you really hurt me. you were the first person i thought i loved when i was a kid. i thought you were my soulmate. i was wrong. you manipulated me, made me feel crazy, made me feel bad and blamed it all on me. you were disrespectful to my friends. you cared more about yourself than anyone else. i get mad because sometimes i catch myself thinking about you, but it’s the you before you became whatever version of yourself now. i truly hope you are doing well and i pray you are treating everyone else you claim to love better than you treated me. you’ll always be my “first”, but i never loved you the way you tried to force me to.
