Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
Which clinically insane psychopath will be in my yard tonight it’s a guessing game but I’m suggesting the one that starts with B just the same as the night before
— “aw she thinks it’s __, cute“
From: ABC
To: E
Why am I acting like this, oh right because it’s what you do and I try to be like you I’m so obsessed cryface bullsht
From: ABC
To: E
I had never thought that one day I will write to you anonymous messages instead of talking directly with you
From: ABC
To: E
I know it hurts you imagining me being with someone else fuck, I know it drives you insane. On the daily, I can say I feel the same when you use another body that isn’t mine.
From: ABC
To: E
do i hate you or is it that i love you so badly it makes me wanna punch you. you left so long ago yet you're still in every tear i cry, every song i sing and every dream i dream.
From: ABC
To: E
why did u leave me? did i drive u away? i miss u so much. u were supposed to stay. i was supposed to take care of u. now u act like nothing happened. like u didn't do what u did. u call on my bday every year and u make it hard for me to love or hate you.
From: ABC
To: E
You never wanted to improve yourself for me, no matter what we were going through, but right when it ends, you change yourself in every single way for her...
From: ABC
To: E
you pinky promised me you would stay and you said you weren't like the rest, huh i guess you lied. sad.
From: ABC
To: E
You made me very happy but you made me anxious the same time, I will never get over you but I will move on for good.
From: ABC
To: E
I still think about how I had your Christmas present all planned out, but you left me before we even reached December. I was going to drop it off at your house but I decided not to. I have to let go.
From: ABC
To: E
Just because I wouldn't sleep with you after the first month, you cheated. Why? why her? did you finally get what you wanted? you came back too, i missed you so much and then you came back and i learned what kind of person you were. my friends saw me at my lowest point, and so did my parents. you didn't just break my heart you broke theres. but i should've known. i love you forever E...
From: ABC
To: E
Even though you never felt the same, I will always be there for you. No matter what happens, I will always care about you.
From: ABC
To: E
what happened...where did it go wrong. hope your doing okay and I hope you finally believe inyourself. realize that your smart and are capable of anything. I know you want to succeed for you mom, but succeed for yourself to. as much as I hate you for what you did, I still love you. im here if you ever need anything or just need someone to talk to. I regret not being there for you when uu needed someone to talk to. I loved the way you prioritized me, but I couldn't do that for you. I was scared but I realized what I lost. I miss your laugh, smile, jokes, and hugs. I have so much to say to you but we can never converse. I miss you the way you looked at me and would tell everything will be okay. I feel as if your the only person ill ever love, and I hate it. you would always support me and thats what made us close. we experienced similar childhoods so we understand each other. thats whats rare between us , finding someone who attempts to understand us. I wanted you to open up to me so bad. all I wanted was you to confide in me. we had this fascination of being married and having a family. I hate marriage and somehow I wanted it with you. you made me smile on my worst days. I made you laugh when you wanted to end it all. one question though, did you cheat this whole time? if so why didn't you tell me. I hate it that I cheated to but I feel as if we both know we did. we had hope for us somehow and I want to know why. I thought I was changing you . you were changing me you made me trust someone which was you.i thought you were different but who knows.
From: ABC
To: E
saw u in a dream so i learned how to lucid dream, to walk away. you dont deserve me. not even there
From: ABC
To: E
It was magical when you held my hand. I chose the color most similar to forest green.
From: ABC
To: E
i wish we worked it out, you were the one person i didn’t wanna lose.
From: ABC
To: E
wanna sleep in your car while youre driving. lay in your lap while im crying.
From: ABC
To: E
I really regret not to tell u how i really feel back then. Its been 3 years, i still love u.
From: ABC
To: E
I love you so much, feel free to text me, Im waiting for you to come back.
From: ABC
To: E
It took 3 years for us to hold hands ♡♡♡
Next, to hold a conversation...
From: ABC
To: E
We definitely aren’t meant to be I know we are going to break up and I’m ok with it :)
From: ABC
To: E
The last convo we had, hurt, I don’t think I could reach out after that
From: ABC
To: E
ill always love u unconditionally, even if that means watching u love someone else. you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: E
you claim you aren't ready, yet you go on about wishing. i wish you would be willing. with me.
From: ABC
To: E
i fight not to tell u that i love u bc it’s 2 late & i’ll scare u away. i’m so sorry for everything.
From: ABC
To: E
it's just one big coincidence. I'm finally fine with accepting that. take care.
