Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 18, 2020, 4:41 am UTC
I don’t reach out to you anymore but I still think of you all the time. I pretend I don’t care bc one day I hope I won’t.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 18, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
I know you like me and I know I like you but I dunno what to say to you because I don’t want to ruin what we have right now
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 17, 2020, 11:21 am UTC
You’re probably the one who I actually want. All the other guys who I’ve dated never felt real, it’s been 1 day and I already miss you, your scent, hugs and your hands. I am just so obsessed with you honestly. I am honestly in love with you but I can’t admit it, it’s too hard to. I don’t want to be like all the other girls who you date and go, I want to last more than your last one.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 17, 2020, 7:59 am UTC
i really wanted to text you and tell you i am sorry for anything i ever did to hurt you and i never sent it because i thought you wouldn’t care now we’ll never know. i really want me and you to have that story where we tell our kids we knew each other since elementary but life goes on maybe that wasn’t our story. i hope one day we talk again because i don’t wanna go 3 more years without talking to you, it’s been 4 already i don’t hate you or anything just wished things were different. take care i love you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 16, 2020, 9:01 pm UTC
can we go back to that night. lets go to one more parking garage, one more beach, i kept the ticket. please.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 16, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
the one promise i told you was to not make me love you. i should've known if you couldn't keep that one, you couldn't keep any at all.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 16, 2020, 4:57 pm UTC
the fact that you are leaving for school makes me so sad im gonna miss u so much please dont forget me
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 16, 2020, 7:36 am UTC
The group that we had was the one thing that kept me going. It honestly was. Now that its gone I feel like there's no reason now. Even if we meet up in the future it will never be the same and I feel like deep down everyone else does too. And now the only way to see you is to get help. I honestly would do it for you but I don't think I have the motivation to. I ruined the group and y'all say it wasn't but it was. I don't need you guys to lie to me about it if its so obvious. I hope that in another life I can see you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 15, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
Please listen to my warnings love...shes going to tear us apart. I cant take much of this any longer.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 15, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
Why aren’t u listening to my warnings about her...she’s tearing us apart. I can’t take much of this anymore.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 15, 2020, 5:57 am UTC
you made me go from feeling like the happiest and only person in the world, to being put last in everything and you never knew how that felt
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
you gave me a million reasons to not think about you anymore and yet when i’m lying alone in the early hours of the morning, i can’t seem to stop.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
you were the first boy i truly fell in love with, but the universe had other plans for us. i will love you forever. you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 8:02 pm UTC
you were the first boy i truly fell in love with, but the universe had different plans for us. i will love you forever. you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 8:00 pm UTC
you were the first boy i truly fell in love with, but the universe had different plans for us. i will love you forever. you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 4:43 pm UTC
ik you prob don't feel the same way abt me. you mean so much to me, you make a difference in my day. sad thing is I prob don't mean anything to you and you do this the same w other girls. no one does this to me except you. that's the difference.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:42 pm UTC
i sound so dumb saying that i love you, but I do. you are selfish, stubborn, and very good at manipulating. im so tired of you, I want you out of my life again. but im scared you’ll do something to yourself. i do miss your smile though
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 10:22 am UTC
you gave me a million reasons to not think about you anymore and yet when i lie in bed during the early hours of the morning, i cant seem to stop.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 13, 2020, 10:16 am UTC
you gave me a million reasons why i shouldn’t think about you anymore and yet when i lie in bed during the early hours of the morning, i cant seem to stop.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 12, 2020, 2:42 pm UTC
Me and you both know i come from a ethnic family , we cant get married. i cry at the thought of not having you in my life. i love you jay
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 12, 2020, 12:15 pm UTC
i wish you fought for me like i’d fight for you. i wish you wanted me how much i want you. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 12, 2020, 11:06 am UTC
you’re in love again. I’m arguing with misogynistic men over tinder. I miss you. But I’ve forgotten what it’s like
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 12, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
I’ve alr wrote to u under another name but I’ve come back because I just can’t fathom how lucky I am to have u you make me so very happy I can only hope I make u half as happy. Thank u for being mine
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 11, 2020, 9:10 pm UTC
you don't realize it but because of you I lost trust in all people I may have been just a silly crush to you but you were the first guy I've had genuine feelings for and it hurts seeing you almost every day and being reminded that I'm never good enough
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 11, 2020, 4:30 pm UTC
i met you on valentines day. there were so many mixed signals on both ends and even now i have mixed feelings. im both angry and happy for many reasons. i hope life treats you well.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 11, 2020, 10:10 am UTC
Not a relationship but thanks for teaching me that a broken friendship hurts so much more. Its really time for me to move on.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 11, 2020, 10:10 am UTC
Not a relationship but thanks for teaching me that a broken friendship hurts so much more. Its really time for me to move on.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 11, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
i don't you think you understand how i tried to move on from you w him but he's not the same. he doesn't put the same smile on my face like you did.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 11, 2020, 1:15 am UTC
i searched up my name and saw a new post. idk if it was for me but i have a rare name and it made me wonder if it was you. ive checked multiple times hoping i got a message from you. it said "i just wish i can tell you how i feel" and i still cant stop thinking about the post, was it you? do you even know about this website?
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 10, 2020, 11:03 pm UTC
You knew I loved you. You knew that 1 hour later I’ll be in the Same bed where you cheated. But you didn’t care.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 10, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
who said a first love had to be romantic? when u left, a piece of me left n al never get that back. i love you❤️
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 10, 2020, 9:16 am UTC
i thought that you were the right person at the wrong time. but then i see the way you look at her and i realise that i thought wrong
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 10, 2020, 5:03 am UTC
I really like you and I know you won’t like me back. It sucks to know that you’ll move on it and find your someone who isn’t me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 10, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
I really like you and I know you won’t like me back. It sucks to know that you’ll move on and find your someone who isn’t me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:31 pm UTC
I was the one there but you still had your eyes set on her. I just watched it. I watched you fall in love with her all over again. You wanted me to watch it.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
i think a part of me will forever love you. i think i will always look for you in every guy i meet. i hate you for that
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:39 pm UTC
i often wonder what would have happened between us if we didn't decided to be just friends. i love you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 8:06 am UTC
we always used to discuss the baby girl we’d one day have. she’d get your eyes and my cheekbones. but instead she got your eyes, and Her cheekbones. she got our name, too.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
sometimes i think of you at night and wish i never went to school that one day i fucked everything up. i love u
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 12:59 am UTC
I haven't really talked to anyone in two days and I wish we still saw each other every day. I miss knowing whats going on with you and just being in your presence. I feel like somethings missing when I dont see you. I know we're still fine but I'm just lonely and I wish you were here. I try to reach out but I wish you would too.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 12:20 am UTC
I wish we could go back to being just friends I miss you that much that I don’t even care about a relationship as long as your happy
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 9, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
i keep looking out my window everytime a car goes by, hoping it's you. i wish you could see me now but i know you don't care
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 8, 2020, 9:32 pm UTC
Even tho you weren’t my first love or didn’t dare, it breaks me every time I see you staring at her and it not me.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 8, 2020, 2:05 pm UTC
I genuinely don't know what I saw in you, you're with so many girls in so little time, I only liked you it was never love.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:11 am UTC
You told me you’d change multiple times... I forgave you multiple times ... three of my years were wasted on you and now it’s fuck you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 7, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
was it even real love? you sure you didn't confuse it with a different emotion, we both got up and left like nothing, i'm pretty sure we both didn't mean "i love you"
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 7, 2020, 3:05 pm UTC
thank you for holding me while i cried in your arms 5 months after breaking up. i still love you so much.
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 7, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
hi, I could never actually say this to you in person but I miss walking with you, talking to you. hopefully one day we will meet again. I miss you and wish nothing but the best for you
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 7, 2020, 1:44 pm UTC
it was hard to watch someone i loved so much slowly loose interest in me but i guess everything will work out in the end
From: ABC
To: J
Date: October 7, 2020, 12:07 pm UTC
i know i ended things first but i was dumb and i didn’t realise how much you meant to me until you were gone
