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Hi, so I guess I’m writing this for closer I’m not really sure why but I need it off my chest you called me your sister right but sister don’t do what you did they don’t go to you first everything they don’t just think of she won’t care even though he put her through so much pain. You saw one of the last text he ever sent me when he was in love with me but did that just mean nothing how I opened up like that you broke me more then him. Yes I might be friends with him like oh why aren’t you mad at him believe me I was I really was then I realized he’s not the person I go to when I’m sad or have good news or just want someone you where I called you my family for so long but I guess family can ruin you to. You broke me Fr but when I heard you talked about me like that made me rethink why I let you be with him and let myself think this was normal because believe it’s not I would have never done it to you. I still want to call you my sister but when I say that I rethink everything I know now you will always choose yourself over me and I have to be okay with that but why would I still choose to make you happy over myself honestly I don’t know why but I feel our sister hood will have to stop for awhile maybe in the future we will be okay but for now I can still be your friend but the sister hood is gone.