fuccckk i miss seeing your name pop up on my phone and hearing your voice when falling asleep, i miss just you being there, thinking that maybe you thought of me when going to sleep, which you probably didn't do, but it was the hope that you cared, and now that we're not talking, for about 2 months already, it all feels weird - i know you've moved on, you're there getting your degree in some science field, and
i'm here sitting thinking about you 24/7, these thoughts don't let me sleep sometimes. i wish we lasted longer, but it's ok i guess it is how it was meant to be
