It was my fault.I should be honest about my feelings but I was afraid that one day you will leave like everyone else

I loved your brown eyes so much. Now I can’t see you anymore but that’s okay. You gave me up. As always.

I hope one day you’ll come back and ask me if I still want you. I will say yes because I missed you so much. So much..

I know i left you but that was one of the biggest mistake of my lifes, but the funny thing is you didn't even fight for me. you said "ok" like it was no problem. did i really mean that little to you. and ik your gonna say "well you left me" well i had no choice if i wasn't feeling you until i left. I told you about the people that hurt me you said and i quote "i will never been those guys,ily." and next thing yk u r one of those jerks to make me lose hope in love. and then you go dating one of my distance friends for kindergarten. u don't realize how much that made me cry. when i saw a post from you saying "ily___" oh how that made my heart drop to my feet. i felt like the whole world stop for 2 secs. i told my mom about u and i wasn't even allowed to date but i still told her. i told her "the way he hugs me make me feel like im flying" and now my mom asks "what happen to that kid" and i cat even tell her. i tell her that u moved but in reality you just didnt put enough effort and didnt love me. u went to expose private convos between me & u on ur snap story and i saw ur story and just skipped bc it wasnt worth my time to argue w u if we were always arguing. i just want to know was there something i could have said to make ur heart beat better. honestly.

You broke me down and made me hate myself. you found new friends and made up stuff about me. I feel like I should not be here if even my best friend doesn’t want me. It’s been a year now and I still can’t sleep without thinking about it.

maybe in the future, it'll be us again, but I can't keep being that girl who in unrequited love anymore.

I guess i saw us as more than what we were. I wish you knew what you meant to me. things arent the same anymore but you will still always have a special place in my heart and id go to the ends of the earth if it meant i got to be with you. i love you so much.

it's funny how black is the color you associate with but you're the most colorful person i've ever met.

Painting the picture that I am the little liar it’s okay, least I know I’ll have someone for my forever waiting as you did not.

Can I go lay on the private beach being catered on hand and foot yet? Would you rather me in this smelly town waiting for you to have courage?

i miss you a lot and i don’t know how to say it. i’ve loved you since eighth grade. you have no idea. you probably don’t even like girls. i’m sorry.

I still listen to your voice messages when I miss you. I miss you so much. I hate that I can only tell you how I feel through the title of the playlist I made you. I'm so sorry. Please come back. I love you more then anything

late night drives just remind me of wasted times with you. you turned a good memory into a forgotten regret.

I liked u and ik you liked me but u couldn’t even admit it to yourself when you told me, when u was mangled:(

you promised me you would stay, you left and took the last amount of happiness i had left. i still love you despite being told i’m supposed to hate you and that i should’ve moved on. we used to stay up talking all night, i ruined my sleeping pattern for you and now while you’re sound asleep, i’m awake wondering where i messed up. you saved me though, you’re one of the biggest reasons that i’ll be celebrating my birthday next week. i know you’re gone for good now and as much as i want you back i’ll let the universe take control now. you said we’re soulmates we just can’t be together right now so, let’s rely on the future, okay? we’re right person wrong time.. we’ll find eachother again.
i love you 3000.

not a day goes by where i don’t think about you. it’s been months since we broke up, but i am still so infatuated with you. my heart still skips a beat every time i see your name in my notifications. i can’t stop thinking about everything i could have done for you. i can’t move on even though i know you’re happy, even though that’s all i want for you. i’ve found happiness without you, but it’s just not the same. i love you so much, and i think i always will because you never broke my heart. you made it full, in a way it never was before. you repaired every piece that was taken from me from the people i thought i loved before you. you showed me what true love felt like, and i’ll never be able to repay you for it. you’re everything i’ve ever wanted wrapped into one perfect person, and that’s why you’ll always my first choice. i waited too long to meet you, and didn’t even scratch the surface on all the things i wanted to accomplish with you. you’re the love of my life, it’s always been you. 

Hey, I’ve liked you for a very long time, like most of my life and idk if it’s love or just me having a long ass crush for u but I really do like you. Maybe if we actually hung out we could be closer friends since you haven’t seen me in a long time. I really miss you e. I miss you calling me by my nickname. I miss you teasing me. I miss our casual talks. I miss
you and I think I maybe love you...

I'm so sorry this happened. I'm so worried about you. I didn't mean for any of this to happen, I just hope you're ok :/

why are things going so slow? is it normal, is this how a "real" relationship works? are we actually in love? why don't we show affection more often.. i think it's my fault; i don't understand romance.

i wish i hadn’t loved you so hard. then maybe it wouldn’t have hurt so much when you stopped loving me back.

you’re finally back in town... did ur hair change shades of brown?
I guess I wouldn’t know.. I want to though

you’re finally back in town... did ur hair change shades of brown?
I guess I wouldn’t know.. I want to though

me estás empezando a gustar, realmente me gustaría estar contigo pero tengo mucho miedo de decirtelo y que las cosas se pongan incómodas entre nosotras o se arruine una amistad tan linda por unos simples sentimientos. te amo tanto:(

i love you more than I have ever loved anyone, including myself. you are my soulmate, but you're also not the same person you used to be. and I keep on fighting to get back what we used to have but it will never be the same and I've finally accepted it, and to stop my heart breaking because of this I need to let you go. goodbye my best friend

La verdad me estás empezando a gustar, eres tan lindo, apenas estamos conociéndonos pero siento una atracción hacia ti, pero aún estoy dudando en si tú solo me ves como una amiga:(
Por eso no demuestro mucho mi cariño hacia a ti:(
No quisiera espantarte ni nada, solo me tienes confundida:(

i will always love you. you are in all of the stories i tell, but it hurts to think i’ll never have more stories of you

I miss you so much I wish you hadn't left, but I trusted you with my body and you took advantage so I guess it's for the better.

Odio como yo quise terminar las cosas de una buena manera, siendo madura porque de verdad habías sido importante en mi vida y vos simplemente tenías que arruinarlo, una y otra vez, dejándome con la mala sensación a mi y vos siguiendo como si nada.

Just so you know I cried the entire plane ride home because I couldn't believe I never got up the courage to kiss you.

the funniest thing about it was i thought " surely if the world ends you'd come over" there was no "right?" but u never came

You have no idea how much I dream about us, crave us, and pretend that there is an us... when you only want me for my body.

I got a butterfly tattoo on the day we met. We talked about chaos theory for hours. I hope you are well

i love you more than anything else in this world . everything is so so so hard without you . im so so so so lucky to have you in my life . every second that im away from you feels like straight up hell LOL . im sorry that im bad at showing it sometimes ,, but you mean everything to me . you make me laugh and smile more than anyone else could . youre so patient and you never make me feel stupid . and you make me feel like im worth more than my body:,)) . i love you so much !!!!!! forever and ever !!!!!!

Pienso en ti todos los días, incluso cuando prometí olvidarte me di cuenta de que te pienso en el olvido.

We both knew it,but we never said it. I’m sorry i left,I didn’t want to. I was selfish. I love and miss you more than anything.

I always tried to be nice & patient with everyone even if I didn’t agree. Isn’t that how life should be?

I'm so painfully in love with you. My cheeks go bright red whenever you walk by. I've liked you for 3 years now I don't know why. You don't even know I exist probably. But I still love you...I wish I didn't.

Phew, there is s a lot of shit to say. I loved you with my whole body for the first time and you gave almost nothing back. You weren't enough for me and I tried so hard to convince myself you were. All you had to do was try a little.

im sorry for the pain i cause you, youre perfect for me im never gonna find anyone like you again im sorry.

I know we both fucked up. We are both older and more mature. Give me another chance. Could we at least talk about it maybe? We haven't in years.

I saw your last pictures. You looked radiant, and healthy. Idk if you truly are, but your arms and legs have no scars. I'm so proud of you.

I wish you can feel what it's like...hearing you fuck her every night after you say you still love me.

i love you i’ve always loved you and it’s this love that consumes me and i just don’t know how to tell you

i don't know what true love feels like, but i know if you ever wanted it i could give you all that and more

my daydreams make me feel like I could be in love. which is ridiculous but in the dreams when you hold me like that...

I tried. You barely noticed. I turned down many others in the hopes you may feel the same way one day. I don't think you did, or ever will.

I'm scared im gonna loose you soon.. I'm sorry i can't help you more. I'm really trying but im bearly holding myself together. But i really hope you will stay even a lil longer. I don't wanna loose my only best friend. I have only you...But i will never hate you for leaving me. I will hate myself for not being able to do more for you..

hi!!!!!!!! hi hi hi hi

i made one for u so STOP saying theres none here

i love u lots! ur my fav friend ever and i love hanging out with u

you deserve way more then what ppl treat u and u are so much more special than u realise. i genuinely don't think I've ever met someone that I've been so similar to before

u are so kindhearted and amazing i could write way more about u but just know u mean so much 2 me

I hope she is gentle with your heart. I hope she loves you in all the right places. Maybe I was always meant to love you from a distance.

I hope you realise soon that ur ruining your friendships and your life but no one has told you get because your to selfish to understand