lots of people struggle with long distance relationships but we did it perfectly, we didnt see each other for 2 years but we were closer than anything and i truly loved and appreciated you. i still do. it breaks my heart to know that i no longer have someone to tell everything to. someone to trust everything with. but at least i did at one point and i am beyond grateful. i am so sorry if i was ever too clingy, i am so sorry i didnt appreciate you enough. i am so sorry for blocking you, the topic of you was too toxic for my mental health i had to cut you off. im ashamed i still cry over you because i was probably one of the many girls you talked to. but at the time i felt so special and loved for once. once again thank you for everything and i miss you a lot. even if we don't become as close it would mean so much if we started talking again. i love you and goodbye.

in case i overthink things, and never say it in person, in this very moment, i am in love with you alexander.

I wasnt in love with you, God knows i didnt love you but u made me see colours for the first time, u were making my world red then blue, But u always kept calling her At your most vulnerable..u chose her and i chose u.

hey ur schools finshed now, ur so lucky ive got one day but im so excited. ive done everything i feel so left out tho and heather doesnt even like me any more. and i dont know what presents im getting, i feel like they are bad, she doesnt put any effort in it. I hate my life rn but im sooo excited for the future. Come with me ily buena nochos!

when you cheated multiple times it broke me literally and I hate that you barely realize it, even if all of that is in the past and you apologized and tried to change, it still hurts me everyday.

"i can tell that you're at your best. i'm selfish so i'm hating it."
i know you're happy. i'm happy too. but i miss u.

i think i fell in love with the idea of you. im sorry for everything i did and im sorry that i hurt you. if i hurt you it was an accident. you hurt me on purpose. im sorry but i wouldnt do anything differently.

maybe one day, we will find the way to each other again. and maybe not, but im done waiting for you to come back.

You were the only person I've ever been able to feel completely loved and I really thought you wanted to be with me forever

Now I have trust issues and broken pieces of the love and friendship we had. Please come back...

i really do miss you and i am so sorry about the pain i caused you, that we caused together. i hope we will come together again.

hey i love you i wish we could talk i wish we could meet again i miss you i’m sorry i didn’t realise how much you meant to me until i lost u i’ll always care about u i love you

we never spoke in person before but i still loved you. we only spoke through a friend (who you liked and they liked you back). im really sorry that i was mean to you i never intended to hurt your feelings but i guess after sending you a few messages i started to like you a lot. you always look at me at school and i know youre looking ha but anyways ive liked you for the past 2 years. even if we never speak again i hope youre doing well and i hope the next person you decide to love is happy because they should be as they get to spend most of their time with you. from R :)

id stop the world to fix us. youve never been a game.. you were the only thing in life i took seriously n treated delicate

You made me feel like I’m easy to leave. You never explained. You never made me feel like miss me yet I can’t forget you. It’s been three years and I still miss you painfully. I hope I cross your mind.

And everytime when I'll see a dinosaur I will think of you. RawR.
From November 'till our time expires. Even if it already did, you were the reason of my childish smile. I already said it, but when you first "stole" my first kiss you also stole a part of my heart.

I will never know what we could have been if the virus hadn't separated us. it was not us who decided

i still hope the snaps you send are more then just streaks, because i think of you every night before i go to bed, and every morning when i wake up. and im hoping all the scenarios i come up with in my head are true, because you were there for me when i was about to quit. and those scenarios made me want to stay, just to see if they would happen one day. you had a girlfriend when i first started liking you, she was perfect. everything i wanted to be, especially yours. when i got over you for the first time, she and i became friends. although, i dont think i was actually over you. because im the reason you broke up. i told her to do it. it wasnt in a bad way bc i wanted you, i did it without thinking of my own selfish porpoises. i comforted you when she broke up with you. i was there for you A, just like you were there for me. i havent told anyone about my feelings. i dont want to. i know nothing will most likely every happen, but i still like to put you as my love interests in my stories, you know, the ones in my mind. sometimes i ahve voices in my head, telling me “have you seen the signs? he obv likes you back!”, but i know that’s just what i want to be true, even tho its not, and i know that, im ok with that... i think

No entiendo porque algunas veces te puedes portar Yam cortante y otras veces Yam amoroso porfa decídete que mi corazón sufre

i don't know why you mean so much to me, at this point i am just hurting myself. i couldn't have been the only one who felt that connection, right? i guess i'll never know...

Sé que es difícil pero lo superaré, estaré bien pero no tan bien como tú. Me dejaste como un pedazo de papel y me rompiste. ¡Te levantaste y te fuiste como si nada! pero está bien, estoy bien. solo sé, vete a la mierda

i still cry everytime i watch alice in wonderland. I never knew that you being the queen of hearts meant breaking mine.

Idk how to tell him, after 8 years of relation, that idk if i love him anymore. How can i tell him that i kinda like girls more ??‍♀️ Fml.

maybe I was to caught up in a dream to think I had a chance against her.

-and it hurts cause I still think about u

अमूल्य, मुझे तुम्हारी कमी बहुत महसूस होती है | तुमने मुझे बहुत दुःख दिया पर मैं फिर भी तुमसे प्यार करती हूँ ।

there hasn't been a day where i haven't thought of you, or missed what we had, i have so many mixed emotions right now, i can't decide if we were really meant to be or if you were just another chapter in my life. and im scared i won't find anyone else, and that no one will ever love me like you did. I'm scared that im never gonna move on, but you weren't right for me , or maybe you were, most of our relationship is now becoming a blur, all the hurt and most of the good, but there are still little things that remind me of you. even though our beginning was perfect, our end left me hurt and lost. I don't know how to feel or what to do, but there's no way something wasn't off with us. and i cant help but wonder if you felt that way too. sometimes i just sit here and think about how you're feeling, and if you feel the same way as me. Or if you're relieved that everything went down the way they did. Because you've changed and that's been the hardest pill to swallow. I want to be happy and i want to get over you, but so much of the hurt i felt has been blurred out that now i think everything was my fault. and what you said stuck with me. Maybe i should've stayed and given you another chance, but at the end of the day we wanted different things and we are different people. hopefully one day we both move on and find better.

It’s going to be your birthday soon. You are still the love of my life and I hope you are happy, with or without me.

wish i could dance with you one last time .. or answer the phone to hear you tell me all your crazy stories i never got sick of .. wish you still wanted me.

i'm sorry our prides and friend groups got in the way of a potential friendship. i'm sorry. i miss and love u. fly high

Would you have ended the conversation the same way if you knew that it would be the last time we talk?

cant tell if i want you back or want to never hear from you again. cant tell whether i miss or hate you. cant honestly distinguish any feelins i have towards you now. hope you're doing better & its been easier for you.

i never will understand what she is that i wasn’t for you, but it’s been a year and i still want you back

I miss you more than ever. Now you have a girlfriend, I know that you never fell in love with me the way i fell in love with you.
H

i’ve been cheating on my boyfriend with you and feel like shit because of it, but you were my first love and you came back into my life when you saw i was happier with another person and i hate you for it

You made me cry so many times. I saw something in you but it was corrupted. You suck and I'm glad I forgot you

I think we both knew, we stayed up late talking about music and how i loved that one band. I kept thinking about you every single night after that, it gave me butterflies. I should of told you how i felt. But i didn’t and was too late.

Childish is what it was, the way you lead me on and destroyed me into small pieces. I am back up again and all fixed up, but you broke me in the first place after all I did was love you.

i sent you a long paragraph to tell you how i feel. now i feel as if it was useless because you still treat me like shit.

i know we have moved on but u still hold a place in me that no one else can fill, we may have both moved on but i still love you

i know we have moved on but u still hold a place in me that no one else can fill, i may have found someone new who treats me better than you but still ur just different to the others

We were never anything and I never had feelings for you and just thought of you as a friend. You made me insecure about things I shouldn't be insecure about. You made me upset to no end and I cried myself to sleep multiple times. You don't respect people bounders and because of you I continue to not trust guys more and more. One thing I have to say for you is in the future respect people understand that no is no and don't try and force people to do things they don't wan't to do. Don't believe everything your friends say when you didn't here it from me. I wish you hadn't hurt me the way you did.

I was the one to end it but afterwards when we talked about the misunderstandingI was full of regret. Now I can never have you back. But why her?

You make me so fucking angry. Nothing ever seems to be your fault. Stop acting like a child and figure yourself out

I wish I had opened up about my feelings for you when I had the chance. But honestly, I was too scared.

Me gustabas mucho,JAJAJA estaba loca por ti, amaba tu sentido del humor,a veces tus chistes malos, compartíamos muchas cosas aunque no éramos nada, nunca llegamos a formalizar pero te amaba demasiado y ahora estoy en proceso de superación:) pero creo que nunca superaré la canción que me dedicaste y siempre me acordaré de ti cuando escuché a tu banda favorita de la cual estabas obsesionado hasta que me empezó a gustar también:') te quiero

Think I found a message from you on here today and I can’t express how sorry I am it didn’t work out. You are amazing and I was the luckiest girl in the world when I got to spend time with you. I know there is someone out there that can give you what I can’t and you’ll be so happy with them. Thank you for all of it.

You hurt me worse than I could've imagined. I'm better without you but it's hard cause I thought you were perfect.

i know we have an established neutral relationship but the way you treat other people is really shit and i'm moving on for good

i know you don’t love me back, but the time we spend together & the intimate moments we share, they’re real, right?

i hate you so fuckin much. you ruined my perception of friendships and relationships, manipulated me over and over, and you didn't even have half the brain to realise it. it took me so long to heal from what happened and you healed so quickly and i hate you for it. fuck you, you're an insensitive, sociopathic piece of of shit.

-xoxo,
s

im sorry that i never cared as much as you did. you loved me, i was wrong, i don’t regret losing you but i regret not loving you