i don't know if i'll ever meet someone who will make me feel all those things that i felt when we were talking. like, i know i can get almost every guy i want, but what's the point if they all can't give me the same energy and thrill as you did? and you did it not even realising what you were doing, you were just being your-fuckboy-self, so winning you was harder than usual and the bar was so low- if only you gave a shit about meeting the expectations - no, you knew you didn't have to try since i was already attached to you. but you've said that you hate yourself so many times that i can't understand what gave you the permission to act like you can treat girls that way.. something doesn't add up
but still i hope my next crush won't be anything like you
