Whenever I get stressed out, I get scared. Why? Oh idk, maybe because you called me a disappointment just for getting one bad grade. I've had 3 panic attacks in one year because of that. Whenever I think about academics, I am reminded that I will never make you proud. And currently idk if ill get in to Ronald Reagan High School since "if you get into that school, you're gonna have to proof to me that you deserve to be there." And its sad, why, because you're my brother, you're only 19 and not even mom talks to me like that. You can go fuck yourself. I hate you. :,)