Unsent messages to A
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 15, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
you told me "i'm the best you'll ever have." god, were you wrong... i now know what it feels like to love and be loved.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:16 pm UTC
I miss the feeling of completeness I got when we were around each other. I get it still, but I miss you.
Katherine
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
I will never be able to love someone else as deeply as I loved you and that hurts me more than you ever could.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 14, 2020, 9:55 pm UTC
You do the crime, you won't do the time and you expect me to keep my mouth shut?? Fuck you, piece of shit. you saved my life and destroyed me completely. I'm shattered ''bff'' :(
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 14, 2020, 9:47 pm UTC
Fuck you. I feel so alone when it was always you who came, explained and made everything better again. I am lost beyond belief and it's your knife in my back, in my heart. Despicable.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 14, 2020, 8:31 pm UTC
Why did you tell me all of your deepest thoughts and worries and then left me to worry like its not your business
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 14, 2020, 3:17 am UTC
we used to clash at night. id wanna cuddle because i was too cold, but youd be too hot. id want to turn around but youd want me to stay cuddling. i used to shake my foot to sleep, it didnt bother you. you used to kiss me in my sleep. you treated me like i was eveything. you were my soulmate. i hate i ruined us just because i let my ego takeover. nights arent the same. i just want to wake up to your green eyes, pale skin shining in the sun. i just want to kiss your peach fuz face. and lay my head on your chest and listen to you breathe. i want to love you. i crave nothing but loving you. and us. i’m so sorry for everything. i know we wont ever be again but, a part of me can always hope. my grief, weighs heavy. from grieving the loss of us. the sunsets dont matter anymore like they used too. the feeling they gave me disappeared, i think thats how i know you finally let me go. im always the last to let go. thats why im so impatient to be first letting go. if you see this, and you still care or have hope in us, message me. ill be here.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
I felt nothing when I saw you today. I’m sooo thankful for getting over you and not having you in my life anymore!
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:57 pm UTC
I hope the universe brings us back together. I’m still in love with you, I’d drop everything to be with you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 3:35 pm UTC
i miss you.
truly.
i keep hoping i'll see you at the club and you'll say hi and you miss me too.
i don't know you anymore but i wish i did.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:47 pm UTC
You hurt me and i use to wish i never met you but now i just look back and think of the wrong you did to me.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:48 am UTC
if i one day get too tired of fighting, i hope you know you kept me alive for so long. i’ve never loved anyone else the way i love you—but i love us too much to tell you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:12 am UTC
i miss you so much. i have not stopped loving you. i'll forever love you, like i told you before you left.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
My brain should’ve passed the message to stop loving you down to my heart by now. I miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 4:07 am UTC
i went to my friend's house today and i remembered all the time we spend there, just hanging out and making out. i miss that, it's almost like i'm feeling homesick, but you were never my home, and i think that it's what hurts the most.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
it hurts me to be rude about u. i hate u i rlly do. but u loved me and all u ever did was love me. i just couldnt love u back and eventually we both messed up. i wish i could go back to it but i won’t. i cant. and even if i did it would never be the same
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:21 am UTC
do your parents hate me. ik ur dad does: he hates everyone that u hate. but your mum, she was always so nice and i hope she doesn’t think of me badly. i did love you i just was in the wrong place and i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
we cried and looked at the stars. it was only you that i could do that with. i was so broken then but now it’s worse when i have no one to cry with
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:12 am UTC
im sorry that i never cared as much as you did. you loved me, i was wrong, i don’t regret losing you but i regret not loving you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 12, 2020, 2:13 pm UTC
i still cry everytime i watch alice in wonderland. I never knew that you being the queen of hearts meant breaking mine.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
id stop the world to fix us. youve never been a game.. you were the only thing in life i took seriously n treated delicate
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:22 am UTC
hey i love you i wish we could talk i wish we could meet again i miss you i’m sorry i didn’t realise how much you meant to me until i lost u i’ll always care about u i love you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 12, 2020, 3:36 am UTC
when you cheated multiple times it broke me literally and I hate that you barely realize it, even if all of that is in the past and you apologized and tried to change, it still hurts me everyday.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 11, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
You were supposed to protect me. You were my first proper boyfriend and you took that to your advantage. Months spent dealing with trauma because you wouldn’t take No!
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 11, 2020, 3:50 am UTC
i think i realized i was in love with you when all i could think about is how i wanted you to walk along the beach with me
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 11, 2020, 2:55 am UTC
I always feel like i need to prove myself to you no matter what i do. You always bring up things from the past and hold it against me. I wish you knew how exhausting all of this is.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
I still don’t know if you truly left me for your ex or it was an excuse to end things without admitting you were bored of me
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:35 am UTC
we trigger each other. but i’m bending over backwards to be sensitive of your triggers while you still cheat on me.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:24 am UTC
I still don’t know if it was love or lust. but you broke me. please take back the memories, i don’t want them anymore.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 10, 2020, 1:38 am UTC
Even though the grief of you leaving sent me to the psych ward, i'd still run to you in a crowded room
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:49 am UTC
I don’t love you anymore, but I do miss the memories and laughs we had, you were good to me in the beginning ,but all good things come to an end
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
I like you so much, maybe I'll shoot my shot someday. I wrote too many songs about you and my mind cannot accept that it will remain on paper forever.
wish I could tell u,
julia
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 9, 2020, 1:07 pm UTC
I’m over you and I don’t love you anymore but seeing how fast you moved on and how happy you are with her hurts
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 9, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
after 9 years, i expected to heal from you - but with every friendship the fear you installed in me is there. just gfy.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 9, 2020, 2:35 am UTC
why do u give me mixed feelings during class and making me feel that u liked me back? when in fact, u told everyone that u liked her. pls stop giving me hope, im trying doing best to forget u.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
im really sorry for saying this pero akala ko talaga sa lahat ikaw magpagkakatiwalaan ko di ko lang akalain na magsisinungaling ka lang sakin pinagkatiwalaan kita kasi sabi mo magbabago ka pero turns out ikaw pa din yung cheater na kilala ko two timer i just cant believe na nagawa mo yon binigay ko ng buo tiwala ko tapos ganon hindi mo ba talaga mapigilan yung kati ? kung nagawa mo itago yung paguusap niyo na yun for sure theres so much more na kaya mo pang itago.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 12:01 pm UTC
I’m in love with you but i know you’re in love with her. It’s okay she’s beautiful and she deserves you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
Dear A, where do I begin its that I have no words or way to describe how you have changed my life for the better in so many ways and I honestly couldn't thank you enough. The way that you just get me and how we can just talk for hours and hours on end and how you are able to put a smile on my face in seconds is such a gift and you honestly make my day and im sorry I'm a pain in the ass sometimes but I love you for you and I love that your back in my life again thanks for being you ... Love M
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 3:47 am UTC
you’ll always have a special place in my heart. my first everything. i’ll never forget the moments we shared. but don’t think i’ve forgotten about the bad.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 3:40 am UTC
I think about you sometimes, I wonder if life would be different if we were still together. I was too scared to fall in love with someone miles away. I'm glad you have someone that makes you happy now, I hope she does everything I failed to do, I miss you everyday more & more. So upset with myself for letting it get toxic, but I couldn't fight for someone who wasn't fighting for me.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 1:48 am UTC
i would give anything to go back to the day we first met. before all the tears and toxic ness the time we first laid eyes on eachother. the day i saw u smile and were shy the first time i heard you laugh. but i would also give anything to go back to that day to never meet you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 1:21 am UTC
ur the one reason i dont give up. every night i cry at the thought of losing u, bc ill lose everything else when u go.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 8, 2020, 1:03 am UTC
ur love is the only thing that helps me forget about all that is going on in my life. please never go.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 7:18 pm UTC
were you ashamed of me? you hated photos with me but she is all over your feed now. i hope she makes you happier than i ever could.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
seeing you made me remember how happy I felt with you, I’ve not felt that for a long time.
I miss you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:33 pm UTC
Remember when you told me all the things that reminded you of me? Thats how I know Im still on your mind
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:18 pm UTC
I made a mistake.
I love him so much but I’ve always loved you more and I still do. I’m so sorry, love you forever.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 12:29 pm UTC
It’s 5 years later and you’re still on my mind.
I’m terrified that I’ll never love that way again.
You didn’t even like me back lol... and yet here I have always been, missing you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
ur so fucking ugly and cringe idk how i even dated you but you live and u learn and i think we would've been better off as friends and rushed things looking back at it.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:57 am UTC
i left because i knew i couldn’t fix you. i couldn’t repeat the same cycle we were in for 13 years. i’m sorry.
