Unsent messages to E.I
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: November 9, 2020, 1:13 am UTC
Te odio, te detesto. Desearía nunca haberte hablado, nunca haberte conocido. Desearía poder guardar tu recuerdo en una botella y tirarla al mar, desearía nunca haberme enamorado de ti. Fue lo más tonto que pude hacer, fui tan tonta al pensar que tú también te podías enamorar de mi, ni siquiera me veías como a una amiga ¿cierto? Fuiste el primer chico por el que lloré, tú eras mi todo... y un día sólo me dejaste, me sentí tan mal, me sentía tan insuficiente, me preguntaba qué había hecho mal, quería saber por qué solo me dejaste de hablar, quería preguntarte... pero no tuve el coraje, no tuve determinación y fue ahí que decidí que no volvería a humillarme por un chico, ahora te tocará sentir lo que es el rechazo absoluto, te haré sentir la misma porquería que tu me hiciste sentir...
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: November 4, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
I guess I have to throw out the feelings I have for you now. I’ve accepted the fact that we’re better as friends and you have someone in your heart already.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: November 4, 2020, 1:56 pm UTC
Every time I tried to move on from you, you’ll always come back with your usual ‘hi’ like nothing is happening. And then you’ll back to ignoring me again.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: November 1, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
How do you sleep at night knowing you hurt me? I tweeted everyday that I was suffering and you read those.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 30, 2020, 3:38 pm UTC
I did accepted the fact that you don’t feel the same. But what the hell am I supposed to do when you keep coming back?
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 29, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
It pains me when I told you that you’re gonna find someone to love you because I desperately want to be that person.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 29, 2020, 2:40 pm UTC
I’m so tired of you coming back every once in a month then go on ignoring me again. I like you, for fuck’s sake.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 28, 2020, 4:14 am UTC
I wish you could read this. I’m too scared to tell you. I know you’ve made it clear already but I wish you’d feel the same.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 26, 2020, 6:39 pm UTC
No, you’re not getting it. I don’t want to be friends with benefit. I want to love you for the rest of my life.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 25, 2020, 3:13 pm UTC
I got so tired crying knowing that I can never have you. But you keep coming back I don’t know what to do.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 22, 2020, 5:56 pm UTC
I just wish that by the time you’re emotionally available for someone else, I won’t be this hung up on you anymore.
From: ABC
To: e.i
Date: October 21, 2020, 1:26 pm UTC
you don’t know this and this is stupid since we’re basically strangers, but I was falling in love and I wish I could tell you.
