honestly, i hate you for calling yourself a feminist, but when the assaulter happens to be the boy you like, it's definitely my fault right? i would say fuck you but honestly do not even care as much because i do not miss what we had. we both were not right for each other and that's okay, but don't get the story twisted. i cant even go into public without my pepper spray anymore in crippling fear of what could happen even in my own vicinity. but i wish you the best because after all, i was never one to hold grudges as deeply as you. i hope you do well but in saying that, stop talking about me.

Agradezco todo el amor que me diste. Aún te amo y aún te extraño, pero si no estamos juntos supongo que es por algo, quizá el destino te tiene preparadas cosas mucho mejores, quiero que seas inmensamente feliz y de verdad, espero que nunca te vayas de mi vida.

I will never be able to love someone else as deeply as I loved you and that hurts me more than you ever could.

Please, I'm crying, I'm begging you to come back to me. I'm a wreck I need you. Please don't give up on me.

I miss you so so much, i wish i had the guts to tell you that you're my favourite person and i literally cant live without you, i can't stand the fact that u hate me and picked them over me... I did nothing wrong please i want you back. I love you forever

It’s been three years and I still love you as much as I did the first time. When will you make me yours or please let me go.

i fell in love with the person that you were, you changed and suddenly we were strangers. I could tell you felt the same, what happened? what changed you?

You started to make me believe that I could be happy and cared about but then you left and meant nothing that you said.

On some days, I just want you to see what you've done to me. You've ruined me, I can't be the same again. Why did you do that? Whyyyyyy??

You’re not any better with those words “I hate you for cheating on me, specially with her”. He certainly did cheat, not with consent though. You have to relook your priorities.

I miss the feeling of completeness I got when we were around each other. I get it still, but I miss you.
Katherine

I try to find many posts on here with my intial but a lot of them end up being ones with hateful comments towards their person.

I then sink into my own thoughts and wonder if one of them are from you.

I'm nobody special after all, I have no talents, I don't think I was suppose to be born but still ended up premature.

Me being born made my mother believe in empty promises which all lead to the situation im in now.

My mother could have had a chance to redeem herself if only she never met that piece of shit.

She already has a son who fucked his life already and i'm not bout to go down that path.

I want to live a life where I can pay back my wasted living years by giving my mother her wishes.

2 years ago I was going to hand you 6 front and back hand written letters but instead burned them, you wanna know why? because I didn't want to look weird giving them to you out of nowhere. Even if I did give them to you, you still wouldn't have been able to understand me.

If I do kill myself one day, I wonder what your reaction would be. Probably just a blank expression and you'd move on with your life quickly,why? Because to you I'd just be someone you used to know lol.

Idk what i'm even saying at this point, i'm tired of trying to figure out what kind of person I was to you.

I don't understand why I think about you every day.

I just wanna dissapear and be a dog in my next life so I can wag my tail all day and have nothing to worry about.

it took years for me to move on, while u stuck around and played with my heart. it feels so good to be over u

gracias por enseñarme muchas cosa, gracias por haber estado a mi lado en los momentos difíciles pero ya me di cuenta ya no te necesito por ultima vez gracias por haber sido mi amigo y la primera persona

i see you in everything orange. i know we're meant to be, just maybe not in this dimension. heres to perfect strangers and coincidences.

i had a feeling i should've stuck with it but..we liked each other didn't we? we both were just too shy to say it. im sorry

I’m finally over you. It’s been over a year, we never dated but when you kissed me I knew I was in trouble. But I’m finally over you and i feel like I can breath again.

I’m finally over you. It’s been over a year, we never even dated but when you kissed me I knew I was in trouble. But I’m finally over you and I feel like I can breath again.

you told me "i'm the best you'll ever have." god, were you wrong... i now know what it feels like to love and be loved.

thanks for fucking me around, i cant believe i let myself be such a wreck when im with you.
stay that asshole you are and watch be be a fucking bad bitch

i realized i lied to you, i didnt ever need you.
i don't even know if i truly loved you anymore
thank you for destroying me to learn that

I still feel you next to me every time I lie on my bed, smiling when I think of you in my arms. Hope we can cuddle again someday.

you disappeared over 2 weeks ago, i never got to tell you how i felt about you. but you wouldnt care, im nothing to you. but its okay. i just wish i could relive the one moment i was with you, you being by my side and touched hands. looking back i never thought i would obsess over this 10 minute moment. the last touch was your right hand giving me something that i lost, something that helped me cope and something that helped me forget about everything and something that gave me euphoria. i hope youre okay, i wonder when youll come back. ill be depressed all throughout december knowing youre not in this city anymore.

I know you'll be back and I want to treat you the way you treated me but I don't have the heart to do it. I know you'll just see me as a stupid girl that's always there for you

i know we aren’t in the best of terms, i know that we are both emotionally unavailable to make this work, but i hope we meet again when we are older if it’s truly meant to be.

Necesito saber si me pudiste superar, te acordas cuando decíamos que el día que no habláramos más iba a ser difícil superarnos pues para mí lo fue bastante pero ya está echo. Y estás perdonado.

I’ve loved you since the moment I saw you walk into Spanish class. You’ve been there for the lowest of my lows and the highest of my highs. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

i hope you know how hard it is for me to distance myself from you. i could never treat you the way you treat me.

It's not the fact that you left me for her that hurt, it's that when it didnt work out you never came back.

i put up with ur bullshit for so long and i cant even tell u how angry i am because i dont want to hurt u still. bastard.

I just realize that i love you from the start. Even we far away from each other now, i just want you to know that ily, since we 10.

i hate we had the same music taste bc now i can never listen to my favorite songs without thinking about u again .

i love u so much. i’m literally going crazy without u. i would do anything to tamte u again, and i have hope...

i dont think about you as often anymore but i know deep down if you came back i would fall all over again

I hope she is worth losing me. I wish I could hate you but instead I still love you. All I can do is pray that God helps me through these dark days. I hope she knows the funny stories you tell with your accents. How lazy you get and how you always wanted a son. I hope she's everything that I wasn't. Thank you for walking away because if you didn't I would still be attached. One thing that I have learnt from this is to not repeat my past. This is a lesson not a punishment. I wish you well and here's to the sweet lies we both promised each other.

i'm sorry i heard what happened but i am no longer your person. i can't just come crawling back to you to comfort you. wish you the best.

I've had a crush on you since the 6th grade. I'll never admit that to you since we have been friends for over 10 years and I would never want to mess that up. I don't know why my heart had to choose you, but ever since it did I haven't been able to have feelings for anyone else. Whenever you would ask me who I liked I would always make up people, but all along I knew it was you. 3 years later and I think I have finally moved on and accepted the fact that you would never feel the same towards me. Deep down a part of me thinks that our friendship will never be the same and that's all my fault. I'm so sorry if I act weird around you now.

I don’t ever want to give up on the idea of us what you made me who I am today. I miss you. Please come back.

I haven't spoke in a while about you but i was remembering the first time we met it was at school i looked up and you was there.... Love at first sight! :(

i seriously really like you. i know you've probably felt this before but i've never felt as safe and loved than when i'm with you. i'm sorry i never quite know what to say. i just wanna be in ur arms rn.
p.s. i wish my friends would stop flirting with you.

You used to relax every muscle in my body just by being near. Now just the thought of you makes my neck hurt.

recuerda la promesa que me hiciste, que ibas a ir conmigo nos ibamos a ir juntos a tener un lindo futuro con nuestros sueños cumplidos

we had so many great memories, but i wish we never grew apart. why don't you talk to me anymore? i feel like we threw away our years together. you made me feel like everything was my fault, like i was always in the wrong. truly, i just needed someone to talk to and you weren't there for me like i was for you. i don't feel loved by you like i used to. but it's fine now i guess. not that i wish we never met, but i wish i never let myself get so close to you. the times we had will never be time wasted, just memories that i wish i could relive. hope you're doing well right now

what were we? friends? or did u like me? why did u do those things when u clearly don't like me like that? why did u hug me and showed me u cared when u are clearly going to leave? i loved u and i still do.

i wish i had the guts to tell u how much i liked u.i hope u know from
the way i gazed at u, by the way i smiled at u,by the way i teased u.i hope u knew and deep down i hope u felt the same

you cheated ... and made promises ... i cant listen to yellow without crying ... why? was i not good enough? thats okay im used to it ...

thanks for being my first kiss and so much more. the most perfect person a 13 year old girl could ask for

sorry im unsure about my feeling. sorry if im leading you on. sorry if i keep breaking your heart. i did warn you but you decided to ignore me and stay... why?

I hate that you love her. I hate that she loves you. I hate that neither of you know that I love you too.

Sometimes I wish that you would see all of the things I've written here and know the truth because I'm too scared to tell you.