Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:55 am UTC
every day, every night, i dream of seeing your face again. i wonder what you would think of me now, would you be proud? i wonder where you are and who you're with. wherever it is, i hope it make you happier than i did. i love you forever.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 16, 2021, 7:57 pm UTC
fuck you for saying it was toxic for me moving on so fast when you cheated, and lied basically the whole time.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:56 am UTC
I would have chosen her too, I hope you can fulfill your dreams and make her part of it, just like you said with me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:20 am UTC
I hope there is still a chance for us in the future despite all that happened because I really miss you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 15, 2021, 9:00 pm UTC
i know i messed up bad, i acted out of pure anger. iâm so sorry and yk that. please forgive me, if you let me iâd give you my all. i love you way more than you could ever know and it hurts.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:15 am UTC
Me gustas de hace 1 años, quizĂĄs mĂĄs, se que no sientes lo mismo por mi pero yo te quiero mucho, y me haces feliz solo con el hecho de saber que una persona como tĂș existe en este mundo, espero que con la persona que estes te haga muy feliz, pq si tu lo eres yo tambien, quiero lo mejor para ti,que seas feliz y que te traten bien tal como te lo mereces
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:41 pm UTC
i love you forever. i love you every day and every night. you haunt me in a hundred ways. i wish you'd stayed. my heart always breaks.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:10 pm UTC
i miss you so much i donât wanna ruin your relationship with her , i just want you to be happy . ilysm and i wish we could go back to the old times . i really miss you but you just donât want me anymore and itâs really hard to except that but imma have too . ilysm and ty for all the great laughs and memories
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:32 am UTC
Ya cambiĂ© de rutina mil veces y sigo estando en el mismo lugar en el que estaba, en este vacĂo lugar llorando, y deseando que algĂșn dĂa vuelvas
a mi lado
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:35 pm UTC
I donât know why you keep me around when all i do is ruin everything. you deserve better than someone like me. youâve been chasing happiness for so long when i canât even get out of bed in the morning to chase it with you. I want you to leave me not because i donât love you, but BECAUSE i love you. I think someone else could do better with you and I donât want to hold you back. I donât want to be another disappointment.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:52 pm UTC
I miss the old u sm, we were so connected. I hope one day youâre gonna realize how much u mean to me - :(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:54 pm UTC
u were all i had and u knew that and u fucking promised me and u left anyways. and for what? literally u did it for no reason and i fucking hate u for doing this to me i hate you. ill never forgive you. you don't just get to make people care and then leave when it becomes a fucking inconvenience to u. which is what i was apparently bc u fucking told me that. three years of my life gone and u don't give the tiniest shit. i miss u.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:05 am UTC
You said it felt wrong to ask me to wait, but i promised i would. here i am still waiting, and youâve moved on. weird how life works i guess.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:31 am UTC
Hola E , sĂ© que seguramente nunca leerĂĄs esto y eso es triste , han pasado 3 años y aĂșn sigo sintiendo las mismas cosas por ti , no sĂ© si es amor obsesiĂłn o el que porque yo lo Ășnico que siempre he querido es hacerte feliz , te veo con otros y no hago nada porque tu felicidad implica la mĂa pero luego vuelves y pones mi mundo del revĂ©s no sĂ© si lo haces aposta o no , contigo he sentido cosas que con nadie mĂĄs pero tengo asumido que siempre serĂĄs la persona pero nunca serĂĄ el momento quiero volver a estar contigo en esa cama hablando de nuestra infancia el tacto de tu piel en contacto con la mĂa sin nada sin nadie...
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:02 am UTC
i wish you could hear the way i talk about you.
even after everything you said and did, i still had hope.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:46 am UTC
i couldnât move on with you still in my life. it hurt so much knowing i put you through all that and i was gonna come out of it happier. iâm sorry. sometimes if you love someone you have to let them go and i have to.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:22 am UTC
It didn't take long for me to realise u had changed and the person i loved doesn't exist, i no longer love or like u and i do not care if u still like me, but sometimes when i look in ur eyes for a brief moment i still see the beautiful person i know u are. I hope one day he'll come back, but know i won't be there if he does.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:14 pm UTC
i really did love you, but i was young and naive. and you were older and mature, or so i thought. almost like a knight in shining armour, until you turned your dagger on me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:37 am UTC
I hope she is gentle with your heart. I hope she loves you in all the right places. Maybe I was always meant to love you from a distance.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:25 am UTC
I guess i saw us as more than what we were. I wish you knew what you meant to me. things arent the same anymore but you will still always have a special place in my heart and id go to the ends of the earth if it meant i got to be with you. i love you so much.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:31 am UTC
maybe in the future, it'll be us again, but I can't keep being that girl who in unrequited love anymore.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:20 pm UTC
i hope i wasnât as easy to let go of as you made it seem because iâve went through hell letting go of u.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:33 pm UTC
DesearĂa nunca haberte conocido. Fuimos muy tĂłxicos el uno para el otro, sobretodo vos conmigo o eso supongo.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:42 pm UTC
You told me you werenât ready for a relationship because of your ex but all I could think was âshe doesnât want meâ
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:51 pm UTC
You're the worst thing that ever happened to me. That wasn't love, it was torture and I wasn't aware until too late
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:30 pm UTC
You killed me on multiple occasions and honestly it was for the best. I have no aspect of a soul left which is nice. White because Iâm uncreative with no words of love to give. I hope you are well (seems like the right thing to say)
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:26 pm UTC
It ovbi wasnât us, god would of pushed me towards you if that had been the case.
Canât keep holding onto something that is already gone.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:54 am UTC
You were the first person I really fell for. I didn't know I was even capable of feeling so much love towards one person until I met you. I wish thing's had turned out better but regardless, I hope you're doing well wherever you are now. I miss you lots, maybe we'll talk again in future but I'm not counting on it. Thank you for everything, and I'm sorry I couldn't be better
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:15 am UTC
we talked for the first time in three months. i wanted to say so much more but i was scared. i still care. i know you do too. i thought i was over you. but i cried myself to sleep the night we talked. gosh i miss you. i miss how you would move me to the inside so i wasnt by the road when we went for walks. i miss your hugs. gosh you made me feel like no one could ever hurt me when i hugged you. i miss your voice. i miss your laugh. i miss everything about you. i just dont miss the lying. and the arguing.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 9, 2021, 12:36 am UTC
i hate you, youre a bitch can believe I'm your bff go die i literally hate you. no wonder everyone left you, you did nothing wrong you're just ugly and a BITCH
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:17 pm UTC
youre so perfect ellian, i donât know why u never believed me. i hope whoever has u next, tells u everyday that ur perfect and amazing because u really are and iâm so sorry i never showed that. i love you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 8, 2021, 12:28 am UTC
I was there for it all in your darkest time. Giving you everything I could. Then when you got better and I got worse, you left.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:55 pm UTC
I gave you everything I could and I would do it forever, but you don't want me anymore so I have to move on.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:21 pm UTC
you left, and you didn't even say goodbye. you didn't even tell me you were leaving. and then everything started going wrong, and i couldn't even talk about with the one person who understood. the one person who i used to call my best friend.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:19 pm UTC
I wanted you safe yet we both hurt ourselves, Do you remember the time you came over and i bandages your arms? I do...
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:46 pm UTC
i miss you so much its so hard to stop myself from falling agin i just dont want to be hurt agin im trying my best but youre still an ass.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:29 pm UTC
ne vem zakaj te ĆĄe vedno pogreĆĄam. Äudno, ampak te ĆŸelim nazaj. bila sem debil, ali sem zdaj ĆĄe veÄji?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:17 am UTC
Sabes, aunque no te lo haya demostrado de verdad te amaba, y eres la persona con la que aprendĂ lo que era el amor verdadero, siento que lo nuestro haya terminado, espero te valla muy bien en la vida, siempre te voy a querer :(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:43 am UTC
Well I just hope that you are always very happy and that you find someone who loves you much more than I love you, you know I always told you that you would find someone better and it will be :)
I know you didn't like what I did or I don't know haha, I was never sure if you loved me but it was the best for both of us :)
Take care
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:03 pm UTC
I promised myself I will never let anyone physically and emotionally destroy me as much as you did. I wish I never met u. I loved you. I still see you everywhere. I never want to see ur face again but I miss you for reasons I cant explain.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:37 am UTC
i wish things could have been how i intended them to be. iâm not impossible to love, just harder to love than others. iâm sorry i canât be as open as others, and iâm sorry i canât be open about my emotions. i am who i am... and i am sorry.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:51 am UTC
Te quise tanto tiempo que mi propia cabeza se amueblĂł a tu comodidad. Nunca debĂ acostumbrarme a ti, pero a dĂa de hoy que pude encontrar la felicidad en alguien mĂĄs, he podido realizar que jamĂĄs fuiste bueno para mĂ. A pesar de ello, te agradezco los buenos momentos y los buenos dĂas que pasĂ© contigo, ojalĂĄ y puedas ser todo lo feliz que no fuiste conmigo.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:21 pm UTC
i made a new person from the pieces you broke, and i am SO happy that you will never get to meet her.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:44 pm UTC
I wish i could speak to the old you. In these past years you've grown so much. You've grown out of me. I miss you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:10 pm UTC
Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't have spoken up. Maybe I could've handled the horrible way you treated me just so we stayed together. I wish I didn't put myself first, i'm sorry i'll try to move on soon like you have.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:29 pm UTC
not a first love but still broke me you dropped me for the shinier version of me but what you didnt see is that shine rusts away
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:07 am UTC
our love was always one sided which caused you to be toxic for me. but i never really did care. because i loved you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:35 am UTC
you built me up and made me feel whole but then you left and I donât know how I feel about it but I hope youâll find happiness in the future. itâs what you deserve
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:52 pm UTC
I hope you realise soon that ur ruining your friendships and your life but no one has told you get because your to selfish to understand
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:53 pm UTC
I tried. You barely noticed. I turned down many others in the hopes you may feel the same way one day. I don't think you did, or ever will.
