Hey, ik that we only broke up recently but i really just want to express how i feel about you. I still love you, I miss you and i miss what we had. you were my brightness in the dark and i really want to thank you for everything. i know that we broke off on good terms and that both of us didnt want this to happen but it did but i fell like you're not telling me everything and the real reasoning on why we did break off. you want to be friends when i find that difficult bc i want to be more than friends. when you left i lost a bit of myself. ive been missing you like crazy but yet ik that you dont fell the same bc you said it yourself... " im not as in much pain as you" and really that only meant one thing to me, that your feelings were either genuine but then you lost feelings or they werent real. it still upsets me a lot and im sorry for what you have been put through, but to me i find the situation to be a little unfair. i was there for you all the time when you were barely there for me. tho im not mad at you or upset at you... im mad and upset about how we cant have what we used to have anymore. in all honesty i dont want to even see you, hear from you nor see what you do on your socials. bc im not going to lie you hurt me badly. i wish you well and i hope that things are good for you.