Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:21 pm UTC
you hurt me,even tho you said that i hurt you,you hurt me more.lied to me not 2,not 3, but 4 times. and i seriosly wish i did not respond to that fucking text.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 30, 2020, 9:10 am UTC
I can't handle how much I still think about you. Carparks, and powerlines, and skies. They're all you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 29, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
I sometimes dont think about you, but when i see you i always feel some kind of chemistry between us.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 28, 2020, 6:40 am UTC
tonight i finally took my last hoodie out of the cardboard box you gave me my things back in.
i cried because it still smells like you a little.
maybe this’ll be the last reminder i get.
i just really miss having our faces all smushed into each other as i stared into my favourite pair of eyes and mostly i miss feeling close to you.
i can’t hug you anymore now. wish i had held on to you a little bit longer that last night together.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 26, 2020, 7:05 pm UTC
Theres so many things I want to say to you but then you fell inlove with someone else who isnt even inlove with
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 26, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
Im slowly forgetting your touch and your voice..it hurts to forget you but it’s better like this.I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:43 am UTC
I wish we both didn't still want each other. It would be easier to think we don't have another chance.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 25, 2020, 2:06 am UTC
I never thought you’d actually go through with it. A year full of lies but I’m still so deeply in love with you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 24, 2020, 3:59 pm UTC
im so sorry if i wasnt what you wanted im sorry there were so many what ifs and im still not over you
its eating me from the inside out
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 23, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
sometimes i just close my eyes and imagine im with you. people now think im crazy because the only time i smile, my eyes are closed.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:24 pm UTC
You led me to believe I was some sort of cancer, draining you of everything good, but then I just realised you were gaslighting me for your mistakes.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 22, 2020, 11:57 pm UTC
i would still let you in even though i don’t love you anymore and you never loved me and it’s completely fucked up
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 22, 2020, 6:31 pm UTC
I’m sorry I left you.I just couldn’t go by everyday watching you fall in love with him and not me so I had to stop being friends with you. Why couldn’t you have just looked at me the way you looked at him just once. I miss your smile, I miss your hugs, I just miss you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 21, 2020, 9:24 pm UTC
i tell myself ur not good for me, but everytime someone says ur name, i wish we were what we used to be.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 21, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
Mi cumpleaños es en unos dĂas, y... no voy a recibir un mensaje tuyo. Lo sĂ©. Simplemente no estábamos destinados y ya está...
Buena suerte extraño.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 20, 2020, 3:58 pm UTC
I have to let go of the good moments for a while to get over this heartbreak. wish you came back tho xx I miss you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 17, 2020, 7:13 pm UTC
Months after I had to leave I kept waking up every morning thinking I was still in your bed with our bodies entangled
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 16, 2020, 3:13 pm UTC
I felt like we were really close friends and I saw a lot of myself in you and one time it sounds cheesy but I looked it your eye and it me that I was very attracted to you. I would’ve taken being friends too but you didn’t want that either and I totally respect that
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 16, 2020, 3:04 pm UTC
I felt like we were really close friends and I saw a lot of myself in you and one time it sounds cheesy but I looked it your eye and it me that I was very attracted to you. I would’ve taken being friends too but you didn’t want that either and I totally respect that
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 13, 2020, 5:09 pm UTC
You hurt me so muchh..I wish I told what you have done to me because I still love you so much and It hurts so so much when we walk pass each other on the street like we are strangers but we were everything to each other,all because you didn’t want to belive that anybody could love you that much besides yourself.It’s impossible for me to move on without knowing how do you feel about me now,and you don’t know how many of them told me that they want to give me the world but I declined because I don’t want nobody close to me I don’t want anybody to hurt me like you did!I will always love you and I can’t hate you for what you have done to me,but It will just hurt me I think forever..
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 13, 2020, 5:08 pm UTC
You hurt me so muchh..I wish I told what you have done to me because I still love you so much and It hurts so so much when we walk pass each other on the street like we are strangers but we were everything to each other,all because you didn’t want to belive that anybody could love you that much besides yourself.It’s impossible for me to move on without knowing how do you feel about me now,and you don’t know how many of them told me that they want to give me the world but I declined because I don’t want nobody close to me I don’t want anybody to hurt me like you did!I will always love you and I can’t hate you for what you have done to me,but It will just hurt me I think forever..
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 10, 2020, 2:53 pm UTC
i miss you so fucking much but i have to let go because you really don’t care about me in the slightest
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 10, 2020, 1:23 pm UTC
you were my person and one of the core reasons im alive. i don’t think you know what you did for me & i don’t think you ever will :(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 9, 2020, 8:37 pm UTC
After you left I tried not to think of you and hate you, a year later I still think about you.I miss you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:13 am UTC
I hate that I still love you after you broke me. I try and tell myself I can move on but I don’t know how to put myself back together and it’s your fault.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:42 am UTC
it’s almost been a year. i’m starting to forget how you smelt and the way your lips fit with mine. i know we took things way too quick it just didn’t work. i hope to fix things, i miss you.
love, a xx
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:41 am UTC
it’s almost been a year. i’m starting to forget how you smelt and the way your lips fit with mine. i know we took things way too quick it just didn’t work. i hope to fix things, i miss you.
love, a xx
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:47 pm UTC
i told you everything i was going through and what i was scared of and you went and did the same thing. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 5, 2020, 7:08 pm UTC
i still think about you. everyday. you were my first love. i reallly wish we could've worked. but for now, goodbye..
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 5, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
even after i gave you so many chances, you took everything from me. little did you know, i would still be here every time you'd come back. you're the one who constantly threw everything we had away. peace homie.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 5, 2020, 5:13 pm UTC
it hurts you dont try and just want all these better girls because they are prettier i give you my all and all you give me is trust issues, why do i deserve that? why are we together if you want all these other girls
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 4, 2020, 7:52 pm UTC
if by the worst of fate this relationship breaks i pray you remember me. i pray you remember this feeling, that you once called love. but as of right now , i do believe in fate. after all, i’m in love with one. you. so please don’t break me again.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:31 pm UTC
i saw the way you looked at me slowly that look started going to her :( i miss you sm but it’s for the better
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:09 pm UTC
I am still missing u even though you lied to my face that you want me into your life after hurting me for 2 years. Hope u good!
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
sometimes, i wonder why you never told me i got on your nerves. it hurts to know that i ruined things without even knowing i did. why would you do that to me? why would i do that to me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:56 pm UTC
I liked u and ik you liked me but u couldn’t even admit it to yourself when you told me, when u was mangled:(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:04 pm UTC
You broke me down and made me hate myself. you found new friends and made up stuff about me. I feel like I should not be here if even my best friend doesn’t want me. It’s been a year now and I still can’t sleep without thinking about it.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 1, 2020, 7:21 am UTC
I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you and I wonder if you tell her the things that I told you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:50 am UTC
I tried to tell you long distance was never gonna work, and then you convinced me it was all gonna work out and made me fall in love with you. Now look at us... you didn’t have time for me, and now I cry myself to sleep every night because I miss those long FaceTime calls and sending eachother a bunch of funny videos and just telling you everything that goes on throughout my day. you were my person... everyday something new happens and you’re the first person I wanna tell. I miss you so much, yet I hate you because you made me fall so in love with you and then you just left. What changed? You woke up one morning and said nah fuck that this isn’t gonna work... I love you, please come back, I am so lost without you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
I still love you even though I know you don’t love me anymore. But I pray that you’re happy and wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:55 am UTC
everytime i see a car just like yours or your photo pops up, a flush of memories pop up in my head. I can’t deny that I miss you. I hope you’re doing well and I miss you everyday
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 29, 2020, 2:57 pm UTC
I'm afraid of you seeing me with someone else now we have broken up. I never mean(t) to hurt you, I just have to move on. I hope you have moved on too.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 28, 2020, 6:31 pm UTC
First time we actually had a proper conversation the sun rose outside the window before we could finish
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:35 pm UTC
8 years of friend ship and that still wasn’t good enough, you had to change so much for them. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 28, 2020, 4:33 pm UTC
i will always love u so much. u are my person. even if i’m not yours. thank u for helping me through tough times. everyday all i want to do it hug u one last time
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 28, 2020, 4:30 pm UTC
i love sending you texts during our zoom class because i can see you smile to yourself when you open them.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 28, 2020, 4:47 am UTC
I wish I didn’t miss you as much as I do. You probably hate me and I have so many reasons to hate you back but for some reason I can’t bring myself to do it. You mean the world to me and I just wish you could see and understand that I would do anything for you. You may have moved on but I will never stop loving you. I’m sorry. I hope you’re happy with him though.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 27, 2020, 6:07 pm UTC
i still like u but we aren’t there yet. i’m still hopeful for the future but i don’t know if i should be
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 27, 2020, 12:10 am UTC
don’t blame yourself for what happened, we both went thru stuff and it was just a bad time bc we rushed things. I will forever love you and miss u but i don’t wanna get hurt again ..
From: ABC
To: E
Date: September 26, 2020, 8:37 pm UTC
It’s crazy how I still would’ve stayed with you until you left me and I found out you cheated with so many people and my cousin. I hate you for causing me so much trauma and pain I still can’t get over. I hate that the trauma comes out of nowhere and affects my current relationship. But I’m happier now, no thanks to you.
