I just wish you believed in your own potential the way I do. You could accomplish so many great things in your life.

you made me feel amazing. i figured out my sexuality through you. that’s a big accomplishment in my opinion. i loved you and will never stop. even if you don’t love me back.

Sometimes I wish we didn't end the way we did. It's hard for me to watch you live the relationship I always wanted. I think that in some alternate universe it was supposed to be us. But who knows, maybe in 10 years we'll find our way back to each other.

I’m so shy and more so around you. I watch you and I learn to like you more and more but, I know deep down I’m wasting my time. You mean something to me.

Solo anheló algún día ver un atardecer junto a ti mientras me cantas “moon talk-kidd keo”como una vez me lo dijiste poder darte un besito en la nariz, algún día estaremos juntos nuevamente y haremos todas esas cosas que siempre quisimos, juntos. Te amo y siempre te amaré, un besito hasta donde estés mi campeón):

"let me guess you wanna stay friends telling people that's how we been telling every body that we were barely speaking that's kinda funny why'd you call me everyday then"

yeah, okay, maybe I did want to say it back, maybe I was just scared to face the fact that I really might STILL have feelings for you. so even if you dont know, i love you too, gn.

regardless I’ll always love you , I miss you more than anything and I didn’t mean to hurt or let you down in any way:(

i know that you’re never gonna see this, but you have NO idea how much i am still in love with you. i met you when i was just 14, you were 15. you were my bestest friend, until i realised i was starting to fall for you. here i am, about to turn 18 and my feelings haven’t changed. you were the first and only boy i have ever fallen in love with and it hurts to know that we aren’t as compatible as i wished. i’d like to think that we’re right person wrong time, but i think that we’re wrong person wrong time. you are the one person that annoys me more than anyone yet i still manage to fall more in love with you even on our bad days. we always talked about our future, how many children we’re going to have, how old we’re going to be when we have them and what age we want to get married, but i feel like that will never happen. if you don’t end up becoming the father to my children, i’ll make sure to tell them about my first love and what it felt like. i love to look at you when you drive, you always look so pretty to me, even when you’re doing nothing. you know how much eye contact makes me nervous yet when you stare into my eyes it gives me the most amazing butterflies. i could go on for hours about how you make me feel. i want you to know how special you are to me, and that even if we don’t end up together in the future, you’re always going to mean something to me. i don’t know what i’d do if something happened to you. my life would turn upside down, and even on days where you would be in the worst mood possible and take it out on me, i’d still think you were so perfect. i miss kissing all over your face, especially your cheeks. you’d never admit it to anyone, but i know you loved it, it made you feel cared for. i wish i could do that one last time, i wish i could look into your big hazel eyes while you look down at me and i wish i could tickle up and down your back while you fall asleep with your face in my neck. i love you.

3 months away from graduating and all I can think about is how we were supposed to move in together after.

daisies... I'm allergic to them but they are my favorite. you are my daisy. u hurt me but I still love you.

you're everything i've ever wanted. I hold onto you after you've done me wrong multiple times because no matter what, you will always be the most amazing man to me.

I miss you so much. everyday because of you i look in the mirror and wonder why i wasn't good enough, why you talked to me if you didn't mean it. I hate you so much for what you did to me, but its not your fault. It's mine. I should have seen it coming. No one that perfect would ever like me. No 6'2 brown hair, eye eyes, skater, jock would ever like me. I should have seen this coming. When your friends tried to worn me i didn't listen because i trusted you! because of you i can love someone the same. I have doubts about everything everyones says now because i don't have the ability to trust someone. You took a piece of me. A piece that i hope you take care of. I miss you everyday but i don't think i would ever take you back. After all the pain you caused you still don't care about me. You don't give me the time of day and Im tired of giving you chances when you could care less. This is my final goodbye.

I'm afraid I must face the realization that love was not in your abyss...but in the absence of it, that my desire to hold on was not to you, but to my desire to love and be loved, I regret having idealized you so much and for so long and not being able to enjoy what we really were, just friends.
All this time we were just two asymptotes playing to fill our gaps

Thank you for everything. I still wish you texted me back though. As much as I want to hate you, I can't. Your name is still my favorite one to say

Can you just tell me wether you want me or not. Im tired of loving you with my whole heart and not receiving anything back.

For so long i thought I could only ever love you, but in reality i got attached to you at a time where i was so numb to all feelings but with you i could feel something. Now looking back i can finally let go cause i know you never liked me as much as i loved you

I’m still waiting for the day I meet another guy I like more than I liked you. I’m sorry I never told you the truth, I couldn’t handle the rejection.

You broke my heart. I fell in love with you but you loved my best friend and that hurt a lot. It's been 3 years and I can finally say that I will always love you but I am over you.

I guess I never really expected you to leave,
I always thought I'd have one more moment with you. what do I do with all this leftover love? If i can't even give it to you. Who knew it would be temporary but I guess I should've expected it because you weren't the type for relationships.

I just wish that I was good enough for you. I just wish that you were in love w me the way that I am with you. I just wish you were able to treat me the way that i want and deserve. I wish I never had to think about ending our relationship but the truth is your constant uncertainty are making me feel uncertain. I don't know how much longer I can do this for. I just want to be loved the way I love and I want you to be there for me the way you were before. I just want everything to go back to the way it was. I miss you.

i trusted you and you took advantage of me. it's not my place to judge anybody - but you're a shitty person.

I never saw a relationship other than friendship but i hoped everynight that you would eventually like me more than just a friend.

I hate that I think about you from time to time. You absolutely wrecked my perception of dating permanently.

it didn't hurt cutting you out of my life it hurt finding out you talked shit about me who was your best friend at the time. honestly, how could you do that to someone. i really thought i could trust you.

llegaste en uno de los peores momentos de mi vida, y entonces hiciste que todo cambiase por completo y que yo fuese feliz

i miss the person you were years ago. we never talk anymore so i have no clue of the person you are today. despite that i still hold hope that you occasionally miss me and think of me the way i think of you too.

I know you were one of my soulmates and if that's how they teach you important things, I hope you were my last one to meet.

ur not my first love but u were very important to me. i don’t understand why u left me did i do something wrong? i thought i meant more to u. u were my first and only real best friend and still almost 3 years later no one has been able to fill the hole u left in me. i’m lonely suffering everyday i have no one to share memories with, cry too, laugh with anymore. i know i should be over u by now but it’s hard when after you left it was just me by myself and i still have no one. i hope ur happy with the pain ur causing me and i hope ur happy and not lonely like me i hope i find someone better than u and someone who won’t leave me so quickly and easily. fuck you

Hi, so I guess I’m writing this for closer I’m not really sure why but I need it off my chest you called me your sister right but sister don’t do what you did they don’t go to you first everything they don’t just think of she won’t care even though he put her through so much pain. You saw one of the last text he ever sent me when he was in love with me but did that just mean nothing how I opened up like that you broke me more then him. Yes I might be friends with him like oh why aren’t you mad at him believe me I was I really was then I realized he’s not the person I go to when I’m sad or have good news or just want someone you where I called you my family for so long but I guess family can ruin you to. You broke me Fr but when I heard you talked about me like that made me rethink why I let you be with him and let myself think this was normal because believe it’s not I would have never done it to you. I still want to call you my sister but when I say that I rethink everything I know now you will always choose yourself over me and I have to be okay with that but why would I still choose to make you happy over myself honestly I don’t know why but I feel our sister hood will have to stop for awhile maybe in the future we will be okay but for now I can still be your friend but the sister hood is gone.

I don't know why you feel so special to me when you are just some person I know. But the way you look at me, the way you laugh and how you speak in your voicemails.The feeling you gave me when I suddendly saw one of your stupid messages and got a call from you. When I saw your name on the screen.How you didn't let me touch you at first and then started to let me lean on your shoulder or hold your hand to run faster. It made me feel special, and I hope that you felt it too..the feeling of our dumb starring contests? Just you and me, like all the others weren't there. It felt special..didn't it? I'm not doing well right now..please text me I really need you but I'm not sure if you want me near you..

you look so cool while youre skatin. I wish I could stand next to you and ask you all the things I wanna know about you. While the others don't interrupt us and it's only me and you.

i think at one point i genuinely liked you back. but i have a problem with trying to always cater to everyone’s needs and it’s exhausting. they all told me to not go for you, so i didn’t. i feel stupid for it bc i miss our facetimes but i’m scared we’ll hurt each other because i feel like you’ve already moved on. or maybe you just go for what’s available.

you like me. or do you? i don’t know anymore. i’m sorry I’M the confusing one when you can’t even tell me what you want anymore.

you said you wanted to marry me. i am now in a new relationship, and crave nothing other than you. you. you.

I FUCKING HATE YOU BITCH I WANT YOU IN A DITCH
UGH
U MAKE ME EERIE IIIIIIIIIITCHHHHHHHHHHH
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I wish you could see how much I hurt everyday because of you. And I still can't leave because you are the first guy I've ever loved.

Te extraño y quiero escribirte pero no sé si tu deseas que lo haga. Espero que seas feliz, de todos modos.

I’m happy you found someone better than I could ever be for you. You deserve better than I could ever offer and I’m sorry for everything I did that hurt you.

I thought I had a lot left to say and I desperately wanted closure. Then I realized u ghosting me said it all.

U cuase me pain but I don’t care cuase I liked u so much. I want u so bad and want to be with u but u don’t feel the same way abt me. Sometimes ur amazing but I just think it’s not gonna work. I tell u a lot but u are so secretive I don’t know who is the real u and Wht I will be facing. I want to and do love u. U have been my greatest Wht if. And Ik u don’t feel the same way, but that’s life and pain. fuck this and fuck that

i wish you wouldn't have left without saying goodbye. i wish you would have stayed. i knew somewhere in my gut you were the one.

fuccckk i miss seeing your name pop up on my phone and hearing your voice when falling asleep, i miss just you being there, thinking that maybe you thought of me when going to sleep, which you probably didn't do, but it was the hope that you cared, and now that we're not talking, for about 2 months already, it all feels weird - i know you've moved on, you're there getting your degree in some science field, and
i'm here sitting thinking about you 24/7, these thoughts don't let me sleep sometimes. i wish we lasted longer, but it's ok i guess it is how it was meant to be

i don't know if i'll ever meet someone who will make me feel all those things that i felt when we were talking. like, i know i can get almost every guy i want, but what's the point if they all can't give me the same energy and thrill as you did? and you did it not even realising what you were doing, you were just being your-fuckboy-self, so winning you was harder than usual and the bar was so low- if only you gave a shit about meeting the expectations - no, you knew you didn't have to try since i was already attached to you. but you've said that you hate yourself so many times that i can't understand what gave you the permission to act like you can treat girls that way.. something doesn't add up
but still i hope my next crush won't be anything like you

Even after all the trauma you put me through, I still wish you well. I hope 1 day you’ll face your demons and will solve what caused you to inflict pain on others. And I hope the person who’s now in your life will not suffer as much as I did. They’re nice. I wish you healing.

loving you made me discover myself. we fell out, yes, but i wish you all the best there is. you will always be my fuego.

fuck it no matter what i do and how much i try, i can’t possibly explain in words or gestures how much i love you

i hope u come back before it’s too late
i love u with my whole heart, but i can’t wait forever
i’m sorry

everything reminds me of u
literally everything
i’m sorry we are in this situation now
i love u with my whole heart

Nunca te dije lo que sentía, y sí, tuve un crush contigo. No te lo dije porque tenía miedo a que me rechazaras que era lo más probable. Solo quiero decirte que no recuerdo bien el porqué las cosas terminaron así pero espero volver a tener esa linda amistad