Unsent messages to A

you really hurt me. you were the first person i thought i loved when i was a kid. i thought you were my soulmate. i was wrong. you manipulated me, made me feel crazy, made me feel bad and blamed it all on me. you were disrespectful to my friends. you cared more about yourself than anyone else. i get mad because sometimes i catch myself thinking about you, but it’s the you before you became whatever version of yourself now. i truly hope you are doing well and i pray you are treating everyone else you claim to love better than you treated me. you’ll always be my “first”, but i never loved you the way you tried to force me to.

I may have not have realized it at the time, but God did I love you. You were the first person that made my heart race and could make me melt.

I think we are ment to be. I belive that one day we will find eachother again and fall in love because we were too young and inmature the last time. I believe you are my soulmate and I believe we are twin flames. What about you?

Ughh call already. ”i’ll call you in a bit”- I'm ancient now. I'm not going to wait for you. Bed soon.

i realized i lied to you, i didnt ever need you.
i don't even know if i truly loved you anymore
thank you for destroying me to learn that

i’m really sorry i hurt you. it is my biggest regret. i chose blue because it is the colour of your eyes. if i could go back and change everything i would. i just want to be your friend again because you make me feel happy. you were there for me when i needed someone the most. it was never going to work out. i hope one day things are okay between us because to me you are more than just my friend. i love u

I saw you with your new girlfriend. Not gonna lie, I'm glad that she has a small ass. Perfectly for a small brain.

heyy merry christmas, i thought i would see you but i wont so have fun staring at your other girlfriends xx

okay but a lack of trust is something you should communicate in a relationship if you really care for it to last :(

Sometimes I dont want to have you in my heart any longer. But after all, you are the only thing that matters now, so no choice there

I wish I had opened up about my feelings for you when I had the chance. But honestly, I was too scared.

I was the one to end it but afterwards when we talked about the misunderstandingI was full of regret. Now I can never have you back. But why her?

Childish is what it was, the way you lead me on and destroyed me into small pieces. I am back up again and all fixed up, but you broke me in the first place after all I did was love you.

अमूल्य, मुझे तुम्हारी कमी बहुत महसूस होती है | तुमने मुझे बहुत दुःख दिया पर मैं फिर भी तुमसे प्यार करती हूँ ।

i really do miss you and i am so sorry about the pain i caused you, that we caused together. i hope we will come together again.

hey ur schools finshed now, ur so lucky ive got one day but im so excited. ive done everything i feel so left out tho and heather doesnt even like me any more. and i dont know what presents im getting, i feel like they are bad, she doesnt put any effort in it. I hate my life rn but im sooo excited for the future. Come with me ily buena nochos!

lots of people struggle with long distance relationships but we did it perfectly, we didnt see each other for 2 years but we were closer than anything and i truly loved and appreciated you. i still do. it breaks my heart to know that i no longer have someone to tell everything to. someone to trust everything with. but at least i did at one point and i am beyond grateful. i am so sorry if i was ever too clingy, i am so sorry i didnt appreciate you enough. i am so sorry for blocking you, the topic of you was too toxic for my mental health i had to cut you off. im ashamed i still cry over you because i was probably one of the many girls you talked to. but at the time i felt so special and loved for once. once again thank you for everything and i miss you a lot. even if we don't become as close it would mean so much if we started talking again. i love you and goodbye.

I wish I never told you how I felt and just kept it inside. If I did that, I wouldn’t be hurting now.

After confessing my love to you and then you making fun of me I hope you’re happy with the other girl you chose

I compare everyone to you, it would be so easy to go back to you, I’ve change though, you won’t have me back

Hey i like you, why will you keep doing this to me! and after all ive done for you. I heard you were dating her, shes heather isnt she. I knew it. How are you guys? i thought i ahd a chance with either one of you guys. But its okay. im not heather am i. Horrible skin, imperfect body, smartness couldnt be found and hair curly and frizzy. If there was any way i could get u back, i would. My friends are leaving me out, thats your girlfriend. i hate you but i love you. have a good night dreaming of her.

i could fall in love with you so fast if you even so much as made eye contact with me from across the room

I can’t help but feel like it would have worked out if I hadn’t let go. But here we are after a year of not talking and ignoring each other as we walk past each other as if we never were each other’s worlds.
Yours always, xx

i don't know if i like you. i find myself thinking about you and wondering 'would it work out if we tried again'? i don't know if this is because i've been reading so many of these and think a certain purple one is yours, or if it's because i do actually feel something faintly inside

i don't know if i like you. i find myself thinking about you and wondering 'would it work out if we tried again'? i don't know if this is because i've been reading so many of these and think a certain purple one is yours, or if it's because i do actually feel something faintly inside

we were both so broken that we kept hurting each other and called it love but i was so scared to say goodbye and i know why because losing you hurts beyond explanation

u have to much pride to ever say that ur sorry. my heart and my mind cant come to a conclusion on how i feel about u

Do you have any idea of how great we would have been together? F* you. I wish I'd never met you, and I wish I could say it without lying. Fuck you, and thanks for klamydia

stop losing your shit over a fucking girl. Bros before hoes what happened to that? and now ur ghosting me, seriously fuck you stop being so immature.


Please be my friend again, you're making me sad.

I've listed down the things we could do together. Now it's just the distance that we have to get rid of.

I'm scared you'll leave. I'm also scared I'll leave. Both of that are the last thing that I'd want it to happen.

I still miss you, you were my only friend. I don't know why you cut me off. Now I don't know what to do, alone. I feel so alone. Did I disappointed you or,,

Hey, ik that we only broke up recently but i really just want to express how i feel about you. I still love you, I miss you and i miss what we had. you were my brightness in the dark and i really want to thank you for everything. i know that we broke off on good terms and that both of us didnt want this to happen but it did but i fell like you're not telling me everything and the real reasoning on why we did break off. you want to be friends when i find that difficult bc i want to be more than friends. when you left i lost a bit of myself. ive been missing you like crazy but yet ik that you dont fell the same bc you said it yourself... " im not as in much pain as you" and really that only meant one thing to me, that your feelings were either genuine but then you lost feelings or they werent real. it still upsets me a lot and im sorry for what you have been put through, but to me i find the situation to be a little unfair. i was there for you all the time when you were barely there for me. tho im not mad at you or upset at you... im mad and upset about how we cant have what we used to have anymore. in all honesty i dont want to even see you, hear from you nor see what you do on your socials. bc im not going to lie you hurt me badly. i wish you well and i hope that things are good for you.

hi my love, i know you can see my down here on earth. i just wanted to let you know. im hurting and i need you to come back and heal me. love you

for a while our story felt unfinished but i’ve learned that it’s because not all stories have a happy ending

idk if you were the right person in the wrong time but I still want to see the sunset with you while we drink whiskey with redbull

I love you with my whole heart and I would do anything to get you back. I regret hurting you more than I'll ever regret anything else. Please come back to me.

please come back please come back please come back for me. please say you still like me. that you could love me. that you want me. because i still fucking want you. and i dont even know you anymore. i heard you changed. that youre ready for real life. why couldnt you have felt this when it was you and me? why did it have to take me moving on for you to realize what you want? now im with him. and its good. and its safe. but its not the same. its not you and me. its not the easy laughs and the soft touch. its not the heart bursting for every second i spend with you. id give anything to sit on the couch with you one more time. to drive you back home. but instead i have to live with the reality that youre on the couch with someone else. sending goofy texts and play fighting at 3 am with someone else. i post to get your attention. in hopes maybe youll respond maybe well talk maybe well figure it out. but we wont. i know we wont. you are i, we just weren't written for each other.

I never realized you were my first real love till it was over. Why couldnt you just step up why couldnt you figure it out why couldnt you just be the man i wanted you to be? the man i needed you to be. It was so easy we were so easy you were my other half and now i'm left wondering if ill ever feel like that again. I'm dating someone else. I've been with him for 9 months. Nine whole months. But if you came and apologized right now i think i would end it all. Its so unfair. Because i know you wont come. but i have to keep living with the hope you will. He dreams of the future with me. But i would have settled for the present with you. will i ever stop feeling this way? will i ever move past you

I loved u and u betrayed me i have you all i had your broke my hard and i am only 14 you broke up with me before my bday think about that and then you go with the girl you told me not to worry about yea that kinda hurted me but i just pretend i don’t care because u moved on quick and i made me sad for 7 months but u taught to all love someone no matter what they do to you

I confided in you; told you everything about him and how much he hurt me. Then you went and did the exact same thing, in the exact same way as he did. All I ever did was show you kindness, affection, and care. How could you be so cruel?

I’m still not sure how to move past the trauma of our relationship and the tragedies we had to watch each other go through that tore our love apart

I’m scared because I’m so in love with our friendship but at the same time I’m so in love with you and I don’t know which one to choose

the world i a shitty place, but being with you makes that okay. i appreciate you more than you'll ever realize

hey i miss you. i want to talk to you. why wont you text me. my social life is shit and my studies. im messed up i need you. I love you but you probably dont even care or think about me.But im so excited for the holss. 3 days lets get it. they will be stressful but it will be worth it and i cant wait to do my bucket list and chrismassy thingsss. I hope
you come to your senses and see that you are missing a lot mf ily

this is not for my first love, but for my first heartbreak who made me the way i am
5 years i waited for you to gain the courage to be with me and when u did i thought i was in paradise. why did u made me believe u were also in love with me when u just used me? when i talked to u about my home problems you seemed to care but then when i tell u i don’t feel good u just couldn’t understand why i was so sad all the time. you made me be dependent on other people and being scared and having anxiety attacks when someone doesn’t answer me and ignore me on purpose and that fucked me up badly. i’m so fucking needy and i hate it so much. and i know it’s because of u. all the things u did to me u didn’t even say sorry we were bestfriends for 3 years and you didn’t care.

You were the first person i fell in love with. I was so deeply in love and i know you were too. but at one point it just didnt felt right anymore. I am sorry but it was best for both of us. I still miss you a lot.

why would you say you love me and then fuck 2 other ppl? That really hurt me. you broke something in me ill never be able to fix regardless of what I do

you are not the world, but you are everything that makes the world good. Without you, my life would still exist, but that's all it would manage to do.

you are not the world, but you are everything that makes the world good. Without you, my life would still exist, but that’s all it would manage to do.