Unsent messages to A
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
I don’t ever want to give up on the idea of us what you made me who I am today. I miss you. Please come back.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 31, 2020, 1:03 am UTC
I hope she is worth losing me. I wish I could hate you but instead I still love you. All I can do is pray that God helps me through these dark days. I hope she knows the funny stories you tell with your accents. How lazy you get and how you always wanted a son. I hope she's everything that I wasn't. Thank you for walking away because if you didn't I would still be attached. One thing that I have learnt from this is to not repeat my past. This is a lesson not a punishment. I wish you well and here's to the sweet lies we both promised each other.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 30, 2020, 5:14 pm UTC
I just realize that i love you from the start. Even we far away from each other now, i just want you to know that ily, since we 10.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 30, 2020, 5:06 pm UTC
i put up with ur bullshit for so long and i cant even tell u how angry i am because i dont want to hurt u still. bastard.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 30, 2020, 3:35 am UTC
I’m finally over you. It’s been over a year, we never even dated but when you kissed me I knew I was in trouble. But I’m finally over you and I feel like I can breath again.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 30, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
I’m finally over you. It’s been over a year, we never dated but when you kissed me I knew I was in trouble. But I’m finally over you and i feel like I can breath again.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 30, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
i see you in everything orange. i know we're meant to be, just maybe not in this dimension. heres to perfect strangers and coincidences.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 29, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
On some days, I just want you to see what you've done to me. You've ruined me, I can't be the same again. Why did you do that? Whyyyyyy??
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 28, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
i know things are hard for you but i cant help but question if this is right. i know we love each other but it doesn't seem like it anymore. i miss when we spent our summer together.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 28, 2020, 5:32 pm UTC
Keep his smile on his face. You're a shine in darkness. Your life is full of joy. You've made me who I am today.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 27, 2020, 3:17 pm UTC
i wanna go feed bunnies and pick flowers and sing for u and swing in the wind and eat vanilla ice cream -
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 11:28 pm UTC
Im sorry for everything. I take responsibility for everything. Thank you for being my first love. But you cant say you didn't hurt me too.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 5:41 pm UTC
Thank you, for being there when i was so bad, when you were the only one that understood my pain and the one that knew how to make me feel better. Take care A, i love you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 4:43 pm UTC
I love you, even if you don’t believe it. I’m sorry I broke your heart.
P.s still down to get matching tattoos?
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 4:34 pm UTC
I love you, even if you don’t believe it. I’m sorry I broke your heart.
P.s still down to get matching tattoos?
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 4:25 pm UTC
You came into my life and gave me a feeling I’ll never be able to describe. I knew what happiness is for the first time in my life. Holding ur hand or just looking into your eyes made me feel a burst of joy. I actually didn’t feel dead inside for once. All my worries and problems went away when I met u
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 3:08 pm UTC
You made me think it was mutual. Just to play me later.
Thanks for the lesson, I finally moved on wishing both of us the greatest luck.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 9:12 am UTC
you gave me flowers and kisses and everything, and now you’re leaving because you think you weren’t giving enough
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 26, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
we only talked for one night, but it was the happiest I felt in years. Sorry I wasn't what you wanted, or can hold onto bc of your situation right now. but I don't think I'll be here for you when you are ready.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 23, 2020, 2:43 pm UTC
i know that we are meant to be, but i also know that you will never be brave enough. its okay. just don’t forget me and all the things we did.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 23, 2020, 2:42 pm UTC
i know that we are meant to be, but i also know that you will never be brave enough. its okay. just don’t forget me and all the things we did.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 23, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
honestly ... you really make my life a lot happier (even if you're unaware) despite everything i'm going through right now, and i'm really grateful for that. thank you. so much.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:14 am UTC
and just like that it's finally over. Maybe in another universe or lifetime it will finally end with us. with just love between us. Ps. Smile more, love.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:09 am UTC
and just like that it's finally over. Maybe in another universe or lifetime it will finally end with us. with just love between us. keep smiling, love.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 22, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
words can't express my loved for you. your laugh replays in my head everynight. i hope whoever your with treats you the best. i should have answered your missed calls.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 22, 2020, 2:04 am UTC
just let go of me quietly, I know you’ll never love me and I don’t want to spend my birthday thinking of that
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 21, 2020, 2:39 pm UTC
loving you made me discover myself. we fell out, yes, but i wish you all the best there is. you will always be my fuego.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 21, 2020, 11:48 am UTC
i don't know if i'll ever meet someone who will make me feel all those things that i felt when we were talking. like, i know i can get almost every guy i want, but what's the point if they all can't give me the same energy and thrill as you did? and you did it not even realising what you were doing, you were just being your-fuckboy-self, so winning you was harder than usual and the bar was so low- if only you gave a shit about meeting the expectations - no, you knew you didn't have to try since i was already attached to you. but you've said that you hate yourself so many times that i can't understand what gave you the permission to act like you can treat girls that way.. something doesn't add up
but still i hope my next crush won't be anything like you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 21, 2020, 11:33 am UTC
fuccckk i miss seeing your name pop up on my phone and hearing your voice when falling asleep, i miss just you being there, thinking that maybe you thought of me when going to sleep, which you probably didn't do, but it was the hope that you cared, and now that we're not talking, for about 2 months already, it all feels weird - i know you've moved on, you're there getting your degree in some science field, and
i'm here sitting thinking about you 24/7, these thoughts don't let me sleep sometimes. i wish we lasted longer, but it's ok i guess it is how it was meant to be
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:48 am UTC
I’m happy you found someone better than I could ever be for you. You deserve better than I could ever offer and I’m sorry for everything I did that hurt you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 21, 2020, 6:47 am UTC
I wish you could see how much I hurt everyday because of you. And I still can't leave because you are the first guy I've ever loved.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 21, 2020, 3:27 am UTC
you like me. or do you? i don’t know anymore. i’m sorry I’M the confusing one when you can’t even tell me what you want anymore.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 20, 2020, 11:41 pm UTC
Hi, so I guess I’m writing this for closer I’m not really sure why but I need it off my chest you called me your sister right but sister don’t do what you did they don’t go to you first everything they don’t just think of she won’t care even though he put her through so much pain. You saw one of the last text he ever sent me when he was in love with me but did that just mean nothing how I opened up like that you broke me more then him. Yes I might be friends with him like oh why aren’t you mad at him believe me I was I really was then I realized he’s not the person I go to when I’m sad or have good news or just want someone you where I called you my family for so long but I guess family can ruin you to. You broke me Fr but when I heard you talked about me like that made me rethink why I let you be with him and let myself think this was normal because believe it’s not I would have never done it to you. I still want to call you my sister but when I say that I rethink everything I know now you will always choose yourself over me and I have to be okay with that but why would I still choose to make you happy over myself honestly I don’t know why but I feel our sister hood will have to stop for awhile maybe in the future we will be okay but for now I can still be your friend but the sister hood is gone.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 20, 2020, 4:44 pm UTC
i trusted you and you took advantage of me. it's not my place to judge anybody - but you're a shitty person.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 20, 2020, 3:47 pm UTC
I guess I never really expected you to leave,
I always thought I'd have one more moment with you. what do I do with all this leftover love? If i can't even give it to you. Who knew it would be temporary but I guess I should've expected it because you weren't the type for relationships.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 20, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
You broke my heart. I fell in love with you but you loved my best friend and that hurt a lot. It's been 3 years and I can finally say that I will always love you but I am over you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 20, 2020, 11:03 am UTC
For so long i thought I could only ever love you, but in reality i got attached to you at a time where i was so numb to all feelings but with you i could feel something. Now looking back i can finally let go cause i know you never liked me as much as i loved you
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 20, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
you're everything i've ever wanted. I hold onto you after you've done me wrong multiple times because no matter what, you will always be the most amazing man to me.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 19, 2020, 5:38 pm UTC
regardless I’ll always love you , I miss you more than anything and I didn’t mean to hurt or let you down in any way:(
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 19, 2020, 8:30 am UTC
I just wish you believed in your own potential the way I do. You could accomplish so many great things in your life.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 19, 2020, 12:36 am UTC
i was terrified not because i think i hadn’t tried enough, but because i knew that at that point, i had done all i could do.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 19, 2020, 12:34 am UTC
i was terrified not because i think i hadn’t tried enough, but because i knew that at that point, i had done all i could do.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 18, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
You’re the first person I’ve ever fell for... and I although we’re on good terms I really wish you felt the same way.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 18, 2020, 5:58 pm UTC
You didn’t have to say u loved me if u didn’t mean it because in the end I truly did love u. It just wasn’t meant to be, but deep down I wish it was. I hope you find your happiness, but I hope you also know u took away mine :)
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 18, 2020, 5:53 pm UTC
I cared and loved so much only to have us fall apart lol. Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be but I wish it was.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 18, 2020, 3:47 am UTC
i’ll find you in another life .. another life where we’re happy together...i’ll find you if it’s the last thing i’ll do.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 17, 2020, 7:55 am UTC
i wish you the best in whatever you do in live, i’m very proud of you and everything you accomplished, thank you for being my first love and my first heart break. i have nothing against you and i don’t hate you i wish you the best thank you for everything take care
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 17, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
I looked forward to hanging with you, you gave me butterflies like no other rollercoaster I've been on.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 16, 2020, 8:10 pm UTC
Je me suis longtemps demandé pourquoi tout revenais à toi, pourquoi au fond de moi j'étais persuadé que on devait se retrouver. Tu m'envoute comme personne, je suis comme pris au piège dans ta voie lactée, des fois je me dis que dans une autre dimension peut être on est ensemble et on s'aime et ça me fait du bien
From: ABC
To: A
Date: October 15, 2020, 10:16 pm UTC
And even if everything’s against us I still think of you every day. I wish I was brave enough to
tell you that.
