why? how could you? i cant even express what im feeling. i still think of you every day. i still hurt every day. i hate you so much that i dont hate you at all. im so confused. why does it hurt so bad. how could you? i thought u cared about me. how could you be so selfish? i still fall every time i see you, how could i? how can you do this to me? i dont even understand myself anymore. i cant do anything anymore... i still care, how could i?