Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 31, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
your death has impacted me more than anything in life .
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 31, 2023, 4:23 am UTC
i love you but i don’t forgive you and i don’t think i want to
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 29, 2023, 2:41 pm UTC
I wish you wanted me. please come back, my love
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 29, 2023, 1:15 pm UTC
please tell me you still want me as much as I want you. please
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 29, 2023, 12:53 pm UTC
Maybe in another life, I’ll be the one you choose
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 28, 2023, 6:16 am UTC
I still think of you every time I eat lemon pie :)
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 28, 2023, 12:48 am UTC
I think I deserve someone else but I only want you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:49 pm UTC
Why was it so easy to leave me but u couldn’t leave him for me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:31 pm UTC
thank you for changing my life,i’m so happy I got to know you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:54 am UTC
im grateful we got to experience each other
i hope you are too
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
i know that i ended it, but why won't you chase after me?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 19, 2023, 10:23 pm UTC
i belong to you the way the moon belongs to the sky.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:38 pm UTC
You ment a lot to me. You still do, just in a different way.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
im going to be the one to miss you when im gone
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:51 pm UTC
why are you still in my head after what you did
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:17 pm UTC
i’m sorry for not valuing our friendship. i regret losing you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 16, 2023, 4:48 am UTC
i'll love you forever and i'm never gonna forget about you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:56 pm UTC
i’m sorry i’m not able to love you more. change please.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:58 pm UTC
I shouldn’t still think about you but I do & I hate it
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 12, 2023, 6:43 pm UTC
i wish i had more to say to you, this site takes me back
From: ABC
To: E
Date: July 12, 2023, 5:43 pm UTC
i wanna move on but something holds me back and idk what....
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 19, 2021, 3:54 am UTC
Tu no me valoraste lo suficiente por eso me aleje. Pero eso ya no importa. No creo que me amaste realmente. En que mas me mentiste? Todo? Por lo que veo si, estabas con ella cuando me hablabas a mi, no? Yo ya te supere también, ntp. Tenia que sacar esto, pero ya, adios :)
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:37 am UTC
you were my friend, the last person i expected to take advantage of me. you made me feel unsafe and now all i feel towards you is hate.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:05 pm UTC
Why does it still hurt so much. Why do I still think about u all the time. Why does nobody compare to u? :/
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:33 pm UTC
s been like.. four months now? i regret every single thing i did with you. but i would never go back and change it. i learned alot. that summer was one of the best and worst things to happen to me. i’m glad we’re done with now. the first month i was so distraught. i puked in class because what you wrote hurt me so much. i couldnt leave my bed for days and missed so much school. but honestly? i deserved it. i went too far, i put too much on the line, i let down my walls. i showed you parts of me not even sophia had seen. i was a wreck without you. i blamed myself and hated myself for your shitty actions. fast forward to the present. my hair is grown out a bit more, me and sophia see eachother every weekend. we watch movies and visit Lila. i love her so much. i never won’t. shes the best thing ive had in my life. i text caroline every day. we went after Kaylee for being horrible. me and goob dont talk as often because theyre very busy with life but whenever we message its as though no time has passed. i can wholeheartedly say im happy. im content. school is hard but im learning so much and im alot better in math. me and my parents relationship has never been better. i can listen to Jazmin Bean and Lana Del Rey without thinking of you. youve never realized your impact on others. you said losing one friend doesnt make my life bad. you made fun of me for my looks, my home life, anything you knew would hurt me you said. you said similar things to Lillie. you’re cruel. i can whole-heartedly say youre not a good person in my eyes. your words haunt me everyday. goob would always point out how rude you were to me when we were friends. you were never nice. i felt like i owed you obedience because you drove me an hour and back to see you. i felt as though i took up so much space. i felt like a disturbance. i would never have stood up for myself despite what my friends were telling me. im unlearning all these things. im learning that i dont take up space, im not a burden, and people do care about me. im not ugly. im not selfish. youre not any of those things either. youre just hurt. youre hurt because i replied to a comment about a wig. i cant blame you. i wasnt the kindest either. i thought you were so cool, i bullied people the way you did because i thought it would win me brownie points. i put up with you bullying me and my little sister for brownie points. alot of the things i did i did to make myself look redeemable in your eyes. you know whats so weird? i didnt even love you. i mean, to some degree i definitley did. but i was struggling with sophia and you were available. you were a distraction. about halfway through our friendship i realized that maybe some part of me could love you the way i love sophia. so i let myself. i let myself cuddle and hug and kiss and at first it was all a joke to us. but everytime i did anything the back of my mind knew what i really wanted. maybe im a bad person for that. if youre reading this youre probably saying “yeah, you are a bad person. fuck you.” OR youre pretending to be unbothered. youre probably wondering why im writing this. to be honest, i dont even know why. its just nice to get these things out i suppose. to see the ugly truth laid out in this is so fucking long why do you botherahhah cute
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:11 am UTC
sometimes your love felt draining because it never really felt like love. but sometimes, your love was all that could make me feel something. but now that i've stopped worrying, i feel so free and realized that it almost wasn't like we had a relationship, but merely just a close friendship.. i wish it wasn't like that.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 17, 2021, 10:12 pm UTC
we are a love that will never happen. a love that could happen, but that is a possibility that scares us both.
so we'll forever be not friends, but not lovers. the uncomfortable place in between.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:45 pm UTC
I maybe sometimes want you to fuck my throat but that’s only because I am toxic leave me alone I’ll bite ur dick off xx
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:12 pm UTC
You sucked every inch of kindness from my soul now I’m mad that I allowed you to have an impact on myself. But I’m also mad at you because you pull the sneakiest shit you will never change.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:05 pm UTC
Um ur a fucking control freak point blank learn to deal with your own emotions rather than using people simple buddie have a nice life for the last time lol asshole
