Unsent messages to A
From: ABC
To: A
I love you with my whole heart and I would do anything to get you back. I regret hurting you more than I'll ever regret anything else. Please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: A
It鈥檚 5 years later and you鈥檙e still on my mind.
I鈥檓 terrified that I鈥檒l never love that way again.
You didn鈥檛 even like me back lol... and yet here I have always been, missing you.
From: ABC
To: A
i have loved you so much. you ruined everything before it was鈥檛 even started. i wish that we could go back in time and put all together again. i miss
From: ABC
To: A
do you believe in being in love platonically? We both know I鈥檓 not capable of loving you the way she does, but god I love you. This is the colour of your smile.
From: ABC
To: A
I鈥檓 sorry. I鈥檓 sorry that I cannot remember what we had before. I鈥檓 sorry that it causes you so much pain each time I cannot recall. I know you want the best for me no matter what, I also know that it hurts you. I can hear you at night as you mourn the life we had, when you think I鈥檓 sleeping, and it hurts because I cannot provide you with the comfort you deserve, for you are deserving of everything. I found the Polaroids of us from before. We were so happy and young, I鈥檓 sorry I cannot remember. I鈥檓 scared that if I do I will not be able to live up to the standard of who I was before. I鈥檓 scared that I am too far gone from who I was and that the feeling you have for me are not for me but for a luckier, happier version of myself. I鈥檓 scared that I am not the person that you fell in love with, but a mere stranger with the same face. I鈥檓 scared because I love you but I don鈥檛 think that the person you love is still alive anymore, that they died in the car accident and all you have left to remind you of them is me.
I鈥檓 sorry.
From: ABC
To: A
驴te pensabas que no me iba a enterar? Tu, mi puta mejor amiga te tiraste al que sabias que me gustaba y x el que estaba y estoy vaya pillada desde hace a帽os y joder no sabes lo mal que se siente eso y ojala , ojala no te sientas nunca como me siento por culpa de mi enserio que te follen
From: ABC
To: A
I made a mistake.
I love him so much but I鈥檝e always loved you more and I still do. I鈥檓 so sorry, love you forever.
From: ABC
To: A
when you told me about that girl, i cried. because i loved you and i finally thought you were going to say you wanted me, but you just talked about her.
From: ABC
To: A
when you texted me about that girl i cried. because i loved you and i finally thought you were going to say you wanted me too.
From: ABC
To: A
Remember when you told me all the things that reminded you of me? Thats how I know Im still on your mind
From: ABC
To: A
seeing you made me remember how happy I felt with you, I鈥檝e not felt that for a long time.
I miss you.
From: ABC
To: A
were you ashamed of me? you hated photos with me but she is all over your feed now. i hope she makes you happier than i ever could.
From: ABC
To: A
Even though you treated me so shit. If i could relive the time spent with you, i would do it all over again.
From: ABC
To: A
I thought your were my soulmate. we would be high school sweet hearts and get married and be happy forever. i was wrong.
From: ABC
To: A
I really did think we were meant to be, i guess not. I'm sorry if i wasn't enough. I hope she is. I just want you to be happy
From: ABC
To: A
you treat me terribly. iv'e non-stop talked to guys and they always end up shitty. thanks for adding to the collection. when i finally leave you, i hope you realize the mistake you made, because buddy, im WAY out of your league. i treated you so well. what did i ever do to deserve this. lol. your a dry texter too. but i cant help to look at the good things. i can be a big optimist on people sometimes, sadly. this is why its s hard to let go. maybe its the daddy issues idk man.
From: ABC
To: A
some days talking to you was the only good thing i had. i used to trust you with my heart. what happened to us?
From: ABC
To: A
some days talking to you was the only good thing i had. i used to trust you with my heart. what happened to us?
From: ABC
To: A
I don鈥檛 know if I actually loved you or just loved the idea of you. Regardless, I shouldn鈥檛 care so much about you still because you aren鈥檛 a good person. I鈥檓 sorry
From: ABC
To: A
hey, i'm going to let go some time but not now... how do i let go of someone who gave me a lot to remember:(?
From: ABC
To: A
i love you. you鈥檙e my everything, but please stop playing games with my mind like it鈥檚 a puzzle. please.
From: ABC
To: A
we both knew that whatever we felt wasn麓t love, we just needed to feel loved. i hope u are doing okay.
From: ABC
To: A
my first love, thank you for being nothing but amazing. i鈥檓 sorry i let you down, i really hope you鈥檙e doing, i miss you ! take care of yourself and i wish you nothing but the best. 鉂わ笍
From: ABC
To: A
ur love is the only thing that helps me forget about all that is going on in my life. please never go.
From: ABC
To: A
siento que tengo algo que me ata a ti algo que hace que no deje de pensar en ti aunque tengo mas que claro que no te intereso en lo m铆nimo, aunque no fuimos algo concreto, no se en verdad que es lo que me hace extra帽ar algo que nunca tuve
From: ABC
To: A
ur the one reason i dont give up. every night i cry at the thought of losing u, bc ill lose everything else when u go.
From: ABC
To: A
I put it in our favorite color :) I love you so much more than a friend but I don鈥檛 think you feel the same so you can鈥檛 ever know.
From: ABC
To: A
i don鈥檛 know if you ever loved me but i always loved you. you were an important person in my life and even though nothing ever happened between us, you taught me a lot.
From: ABC
To: A
i would give anything to go back to the day we first met. before all the tears and toxic ness the time we first laid eyes on eachother. the day i saw u smile and were shy the first time i heard you laugh. but i would also give anything to go back to that day to never meet you.
From: ABC
To: A
you twisted my ring, and i called it love. i wrote 5 songs about you, and you called it "let's just be friends."
From: ABC
To: A
Hola ex mejor amigo, escribo aqu铆 dese谩ndote suerte, te am茅, sufr铆, llor茅, te perdono por cada cosa que me hiciste.
Espero que seas feliz y un d铆a encuentres el amor.
From: ABC
To: A
dear a,
i love you.
i can never show it but i really do. i love how you remember the smallest details, even things that my own mum doesn't remember sometimes. i love how you put me first even though we aren't together yet. i love it when you hug me, i feel so safe, like everything's gone and its just me and you on earth. im sorry if i ever made you feel like you're not enough for me but you are. your all i need. i might only be 14 and we might not end up getting married but that won't ever change how i feel. please promise to never leave my side, no matter what, because i know deep down that without you i won't cope. i love you so so much. please never forget that.
love, y
From: ABC
To: A
i don鈥檛 know why i am writing this but i hated you but now i don鈥檛 i enjoy your company and i haven鈥檛 seen you 8 months and i really miss our talks. your the only person i can open up to
thank you for always being there for me
From: ABC
To: A
it hurts to see u having fun without me when we were each others everything only a couple years ago. im sorry if this is my fault. im happy for u.
From: ABC
To: A
I think about you sometimes, I wonder if life would be different if we were still together. I was too scared to fall in love with someone miles away. I'm glad you have someone that makes you happy now, I hope she does everything I failed to do, I miss you everyday more & more. So upset with myself for letting it get toxic, but I couldn't fight for someone who wasn't fighting for me.
From: ABC
To: A
you鈥檒l always have a special place in my heart. my first everything. i鈥檒l never forget the moments we shared. but don鈥檛 think i鈥檝e forgotten about the bad.
From: ABC
To: A
I feel very happy with you, but sometimes I feel like you don't want anything anymore, but I can't leave you:(
From: ABC
To: A
Hola perd贸n c贸mo actu茅 en nuestra 煤ltima pelea No fue mi intenci贸n ponerme si s贸lo por eso simplemente una estimaste consistente en ti y te cont茅 tantas cosas y que al final pensaras que todo lo que te dije fue una mentira mi sentir mal pens茅 que si me cre铆as y que me voy apoyabas
Pero creo que no fue as铆 me siento culpable por nuestra ruptura Siento que fue mi culpa por c贸mo me pon铆a cuando me enojaba No era mi intenci贸n ponerme as铆 solo que nunca te dabas cuenta de cuanto me lastimabas deje de comer para tener esa cinturita y nunca te importo me hiciste sentir tan mal con mi cuerpo pero nunca te dije nada perd贸n por no tener el cuerpo de una actriz porno enserio perd贸n la 煤ltima vez que salimos y deje que me tocaras me sent铆 tan incomoda tan mal tu pensaste que eso me gusto y me calente pero fue todo lo contrario me hizo recordar cuando alguien me toc贸 y me puso mal pero no te dije nada para que no te enojaras y fueras feliz y no me dejar谩s pero de nada sirvi贸 me doli贸 ver que me cambiaste tan r谩pido pens茅 que aun me extra帽abas como lo hac铆a yo me doli贸 la forma en que terminamos no me pudiste ni terminar bien? Solo un mejor como amigos va? Esperaba algo mejor pero bueno ya ni modo enserio te ame pero creo que no fue mutuo te deseo lo mejor de todo el puto mundo por que eres mucho vales mucho y mereces lo mejor de feliz y perd贸n si alg煤n d铆a te hice sentir mal me siento tan culpable pienso que todo fue mi
Culpa bueno adi贸s cu铆date te amo siempre lo are cumpl铆 mi promesa y yo no te deje a煤n te amo..
From: ABC
To: A
Lamento mucho haber terminado as铆 , no fue mi intenci贸n hacerlo ,
espero que un d铆a nos podamos volver a ver y arreglar las cosas
From: ABC
To: A
Dear A, where do I begin its that I have no words or way to describe how you have changed my life for the better in so many ways and I honestly couldn't thank you enough. The way that you just get me and how we can just talk for hours and hours on end and how you are able to put a smile on my face in seconds is such a gift and you honestly make my day and im sorry I'm a pain in the ass sometimes but I love you for you and I love that your back in my life again thanks for being you ... Love M
From: ABC
To: A
i love you more than you'll ever know. im just not sure if you love me back. i feel like i try too hard but i dont know if its me trying to hard or you not trying at all
From: ABC
To: A
It鈥檚 easy going out drowning myself in tequila shots with two or more whiskeys in my hands with the hopes that I鈥檇 ether see you or forget you.
But I wouldn鈥檛 this time around.
From: ABC
To: A
I am so sorry but I just don鈥檛 know what the hell is happening. I鈥檓 losing myself and I don鈥檛 like it. Perhaps, I should make the conscious decision to stop posting/reading the blog.
From: ABC
To: A
It hurts so much that I can't even tell you that I'm in love with you just because you're 900kms away..
From: ABC
To: A
i always blamed the weather for my sweaty palms but the truth is, you still made me nervous after all that time
From: ABC
To: A
I know we are supposed to just be BFF's but it kills me when we are apart, my body & mind went numb when you told me about her but I act happy bc you could never see me as more than friends. It's been 3 years of being silently completely in love with you. You really are the first guy I've ever truly loved & I wish you said the same but you wont, that is why you will never get this text...
From: ABC
To: A
for a while our story felt unfinished but i鈥檝e learned that it鈥檚 because not all stories have a happy ending
From: ABC
To: A
I鈥檓 in love with you but i know you鈥檙e in love with her. It鈥檚 okay she鈥檚 beautiful and she deserves you.
From: ABC
To: A
You showed me the most passionate love that I鈥檝e ever experienced in my life. You told me that I deserve the world and how you never give it all to me, no matter how hard you tried. Your love was like a constantly lit fireplace in my life. You鈥檙e gone now, but that鈥檚 okay. We鈥檙e both off in our own little world. If it鈥檚 meant to be, we鈥檒l meet up again some day. If it鈥檚 not, then that鈥檚 fine too. I just want you to be happy. I don鈥檛 think that I necessarily love you anymore, but I鈥檓 grateful for the time and energy we put into each other. Our relationship showed me how precious and innocent young love is; how freeing it was to be a dreamer and a complete visionary. It showed me that I am deserving of love. You gave me the confidence that I have today and I will forever be in your debt for that. But it鈥檚 time to let you and the thought of you go. May we meet again someday in some alternate universe. Perhaps in a van or a mansion. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: A
I'm moving soon, but please don't let the distance come between us. Tell me what the sunset looks like.
