Unsent messages to A

We have to talk about that one night, I’m curios towards how I make you feel and want to tell you how much you make me feel too.

I never fell out of love with you and i don’t think i ever will although you would never have the same feelings again

You hurt me more than making me feel loved. I stayed because you knew me better than I knew myself. You knew what made me happy and what would make me stay.

ur a cocky son of a bitch and I hate u for that but I still think about you all the time. I just wish that our time together was actually genuine and not just from my side...

Even though we don’t talk anymore i just wanted to thank you for being the person i talked to when i was having a rough time.You might not know but you really helped me when i needed it the most

You're not my first love, but you made a tik tok about me, so that was kinda cool. hope something works out

The love i have for you is different then i have ever loved anyone! When i said “I love you!” i really meant it. Now when i say it, it’s a struggle and it hurts.

The love i have for you is different then i have for anyone! When i said I love you i really meant it. And now when i try to say it, it hurts.

sometimes I wish you knew that I actually loved you, and actually thought u could change. guess I was wrong..

I didn't really fall in love with you but I came close to it. We grew up together, we had our fights. Our friendship was great but also toxic, but I wouldn't change it for the world. In 8th grade when we got super close, I began to have a giant crush on you. For months, I would be excited to see you because of my big fat crush on you; I was jealous that you had a boyfriend. I wanted to hold hands with you but was too afraid to say anything about my feelings towards you. My crush on you lasted what seems to be forever but I swear I got over it lol. I think I almost fell in love with you without even kissing you. Then I asked you truth or dare and you picked dare, my dare was "can I kiss you?" and you said yes. My heart was bursting out of my chest and then we kissed; I got nervous and flustered and then I embarrassingly said "wait, can I try that again? I think I messed up." We haven't talked about that kiss ever since, and that's okay. I love you, I don't have feelings for you anymore but it's I love you like as a friend way.

I miss what we used to have, the worst part was that I was always there for u but u didn’t notice that until I left, I still love u and my feelings have not changed a bit for u but I just know it wouldn’t be the same as how it used to be, our thing was right people just wrong timing, I’ll always be here for u no matter what

you make me laugh, you get my humor, you make me feel amazing about myself and i'll always love you for that

Hey, I still think about us but I hate it. Loving you was a mistake but I still can’t get you out of my head.

Waking up next to you was the best this that's happened to me in a long time. Now you're fine and this bed seems so big

i miss you. i know i shouldnt because you cheated on me and i cant forgive you for that. looking back, i was so unhappy, breaking up again and again and again just to get back together, the untolerable pain you brought me. but i cant help but feel like i cant be someone without you. you were my first love and the one that hurt the most. everytime our mutual friends talk about you i cant help but feel hopeless. i hate you i really do but i dont love you, i dont know how i feel, i miss being around you even when people judged us or when you would text me goomorning texts or goodnight texts. of course ive had many other boyfriends after you that were alot better than you. but i cant help feeling interested in what you do now. but for all the pain and embarrassment you caused me, fuck you.

I’m convinced that we’d be perfect for each other if only we could see each other more than once every 3 years

why? how could you? i cant even express what im feeling. i still think of you every day. i still hurt every day. i hate you so much that i dont hate you at all. im so confused. why does it hurt so bad. how could you? i thought u cared about me. how could you be so selfish? i still fall every time i see you, how could i? how can you do this to me? i dont even understand myself anymore. i cant do anything anymore... i still care, how could i?

i love you so much. i hope someday we can get back together, you really do mean the world to me. all i ask for you to come back someday.

Hey,
I really, really want to get to know you, but I'm starting to doubt if you're even rlly out there...

I can’t get you off my mind and it doesn’t make sense because I barely know anything about you but I also feel like I annoy you...

sometimes i think to myself about how much i love you but then i remember love shouldn't feel the way you made me feel. i don't understand why you had to hurt me like that or why you lied to me or what made me less worthy of you then her.. you made me hate myself you went from being my yellow to my black but... i miss the idea of you i had in my head i wish i still was that girl before i met you but i don't even remember who I was all i know is that i was happy. but i know everything happens for a reason i just wish you would've told me you didn't love me when all i wanted was to love you.

In case you’re wondering, this is what I feels like when it didn’t have to turn out like this; but you chose to let it.

Aunque ya sé que lo nuestro no volverá a ser lo mismo, siempre vas a estar en mi corazón, y que te sigo queriendo igual que el primer día.

I was still in love with you after I ended it. I still have dreams about you. I hope you're doing well these days.

I know I deserve someone who won't treat me like a second choice but I was so ready to give us a try.

I miss seeing your name pop up on my phone everyday. I've fallen in love with you and I miss talking to you but I'm too afraid to tell you...

you broke me after i gave you everything it seemed all i had was never enough for you now i can say that you mean as much to me as i did to you

i’ve never been the type to fall head over heels for someone this deep but with you it’s different. many won’t understand how i have fallen in love with someone i know i cannot have. i really don’t understand either, how could me a person who’s never experienced love, fall in love with someone who has no interest in me. i wish to know how this happened or rather why too.

I miss talking everyday with u. i miss gaming and just being happy seeing ur messages. hope ur doing well

honestly i know you respond but i just have one question. what happened? where did i go wrong? where did we go wrong? we were having a good time. at least i thought so. ik its been weeks and i need to move on but i just need an answer, thats all. nothing more.

to be honest, i know nothing about you. only that my friends obsess over you, and soon enough i did too.

you were the first person to make me realize that i was stuck in a relationship i didn't want, and you didn't have to even tell me.

i didn't like like you, you just made me feel bad for finding another guy cute while together with someone.

i sound so bad typing this, i'm done anyways

- e from math class

I'm sorry I didn't realize how much you loved me until you were gone. I'm sorry that you hate me now.

i’m glad you’re coming back into my life, but i wish our friendship was still the same as it was when i left.

you were my best friend but now we're like strangers.I remember when we would stay up talking for hours and now you left me for her, my best friend. I hate to admit it but I still love you but you never felt the same. You already know i'll always be here for you and you take advantage of that. My friends say if we were meant to be together then it would've happened already but I feel that if wait a little longer then you would see me how I see you but I cant wait for you forever.

i will always love you. why? i don't know. we dated for a while yet barely talked. i still get butterflies.

you stopped caring and you became a different person , and i hate it . but i change you and i rather not even try bc its not my job and you said you would never hurt me but you did . and i cant ever forget that .

Whenever I get stressed out, I get scared. Why? Oh idk, maybe because you called me a disappointment just for getting one bad grade. I've had 3 panic attacks in one year because of that. Whenever I think about academics, I am reminded that I will never make you proud. And currently idk if ill get in to Ronald Reagan High School since "if you get into that school, you're gonna have to proof to me that you deserve to be there." And its sad, why, because you're my brother, you're only 19 and not even mom talks to me like that. You can go fuck yourself. I hate you. :,)

I hope one day I can gather the courage to express my raw, unfiltered feelings to you. I just want you to feel SO appreciated, but I'm nervous.

I love you too much. You don't even know how much. It hurts when you talk to them. But I don't want to control you. I just wanna be happy with you.

we were so toxic. sometimes i’m happy i ended it. other times, i miss you. but i think it’s supposed to be this way. i didn’t tell you, but i’m leaving the country after high school. we won’t see each other again. i wish u happiness.

Oh I miss you, 6 years ago life was different. a different that we will never get back. you are someone I will never get back. have a good life.

Im scared to say im not over you. No one knows. I can't let go. But im doing fine without you.. I think.

i wish i had told you how i felt before you left, even though I know you don't feel the same way, I just want some sort of closure? i need to move on

I really wish I could do things better, I really wish I was the the “girl” of your dreams, I REALLY wish I could’ve been their for you but I couldn’t. I’m sorry that I wasn’t able to see you Bc of my parents :( I really hope your okay and doing well, staying healthy. And say hi to your mom got me

since you follow this account and are probably scrolling through ig and will see this, i want to breakup

You said one day ill see myself the way you see me, but i think you're starting to see me the way i see myself. It's heartbreaking.

Miss - the only thing getting me through is knowing that you are looking at the same sun and moon as I. We both know there’s more to it than this.

I feel it. I know you have to feel it still too. The same heart that was too scared and just walked away is also too scared to just let you go.

I really liked you up until you hurt me I cant believe you said all of that stuff:( I'm glad I found out when I did tho

you cheated ... and made promises ... i cant listen to yellow without crying ... why? was i not good enough? thats okay im used to it ...