Unsent messages to A
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 9, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
The day you lied to my face is the day I stopped loving you. I stayed for months after but not for love I just didn’t want anyone else to have you. That’s all.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
You are the connection I’ve longed for my whole life. I will never find someone who understands me the way that you do. I still love you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:22 pm UTC
i really thought u were right for me, but now that you’ve left me i realise maybe u weren’t
i still love u tho
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
i really thought u were right for me, but now that you've left me i realise maybe u weren't
i still love u tho
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
i thought u were so right for me, but now that you’ve left me i realise maybe u weren’t
i still love u tho
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 5:12 pm UTC
My shin still
hurts from banging it on your bed two years ago. I wonder if my body will always remember you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 5:04 pm UTC
i wanted to tell u i loved u last night but i don’t want to fuck this up. so, until then, i rlly like u a lot, ok?
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 10:09 am UTC
You always come back when my life is going good and you always ruin it. I could be doing the best I ever been but then here you come and make things much more difficult than they should be. Then when you try to let me go, I don't want you to.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 8, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
i always thought you would fill the empty void in my life. then i realized that i'm the only one who can do that.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:22 pm UTC
I knew you might not love me anymore when I came back, but you not even looking me in the eyes broke my heart.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
I'm moving soon, but please don't let the distance come between us. Tell me what the sunset looks like.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
You showed me the most passionate love that I’ve ever experienced in my life. You told me that I deserve the world and how you never give it all to me, no matter how hard you tried. Your love was like a constantly lit fireplace in my life. You’re gone now, but that’s okay. We’re both off in our own little world. If it’s meant to be, we’ll meet up again some day. If it’s not, then that’s fine too. I just want you to be happy. I don’t think that I necessarily love you anymore, but I’m grateful for the time and energy we put into each other. Our relationship showed me how precious and innocent young love is; how freeing it was to be a dreamer and a complete visionary. It showed me that I am deserving of love. You gave me the confidence that I have today and I will forever be in your debt for that. But it’s time to let you and the thought of you go. May we meet again someday in some alternate universe. Perhaps in a van or a mansion. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 3:16 pm UTC
It hurts so much that I can't even tell you that I'm in love with you just because you're 900kms away..
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 2:51 pm UTC
I am so sorry but I just don’t know what the hell is happening. I’m losing myself and I don’t like it. Perhaps, I should make the conscious decision to stop posting/reading the blog.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:11 am UTC
i don’t know why i am writing this but i hated you but now i don’t i enjoy your company and i haven’t seen you 8 months and i really miss our talks. your the only person i can open up to
thank you for always being there for me
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 4:50 am UTC
Hola ex mejor amigo, escribo aquí deseándote suerte, te amé, sufrí, lloré, te perdono por cada cosa que me hiciste.
Espero que seas feliz y un día encuentres el amor.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
you twisted my ring, and i called it love. i wrote 5 songs about you, and you called it "let's just be friends."
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 7, 2020, 3:33 am UTC
siento que tengo algo que me ata a ti algo que hace que no deje de pensar en ti aunque tengo mas que claro que no te intereso en lo mínimo, aunque no fuimos algo concreto, no se en verdad que es lo que me hace extrañar algo que nunca tuve
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 6, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
some days talking to you was the only good thing i had. i used to trust you with my heart. what happened to us?
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 6, 2020, 8:25 pm UTC
some days talking to you was the only good thing i had. i used to trust you with my heart. what happened to us?
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 6, 2020, 11:10 am UTC
¿te pensabas que no me iba a enterar? Tu, mi puta mejor amiga te tiraste al que sabias que me gustaba y x el que estaba y estoy vaya pillada desde hace años y joder no sabes lo mal que se siente eso y ojala , ojala no te sientas nunca como me siento por culpa de mi enserio que te follen
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 5, 2020, 11:06 pm UTC
Espero que estes feliz, es duro saber que en dos meses me superaste, yo llevo un año intentando olvidarme de ti... pensaba que nos habiamos enamorado
Y no que solo me habia enamorado yo
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 5, 2020, 5:00 pm UTC
You loved me like no one else ever had and I was terrified. I wish I knew better. I wish I’d let you in.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 5, 2020, 2:27 pm UTC
ill never know if you loved me too. i guess the timeing was just off but i have loved you since 3rd grade
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 5, 2020, 12:48 pm UTC
You steal you push you take so much from me although I still know who I am. I don’t know who you are.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 4, 2020, 4:21 pm UTC
i miss the times after PE when we used to spend hours in the locker room just to listen to music and mess around with your basketball. no words. just vibes.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 4, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
I am sorry that I don’t hang out with our group when you are there too. But it hurts too much to even look at you these days.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 4, 2020, 12:18 pm UTC
i really care about you and i think you care about me,too. but not much as i do. just like everybody else...
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 4, 2020, 10:19 am UTC
You know the feeling that when you holding your hands and your heard beats, but then you found out that his heart is beating for your bestfriend. Thats hurts like shit.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 4, 2020, 6:21 am UTC
every time i drift away, you pull me back in. I see the pattern, but blissful ignorance feels better than unrequited love.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 4, 2020, 6:20 am UTC
every time i drift away, you pull me back in. I see the pattern, but blissful ignorance feels better than unrequited love.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 3, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
Your sister said I broke your heart. You're the one that left. Nobody asked how my heart was. still love u though.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:05 pm UTC
You taught me that love implies pain & it stuck with me & I’m still afraid even after leaving
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 3, 2020, 1:00 am UTC
I should have told you what you meant to me.
I should have kissed you longer.
And now I still think about you when the sky is purple and when it's 3:44 am.
I hope you've been well since you left me.
And I hope she makes you happy.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 3, 2020, 12:57 am UTC
I should have told you what you meant to me.
I should have kissed you longer.
And now I still think about you when the sky is purple and when it's 3:44 am.
I hope you've been well since you left me.
And I hope she's the one you've been searching for.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 11:35 pm UTC
why cant i get over you? its been more than a year since you choose her yet each time we talk i feel our spark
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
i really hope i’m going to marry u someday. i’m complete when i’m with u. i love u from the bottom of my heart.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
i really hope i’m going to marry u someday. i’m complete when i’m with u. i love u from the bottom of my heart.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 5:42 pm UTC
every time i drift away, you pull me back in. I see the pattern, but blissful ignorance feels better than unrequited love.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 5:12 pm UTC
i still love you but you have to stop trying to talk to me like everything is fine. please. just let me heal.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:53 pm UTC
When I’m around you, I feel euphoric. You make me smile, laugh and cry, in the good way. Im in love with you. I have been for some years now. You have my heart, but I know someone else has yours. Seeing you in love with others hurts so bad, but as long as you’re happy, I my heart can bare it. I love you. I just need to learn how to let you go. I love you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
You don’t know this, but I’m in love with you. I’ve had a crush for a couple of years, it’s really hit me now about how much you mean to me. The truth is, it hurts seeing you in relationships. I get jealous, but I hold it in. Your happiness is important to me, and it always will be. The way you make me laugh, the way you comfort me, how you make me smile, you have my heart. You’re the reason why I’m here today and you don’t know it. I love you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 12:18 pm UTC
i really am sorry and i wish we didn't end up where we are now, but it probably is all for the better.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 2, 2020, 8:27 am UTC
I was aware that I fell out of love somewhere in the middle of our relationship, but deep down, I knew that I'll never find anyone else like you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
im so sorry i hurt you, it wasnt supposed to be like that. one day i hope you find someone that loves you and wants you the way i couldnt
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 10:17 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish that you would see all of the things I've written here and know the truth because I'm too scared to tell you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 10:04 pm UTC
I hate that you love her. I hate that she loves you. I hate that neither of you know that I love you too.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 4:16 pm UTC
thanks for being my first kiss and so much more. the most perfect person a 13 year old girl could ask for
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 2:45 pm UTC
what were we? friends? or did u like me? why did u do those things when u clearly don't like me like that? why did u hug me and showed me u cared when u are clearly going to leave? i loved u and i still do.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 7:55 am UTC
i seriously really like you. i know you've probably felt this before but i've never felt as safe and loved than when i'm with you. i'm sorry i never quite know what to say. i just wanna be in ur arms rn.
p.s. i wish my friends would stop flirting with you.
