Unsent messages to J
From: ABC
To: J
i genuinely think that you were my person maybe i wasn't yours maybe i was but i will never know and even though i will forever question how much you actually liked me i will never go back to you even if it breaks my heart like before because i can't lose you again i've only just got back to having a conversation without realising i need you still.
i will forever love you
From: ABC
To: J
I may not always love you
But as long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
Iâll make you so sure about it
God only knows what Iâd be without you
From: ABC
To: J
i know itâs not a big deal, but whyâd you tell her i put the pink heart next to my name in your phone
From: ABC
To: J
i know itâs not a big deal, but whyâd you tell her i put the pink heart next to my name in your phone
From: ABC
To: J
Iâm so sorry for any pain I caused you. It hurt me to do what I did, but now I hope you can see why. I started becoming an awful person. I think about my bday often and how I wish you would have said something, but Iâm glad that was our last time together bc it proved I was right. I hope you are well, and that you forgive me. I really am sorry, but I couldnât let you keep hurting me when I loved you and you knew it.
From: ABC
To: J
I remember each and every memory from that summer with you so vividly. I remember that spark the way we would look at each other and how shy you were. I realize everyday how crazy it is that you went from being a biggest part of my life to someone I still think of occasionally and still feel the pain of missing. I feel that I go through the motions everyday if what my life would have been like if I had just told you how I felt when I had the chance. If I never had spoken to you we wouldnât be where we are now I wouldnât feel the pain of loving you ever. I would have been able to happily move on I wouldnât have to feel guilty for finally loving another. Even though I know you didnât love me I still feel the guilt as if iâm leaving you behind... Why?
From: ABC
To: J
hi i hate u why r u so busy if u really love me sm and if u really love me more then why did u leave:(
From: ABC
To: J
you made me feel like i wasnât worth reciprocating what i did for you, i donât know if iâll ever get over that
From: ABC
To: J
Why did you come back if you are keeping to ignore me? I wish that you leave me again. Because I don't know how to leave you.
From: ABC
To: J
I think Iâm over you until I see your grandparents in the stands at my basketball games, there to support me.
From: ABC
To: J
The first time I met you I was forever changed. I never felt that connected to someone I didnât know. You felt like home to me. I donât fall easily but you changed that for me. I loved you from a distance and although we were friends you never expressed any feelings for me so I hid mine. To be honest I always thought we would find our way back to each other. I always thought we would end up together. Iâve been able to move on, I think the distance helps. I donât know if I could see you again because I fear I would fall right back in and itâs too painful to have to go through losing you again.
From: ABC
To: J
I thought that night in your car meant something to you. Only for us to not speak not even a week later.
From: ABC
To: J
you always loved her, i sat back and watched you fall in love with her. i never told you this but i loved you.
From: ABC
To: J
you always loved her, i sat back and watched you fall in love with her. i never told you this but i loved you.
From: ABC
To: J
You broke me into pieces and scattered the ones you took with you.. I wish I listened to your ex's warnings.
From: ABC
To: J
Iâm sorry we lost contact and I hope eventually we find our way back to each other. You were the right person at the wrong time :)
From: ABC
To: J
THE WAY WE CAME ACROSS EACH OTHER AND CONNECTED SO QUICKLY PONDERS CONSTANTLY IN MY MIND. I BECAME COMFORTABLE WITH YOU TOO QUICKLY, THAT WAS MY MISTAKE...
From: ABC
To: J
Do I ever cross your mind? Do I? I know you don't care, but you cross my mind, and it is constantly. We never dated, we never met, we never talked, but I am still hurt. Our daily interactions was something I would always looked forward to, jumping at the sound of your notifications. I've come to terms, you ghosted me. At times I wish would have gotten reasoning as to why. why did you stop texting me? What happened that ended up changing our energies? I might never know, and it is something that greatly pains me, but I hope to one day learn how to live with that. Why is it that it hurts so much even if you never dated the person?
From: ABC
To: J
i miss you,hey itâs yun I hope youâre doing okay.itâs hard knowing we wonât cross paths but I love you. maybe in another life weâll meet.
From: ABC
To: J
i dont know why i held onto you for so long. i never wanted to lose our connection but you hurt me more than i ever imagined you could.
From: ABC
To: J
it seems small now but, whyâd you tell her i put that little pink heart next to my name in your phone
From: ABC
To: J
i miss you more than you will ever know. It hurts knowing youâre only a text message away. It hurts more knowing you donât want me anymore.
From: ABC
To: J
i miss you more than you will ever know. It hurts knowing youâre only a text message away. It hurts more knowing you donât want me anymore.
From: ABC
To: J
I love you, I always will, but I don't want to anymore, the universe knows what to do with us. I wish you the best, your projects will come true, trust. M
From: ABC
To: J
te amo, siempre lo harĂŠ, pero ya no quiero. El universo sabe que hacer con nosotros. te deseo lo mejor, tus proyectos se harĂĄn realidad, confĂa. M
From: ABC
To: J
i miss you. i dont care about our age or how toxic we were. nobody supported our relationship but you made me so happy that i didnât care. i shouldâve never let you leave but you deserved so much better, but i dont want us to end like that.
From: ABC
To: J
you may have broken me to pieces but I thank you for teaching me that love is beautiful yet so fragile.
From: ABC
To: J
I know everything from the past is really hurting you but u have to know I am sorry and Iâm doing everything I can to show that
From: ABC
To: J
I donât think you realised how much I loved you. You were my first love. I was head over heels for you. Why did we have to end this way?
From: ABC
To: J
I'm sorry for ruining what we had. I regret not putting more effort into staying together. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: J
I can't thank you enough for how much you do for me. How happy you make me feel and everything I have had the privilege to experience with you. You have helped shape me into the person today, and I wouldn't be where I am without you. You've given me so much love and happiness that no other man could have ever even began to compare to. You'll probably never see this but if you ever do... Shalom
From: ABC
To: J
I kind of hate you but canât get over you. Sorry if this hurt your feelings but I donât care anymore lol
From: ABC
To: J
I'm glad I no longer love you. We were clearly two different people. You showed affection through hate while all I did was love you. I have forgave you and moved on. Why can't you? I hope you never treat anyone the way you did to me.
From: ABC
To: J
something about you deciding i wasnât good enough for you made me realize my own worth. thanks, for that.
From: ABC
To: J
it's been almost two years. i still think about you. i need to remeber that i dont miss you, i miss the idea of you, but still sometimes you pop up in my dreams. i dont know when it will stop or if it ever will. All i know is that even though it hurt it was the right decision for both of us.
From: ABC
To: J
You were my soulmate. Everyday a piece of my heart breaks and i hope it goes to you. i want you to be happy. thatâs all i want
From: ABC
To: J
You taught me what love isnât suppose to feel like. I taught you what it truly feels like to be loved.
From: ABC
To: J
im so thankful for the new memories i will never forget but it kills me that we wont make anymore like this. i was falling in love with you. i miss you alot. i truly believed you were gonna be my forever. you know i dont think that about anyone ever. all good things come to an end. your gonna be hard to get over.
From: ABC
To: J
why did you do that to me? all i did was love you. you constantly treated me like shit, but i was blindsided because i loved you. fuck you. i deserved better.
From: ABC
To: J
you're so cute i just wanna ncfllacsnaklaksljc, in a platonic way lmfao. Even tho we're not as close i really consider you a close friend, also you're fucking beautiful and so sweet and i loveyousomuchchchchch
From: ABC
To: J
Once I told you why I had a bad memory of that day and you asked me if I could give you a chance to make a good memory out of it. Once you told me you donât remember the last time you cried so I shared my last time with you. You helped me get over it. Once you told me you couldnât sleep so we talked till 5 am. You helped me understand the world better. I donât know where you are right now I just hope you are having the time of your life. You deserve the world. Thanks for being the best person Iâve ever met.
From: ABC
To: J
so she got u in this universe, mayb in another alternate universe we're together. it would b unfair if i had u in both :/
From: ABC
To: J
Youâll always have a special place in my heart even though you shattered it into pieces the day you left.
From: ABC
To: J
Iâm scared for when this ends again. You broke up w me once before and I was heartbroken and I donât want to feel that again.
From: ABC
To: J
My heart aches at the thought of you. My throat tightens at the thought of what you did. I loved you. I trusted you. You betrayed me in the worst way possible. I gave you my entire heart. You squeezed the life out of it. You used me.
From: ABC
To: J
why cant i be good enough for u? i try so hard but itâs always another girl. you might think i donât notice but i do. u call me late at night at we stay up until 5, you tell me you love me, iâm always there for you. why cant i be enough
From: ABC
To: J
Dicen que las personas siguen sufriendo porque no pueden decir lo que sintieron en ese momento, bueno pues asĂ estoy yo
From: ABC
To: J
i always wonder why you left me. we were so close. you just vanished. did you even really care about me?
From: ABC
To: J
I liked you for two years and never even talked to you but my heart stopped every time I passed you in the halls
From: ABC
To: J
Sometimes I'll think of you at random moments of the day. I wonder if you still think of me the way I think of you. I feel as if I should hold hatred for you, but I can't. I tell myself, don't text back, he's only talking to you for school anyways, yet I can't prevent myself from doing so. I don't know if what we had can be considered love, I don't know what love is, but I know it wasn't nothing. I grew from it, I learned from it, and now I know. I know what to do and what not to. I want to thank you. I want you to know that you'll always have a special place in my heart. I can't ask that you think of me, or that we repair what was before, but please don't forget me. That's all I ask, because I know I'll never forget you.
