
To: J
last night i prayed for the first time since struggling with my faith in god. because i thought that if i was to ask for one thing from god it would be to have him let you know how much i love you and want the best for you even if that means it’s not me.
From: ABC
To: J
i loved you more than i loved myself, i know we’re friends now but i still wish you treated me differently.
From: ABC
To: J
I still see your eyes and smile and hear your voice in everything I do. No one has ever looked at me like you.
From: ABC
To: J
I know you only called last month to tell me you never loved me. I’m glad you couldn’t do it. I’m sorry you tried.
From: ABC
To: J
but if only you could have loved me the way i had once loved you. maybe in another lifetime sweet boy
From: ABC
To: J
i associate you with the color yellow because you've always been able to brighten my day but now that you're gone i can't decide between yellow and gray.
From: ABC
To: J
This color will always remind me of you and our memories. I love you with all my heart even though you broke it and you’re with someone else even though I thought we were soulmates maybe we just weren’t endgame it’s odd though everyday I think about you and I don’t hate you I just hate what you did to me I hope you’re doing good stay safe. And be happy that’s all that matters to me even if I’m not with you
From: ABC
To: J
You picked me up so I didn’t get sand in my sandals and I knew from that moment it would hurt to breath when you left. It did and it still does
From: ABC
To: J
your favorite color on me was red. i find myself every morning reaching towards the red in my closet, hoping to become more of what you like. hoping you’ll come back.
From: ABC
To: J
maybe if you knew I was strong enough to walk away you wouldn’t have treated me like an option. i deserve more than that.
From: ABC
To: J
Fuck you. Funny how I’ve improved in every aspect of life after I left you. Best decision I ever made.
From: ABC
To: J
I still think of you all the time, but I think it’s just the heartbreak sinking in. You had to have known I couldn’t handle being treated less than I deserve, so why did you hand me the scissors to cut you out of my life?
From: ABC
To: J
No matter how many times I try to convince myself, I still love you. It's weird to think that even though u weren't my first crush, you were my first love. You are my sunshine and my moonlight. I try to be content with just being friends but to be honest it hurts a lot. This note is red because u always said that color looked the best on me.
