it's stupid cause it's been so long and i've been over you but on the days you come to mind i can't help but wish we never met. if i had the chance to go back in time i'd sit anywhere besides the back of the classroom beside you and make sure that this time around, you'd be one less mistake i've made.

you led me on. you made me think you actually loved me. when in reality you just wanted to fuck. you forced me to take off my shirt. you forced me to take that picture. when i tried to put my shirt back on, you grabbed me and i couldnt put it back on. out of everyone i never thought youd be the one that did this to me. you never wanted me, you just wanted my body. you used me to make yourself feel better. i was just your entertainment while you were hurt. youre so bad for me. but i love you

just let go of me quietly, I know you’ll never love me and I don’t want to spend my birthday thinking of that

last year at this time i had to leave the table to cry bc i was still heartbroken over u. this year my new gf and i’m more in love than ive ever been. i’m so happy u dumped me

words can't express my loved for you. your laugh replays in my head everynight. i hope whoever your with treats you the best. i should have answered your missed calls.

I treated you with nothing but respect and kindness and you treat me like a stranger. Someone who ruined you, when you were the one who ruined me. I did nothing wrong but yet you’re the one speaking bad of me, telling people i’m a terrorist. For what? For existing? For being me?

i'd rather die than ever see you sad. you deserve so much happiness and i'm going to do whatever it takes to give you that happiness

Haven’t seen you in 4 years.You unadded me. You were my first love and i will always love you and miss you.Goodbye

I miss you so much.But I dont think you feel the same way.The last time we saw each other, we didnt say goodbyes.You are my first love and you have a piece of my heart. Please never let it go.

You really hurt me and my feelings and you didn't acknowledge the fact that I had struggled to say anything and you didn't acknowledge that I actually cared about you and you just cut me out without an explanation and didnt even give me a chance to explain my reason why I said no a why I didn't go out with you. You we're my best friend but you didn't trust me and constantly made me feel bad when I didn't share my problems with you. You caused so much anger and sadness in my life when we stopped talking, and you kept telling me that I changed even though I hadn't and you didnt give me a chance to say anything except you just made it awkward for everyone else. You also spread lies about me and told others things I had never or would do in my life. You knew that I had trust issues but you continued to push me by making share what I went through even though I wasn't comfortable and you made me feel bad when I shared my feelings with other people. I wish we could talk again and that we can be best friends again. I miss you and I constantly think about our time together. And hope that we can reconnect again

and just like that it's finally over. Maybe in another universe or lifetime it will finally end with us. with just love between us. keep smiling, love.

and just like that it's finally over. Maybe in another universe or lifetime it will finally end with us. with just love between us. Ps. Smile more, love.

honestly ... you really make my life a lot happier (even if you're unaware) despite everything i'm going through right now, and i'm really grateful for that. thank you. so much.

Hey, I had a huge crush on you. Realistically, it wouldn’t work out, but it feels nice letting this out. I wish I knew what you thought about me. I could never tell with you.

i know that we are meant to be, but i also know that you will never be brave enough. its okay. just don’t forget me and all the things we did.

i know that we are meant to be, but i also know that you will never be brave enough. its okay. just don’t forget me and all the things we did.

Sometimes when i wake up i forget you left, then it hits me and all the pain comes back. I’ll always have a place for you in my heart and arms my love.

this was the color of your sweatshirt i had. i didn’t take that off for 3 days after i got it. giving it back to you was the hardest thing i’ve ever done

i’ll always love u, i believe we are the right ppl at the wrong time, in another universe ik we did work out. i just know it.

Today I got a haircut, not too short tho. My hair got too much to take care of and it was frizzy and dry so I decided to make things easier.

Cutting things off sure makes life easier.......I’m not sure if you prefer short or long hair, oh well.

Cutting hair doesn’t mean my life gets a fresh start, it just feels different and even sadder.

Around 3 AM there’s going to be some sort of eclipse outside, but I’ll probably be asleep by then.

If you’re awake....can you watch it for me?

That’s all I ask for, it’s not like you’re going to read this letter but since we’re in the same timezone, maybe just maybe you’ll go outside and look at the moon.

Every now and then I’ll write letters to you for a while until I get my life together again....if that happens. When I do stop writing them, it will mean either three things

1. I got lazy
2. I forgot you
3. Neither

It feels nice to vent here...it’s my little space where letters keep flowing from different people so you’ll never know it’s me...hehe.

I wish I was good enough for you, I wanna spill my heart out to you but you don't care about me and never did

sorry about your dog, you deserve better than what the world is putting you through. youre gonna be okay

you helped me when i was at my lowest, and maybe that is why i can not let go? you are the reason for me being here, alive and breathing, today and for that i am so unbelievably thankful. i wish you knew how much you and your words helped me. maybe i can not let go because you do not know how much you meant to me? maybe all i have to do is reach out and tell you everything, every single thing, that is on my mind. maybe then i will finally get peace?

esogi rojo por que asi siempre te voy. recordar tu y yo juntas con nuestrro uniforme rojo, tu hablandome por primera vez y yo como tonta viedno lo hermosa que es tu sonrisa.

y cuando te vi sonreir por primera vez pense, wow podria ver esa sonrisa por el rsto de mi vida y seria feliz, lastima que el universo no me dejo conservar esta felicidad para siempre, ni siquiera solo en esta vida.

Was it worth it? It seems that you didn't even care I was waiting for you, to give you all I could. You just preferred him.

There’s only so many fairy lights that can hide how horrible this place is. While we were underneath them I forgot how horrible people can really turn out to be. My bad. Maybe next time I won’t be so naive.

I have no need for you in my life, in fact I could go as far as to say I don’t want you in my life, so I’ve been trying to figure out why, when the world goes quiet, why is it you that I dream of.

i just want to know youll be there always, dont care in what way but just that youll always be a part of my life

i know you know what you did. i wonder what we could’ve been. maybe a different time. i cared about you with my whole being and i wish i could’ve shown it. i still don’t know why i froze-i guess i wasn’t used to it. i know for a fact that if now that happened, i would love every second of it. and no. i didn’t love you. you didn’t love me either. and that’s ok. we did what we could and i don’t regret it. all that you put me through made me feel things i’ve never felt before, but i know that i never could’ve learned those things if you didn’t do what you did. yes it still stings. everytime it gets brought up, i wince. sometimes i even cry. but i know it’s all over, and that’s ok.

I know i don’t need u, but every time i try to let u go it seems as though u find your way back to me.

People said I would wake up one day and be over you. It’s been over 3 years, I just wake up more in love.

Thank you for your time with me, I like to think that we were not a mistake for each other, but rather part of the way, I loved you a lot.

yes i miss you but i’ve learned that i miss the thought of who you used to be and not who you are. wish you the best :)

though it has been a week , and you may be mad at me . please understand . you promised me and i believed you , because i love you . we messed up and things will never be the same...ever

I don't know if what we had really was love. But we were good friends and we were still close. I always regret how things ended but I was so young and so stupid. Now I'm just too scared to ever try to reach out again. I hope you're okay. I hope you moved on. I hope you got everything you ever wanted.

i would stop everything in my life to make sure you were happy, but you wouldn't even ask me 'how are you?'

I'm sorry for hurting you. Thank you for making me feel something when no one else could. I love you.

i wish i could just speak to you again before that night, the things i would do to talk to you again.

I’m not even hurt by what you did anymore. I’m hurt that you’ve made me question my instincts about people years later

today would’ve been our anniversary. i miss you so much it tears me apart. we almost made it baby. i love u.

your touch feels like home. you look at me like i’m the only person you’ve ever seen...with eyes this shade on blue. i want to kiss you so bad...but i’m scared you’ll run away.

No sé si quiero ser como tu, ser tú, ser tu amiga o si te quiero, pero cualquier relación quiero tener contigo para ver cómo eres, ojalá el destino me de esa oportunidad

we only talked for one night, but it was the happiest I felt in years. Sorry I wasn't what you wanted, or can hold onto bc of your situation right now. but I don't think I'll be here for you when you are ready.

No sabes cuanto daría para regresar el tiempo, para regresar a lo felices que éramos, a cada risa, a cada te quiero, a cada llamada para decirte lo mucho que te quiero, si aun te quiero de la misma forma e incluso podría arriesgarme a decir que te amo. Te extraño. Eres y serás mi mas lindo amor.

i care about you so much and i feel that i will truly love you. you make me feel like i’m okay. i love you for it.

i wish you were here. Things aren’t the same anymore and I would give everything to hold you one.last.time

wow I really miss the old u I’m still wondering why u changed lol,did I ruin our friendship it’s just not the same anymore :( please come back we still talk it’s just I can’t even explain it lol

you gave me flowers and kisses and everything, and now you’re leaving because you think you weren’t giving enough

We've been messaging for a while now and I know to you this seems like a close friend thing. But to me it means more. I really like you but could never say.