Unsent messages to A
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:56 am UTC
Estos bajones tan extraños que me dan estan desde el día que viste algo mejor en ella que en mi. Siempre te escuche, te perdoné, estuve cuando mas me nesecitaste siempre estuve para ti. Prometiste que me enseñarias a amarme pero lo único que consigues es que cada día este mas insegura de mi , ella realmente es linda, perdón. Te prometí que trabajaría en mi autoestima , en mis traumas , en mis inseguridades, en mis pensamientos , perdón.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 13, 2021, 2:53 am UTC
Me gustabas mucho,JAJAJA estaba loca por ti, amaba tu sentido del humor,a veces tus chistes malos, compartíamos muchas cosas aunque no éramos nada, nunca llegamos a formalizar pero te amaba demasiado y ahora estoy en proceso de superación:) pero creo que nunca superaré la canción que me dedicaste y siempre me acordaré de ti cuando escuché a tu banda favorita de la cual estabas obsesionado hasta que me empezó a gustar también:') te quiero
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 13, 2021, 2:03 am UTC
You make me so fucking angry. Nothing ever seems to be your fault. Stop acting like a child and figure yourself out
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 11:39 pm UTC
i’ve been cheating on my boyfriend with you and feel like shit because of it, but you were my first love and you came back into my life when you saw i was happier with another person and i hate you for it
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:29 pm UTC
No entiendo porque algunas veces te puedes portar Yam cortante y otras veces Yam amoroso porfa decídete que mi corazón sufre
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:23 am UTC
Holi, yo se hace poco que te conozco y según tú ya soy tú princesa dudaba mucho que alguien se pudiera enamorar tan rapido y tú lo hiciste y creo que yo también pero de otra persona y debo de hacer las cosas correctas dejándote en claro que desde ahora te aviso que no soy lo mejor para ti y te puedo lastimar y que no quiero ilusionarte por nomas porque pasara lo mismo que con k y no quiero repetir eso otra vez, quiero que encuentres a alguien que de verdad te quiera y te haga feliz porque yo no soy esa persona perdon pero creo que esto si es necesario decírtelo de frente ni pedo
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:22 am UTC
Holi, yo se hace poco que te conozco y según tú ya soy tú princesa dudaba mucho que alguien se pudiera enamorar tan rapido y tú lo hiciste y creo que yo también pero de otra persona y debo de hacer las cosas correctas dejándote en claro que desde ahora te aviso que no soy lo mejor para ti y te puedo lastimar y que no quiero ilusionarte por nomas porque pasara lo mismo que con k y no quiero repetir eso otra vez, quiero que encuentres a alguien que de verdad te quiera y te haga feliz porque yo no soy esa persona perdon pero creo que esto si es necesario decírtelo de frente ni pedo
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:14 am UTC
Maylen, la verdad es que por alguna razon no he dejado de pensar en ti, ya van casi 4 años desde la ultima vez que nos vimos, pero aun te quiero
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:28 am UTC
I want to go back to that night and kiss every freckle on your shoulders. I want to be skin to skin with u again. I want to hold u again. but i can't.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:32 am UTC
me mata el hecho de pensar que estoy aun paso de tenerte hasta que dejemos de amarnos o perderte y llevarte en mi corazón por siempre
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:17 am UTC
cuando te vi tomando su mano y caminando sonriendo ante los de mas y ver como ellos apoyaban el hecho de que la elegiste a ella y no a mi ,me rompio el alma ,fui incapas de contener las lagrimas por que sabia que esto era una prueba ya que yo elegi la iglesia y tu a ella,te deje ser feliz mientras yo me ahogaba pero a comparación tuya mi elección no me abandono pero la tuya si ,y temo que regresaste tan tarde pidiendo perdon y que tomaste una mala elección que ya no se si te quiero en mi vida ,por que ahora en tus ojos solo veo traición y el dolor que me causaste ,pensar que todo lo que queria hacer tu ya lo hiciste con ella ,creeme que me destruiste pero probablemente no te lo diga
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:07 am UTC
Im sorry i know i led you on in a way and that was wrong i hadnt known about your past relashionships so i know it hurt you even more i hope you are ok you will find the most lovely girl soon im sure of it
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:56 am UTC
Sometimes i want to talk to you, but i think about it for a while and realize you would not care at all.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:14 am UTC
I don't love you that way anymore. You lost your chance. Stop acting like you did nothing wrong when I begged you to stay and you didn't. Now you're the one that's miserable.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:06 pm UTC
I’m sorry I wasn’t honest with you. You gave me so much joy and laughter. I’m glad we still talk but sometimes it makes me really sad.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:42 am UTC
You showed me the real you when you knew you were incapable of actually letting me have you, it hurt, but you brought out the best in me and I hope you know that, I really do.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:40 am UTC
On days where I miss you the most I talk to you in ways easier for us both without real confrontation in the privacy of my notes that contain every detail about you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:36 am UTC
I still pray for you sometimes. Even though you hurt me, I hope you find all the happiness in the world.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:34 am UTC
You gave me pain nothing else could. And I blossomed from it, wish you were here to see. Love you always.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:22 am UTC
Se que aún usas ese beanie, se que me odias, se que ya no piensas en mi, ya no pienso en ti, me duele que nunca fueras honesto, me duele que sigas con tu vida y rompieras la mía como si nada, desearía jamás haberme enamorado de ti, fuiste la primera persona a la que le dije te amo y para ti no significo nada.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:52 am UTC
lol it’s time for me to let you go. i hope she cares for u just as much as i do. just friends though, right??
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:03 am UTC
i still think about you everyday in hopes i’ll get the i still love you text but it never happens. i wish everything was how it was before. i want us again i want you again. you never leave my mind. i’ll love you always.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:23 am UTC
Timing is everything. It just didn't work in our favour. In a parallel universe, I'm sat beside you. I hate that its not this universe.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:18 am UTC
I wish you showed the world who you truly are. You only showed me. Underneath everything - you're hurting. I'm sorry I couldn't take the pain away. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:13 am UTC
I think I’ll love you forever, I still miss you and don’t know how to tell you. It’s confusing for me to even think about too
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:46 am UTC
sometimes when I’m driving I picture ur in my passenger seat with me, listening to the songs we used to.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:43 pm UTC
i don’t know if i could call what we had love, but you were the first person i truly trusted. and that to me still means something. despite everything.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:59 pm UTC
this is your favorite color and for me it is the thing that reminds me of you and your love, i wish i could give you all the flowers in the world
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:38 pm UTC
Lamento mucho haber terminado así , no fue mi intención hacerlo ,
espero que un día nos podamos volver a ver y arreglar las cosas
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:31 pm UTC
I put it in our favorite color :) I love you so much more than a friend but I don’t think you feel the same so you can’t ever know.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:57 pm UTC
we both knew that whatever we felt wasn´t love, we just needed to feel loved. i hope u are doing okay.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:39 pm UTC
Even though you treated me so shit. If i could relive the time spent with you, i would do it all over again.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:12 am UTC
Last time I checked, you didn’t give a fuck about my life. Then u texted me. I wish you would have just continued not giving a fuck.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:49 am UTC
you ruined me and stole my peace of mind, but I still wish you were here with me. what’s wrong with me ?
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:24 am UTC
I hate that you told me you still loved me a year later. If you loved me you wouldn't have done that.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:11 am UTC
My heart was locked, I didn’t have a key. You came and with your presence my heart opened to you, only you. You were my home, my safety I longed for you even when in your arms because the years we had to live weren’t enough years for me to hold you. It’s shame we were in each others arms for so little, it was the only time I felt at peace. We pinkie promised together forever and now you’re a painful memory. You said I’ll find someone better I won’t, never have, never will.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:38 pm UTC
You hurt me beyond belief. you chose him over me. and every single time, I cared so much fucking more than you. you fucking made me so deeply insecure that I was the one in the wrong and that I was the one who cared too much as if that was a bad thing. fuck you. I never want to be friends with you again. I used to love you. I hope you get your fucking heart broken by him because we all warned you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:00 pm UTC
I’m so sorry that I was scared to be with you. society is fucked up and I hate the fact I said no even though I really wanted to say yes
from d
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
first loves never really die i guess it just gets easier with time? i dont think ill be able to recreate that feeling
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:45 pm UTC
if i made you so happy and i was amazing to you always, why did you want to fix your life on your own then
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:44 pm UTC
It has been six years and I still love you now like I loved you then; earnestly, secretly, longingly.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:07 am UTC
well we didnt talk for that long, but i got attached too quickly. and i know you werent looking for that and i hate myself that i got attached. minutes turned into hours of me thinking about you, when could i talk to you next until you left so suddenly pretending that you didn't know me. all i can say is that im proud of wherever you are now and i know youre doing great at whatever you do.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:25 am UTC
it's been four years and i still think of u every day. i will never get over u...and u probably don't even think of me.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:28 pm UTC
You left me and with you, you took the sun, the moon, the stars, and anything inside of me that might have been good
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:26 pm UTC
The warmth in your eyes would've fooled most, but deep down I know you never thought me worth the wait. I hope one day you find someone who is. -'M'
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:29 am UTC
i'm sorry i heard what happened but i am no longer your person. i can't just come crawling back to you to comfort you. wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:16 am UTC
I’ve loved you since the moment I saw you walk into Spanish class. You’ve been there for the lowest of my lows and the highest of my highs. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:43 pm UTC
It’s been three years and I still love you as much as I did the first time. When will you make me yours or please let me go.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:38 pm UTC
I do still think about you though. Maybe that is because of the manipulation, but seeing you in the park the other day was overwhelming. I still don't like you.
From: ABC
To: A
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:37 pm UTC
I've never realized how shitty of a person you were until now. Thanks for teaching me how not to love. :)
