I never realized you were my first real love till it was over. Why couldnt you just step up why couldnt you figure it out why couldnt you just be the man i wanted you to be? the man i needed you to be. It was so easy we were so easy you were my other half and now i'm left wondering if ill ever feel like that again. I'm dating someone else. I've been with him for 9 months. Nine whole months. But if you came and apologized right now i think i would end it all. Its so unfair. Because i know you wont come. but i have to keep living with the hope you will. He dreams of the future with me. But i would have settled for the present with you. will i ever stop feeling this way? will i ever move past you
