wish i could’ve realized you were the one for me but instead i was obsessing over a toxic boy. and for that, i’m sorry. i was blind but now my eyes are open. do you still want me?

You were the first person i fell in love with. I was so deeply in love and i know you were too. but at one point it just didnt felt right anymore. I am sorry but it was best for both of us. I still miss you a lot.

I am sorry that I don’t hang out with our group when you are there too. But it hurts too much to even look at you these days.

this is not for my first love, but for my first heartbreak who made me the way i am
5 years i waited for you to gain the courage to be with me and when u did i thought i was in paradise. why did u made me believe u were also in love with me when u just used me? when i talked to u about my home problems you seemed to care but then when i tell u i don’t feel good u just couldn’t understand why i was so sad all the time. you made me be dependent on other people and being scared and having anxiety attacks when someone doesn’t answer me and ignore me on purpose and that fucked me up badly. i’m so fucking needy and i hate it so much. and i know it’s because of u. all the things u did to me u didn’t even say sorry we were bestfriends for 3 years and you didn’t care.

i miss the times after PE when we used to spend hours in the locker room just to listen to music and mess around with your basketball. no words. just vibes.

I love you. I FUCKING LOVE YOU and I wish I didn’t because then it wouldn’t hurt seeing you with someone else

girl, you lie on my pillow sheets cry all night, make peace with you, I try I never got to say goodbye I'm somewhere in the sky singin' twisted lullabies

I'm so happy you came into my life. But i know that in 8 months you will be 5 hours away. it wont work

You were never alone, and you made me think so, after all these years? It broke my heart forever.
Maria

Man, I really thought I was gonna marry you. I feel like we shared something special and I will always remember you.

hey i miss you. i want to talk to you. why wont you text me. my social life is shit and my studies. im messed up i need you. I love you but you probably dont even care or think about me.But im so excited for the holss. 3 days lets get it. they will be stressful but it will be worth it and i cant wait to do my bucket list and chrismassy thingsss. I hope
you come to your senses and see that you are missing a lot mf ily

Hey, it's been a rly long time since we've had a sincere conversation. Welp, here I am writing to this random website about you. God, you made me so happy and so so sad at the same time. I loved you so much and you had to leave me so soon. Everyday when I woke up, I would check my phone for you. I would make more time out of my day for you. I got in trouble for being on my phone too much because I was texting you. And now here we are again, just two random people living on this earth. It seems that you have developed some type of anger or hatred for me and I'm okay with that. I'm so so grateful that you came into my life as a lesson because now, I'm way stronger than I have ever been. You taught me what love is, you taught me what pain is, and you taught me what heartbreak was. Here I am now, completely moved on from you somehow, happy without any other guy. You played me and that made me question my worth but in the end, it all made sense. I will always have a spot for you in my heart, just not one where I cry myself almost every night because you didn't reply to my message. Now, I met someone new and someone they left me too lol..it hurts so much but these occurrences are what make me strong and confident without any validation from another guy. I hope your happy off with whatever you are doing now and I wish the best for you. You are a great guy and I hope you end up with someone that is truly meant for you. Love always, A.

the world i a shitty place, but being with you makes that okay. i appreciate you more than you'll ever realize

you ruined me and stole my peace of mind, but I still wish you were here with me. what’s wrong with me ?

I write you secret messages every day that I never send you, I write them on notecards and one day I will burn them. What a sentimental fucking fool. But I didn't make a fool of myself, you did that by pushing me away, by keeping me in the dark. Did I ask for too much? You must know that that isn't me, that is panic. The same panic that leads you to ignore me leads me to ask and ask and ask and I don't want any of it. All I want is to know you, to spend time with you, to feel that energy I feel when I am in your arms. Now I will never see you again and it tears me apart a little, only a little but the tear is there and so I am changed by you.

It’s been almost 2.5 years since we said goodbye. can I possibly still love you like I think I do? It’ll always be you...

honestly. you made me feel something. too bad it was all a lie. but i know whatever our souls are made off you’re n i, are the same. -PAP let’s be toxic again.

I thought you were the one, I still hold on to a piece of you in hopes that you'll come back. You meant everything to me, but you're gone and moving on. I want you to be happy but I never thought that it would be without me:( I miss you and everything about you and wish that things could just be different.

You steal you push you take so much from me although I still know who I am. I don’t know who you are.

Even though I try, I just can't trust you. I am always cautious of you. Because I can't handle it if you take me so high and drop me just like that.

I thought abt you every damn day since we stopped talking. My fault, I know ... it's just I fucked up. A lot. Fuck why did I ruin such a good thing all you wanted to do was talk. "You know, it really sucks when the person you want to talk to most doesn't reply back'' FUCK BRUH. It'll never be the same again

Even though I try, I just can't trust you. I am always cautious of you. Because I can't handle it if you take me so high and drop me just like that.

ill never know if you loved me too. i guess the timeing was just off but i have loved you since 3rd grade

i fell too fast for you and that lays on my shoulders. i got attached to the idea of you too fast. you understood me like no one else before, you showed me love that i have always looked for. You made me feel so heard and appreciated. i loved the connection we had luv. i miss you and your voice, i wish we could have made this work for the both of us. i will always feel like a burden for coming to you with my problems and im sorry. i knew the moment i opened up things would fail on me. i wish you understood how much it hurt to let you go. i fucking just wish you knew how much you meant to me. i wish i could actually go see you maybe if we were closer this would work out for the both of us but i don't know at this point.i miss you but i have to let you go and the idea of who you are. i will look for you and wish you the absoulte best no matter what

i left because i knew i couldn’t fix you. i couldn’t repeat the same cycle we were in for 13 years. i’m sorry.

You loved me like no one else ever had and I was terrified. I wish I knew better. I wish I’d let you in.

ur so fucking ugly and cringe idk how i even dated you but you live and u learn and i think we would've been better off as friends and rushed things looking back at it.

I miss what we used to be. You said that you loved me but that turned out to be a lie. I genuinely cared about you and hoped that what we had will work out. You made me happy something I haven't felt in a really long time. You gave me false hope that things will get better, but turns out you were faking it the whole time. Although I am happy for you, I'm still super hurt and broken from what you have done to me. I wish you the best in life.

I’m scared because I’m so in love with our friendship but at the same time I’m so in love with you and I don’t know which one to choose

I’m still not sure how to move past the trauma of our relationship and the tragedies we had to watch each other go through that tore our love apart

fuck you for reciprocating feelings back that u know ur not supposed to have for me. ur an adult i can’t believe u

i wish i said something more when u were at the door that day cuz i never thought itd be the last fucking time i ever saw u again

it felt so damn right and you proved me wrong.
it breaks my heart that you didn’t mean the things you said & done.

I hope we will work out in the end because i dont wanna lose you,i dont want you to became just a beautiful memory to me.
PS. I love you

Espero que estes feliz, es duro saber que en dos meses me superaste, yo llevo un año intentando olvidarme de ti... pensaba que nos habiamos enamorado
Y no que solo me habia enamorado yo

I confided in you; told you everything about him and how much he hurt me. Then you went and did the exact same thing, in the exact same way as he did. All I ever did was show you kindness, affection, and care. How could you be so cruel?

everyday i waited for you to atleast talk to me why did you leave me because you hated my friend you gave me butterflies everytime i saw you and you leave me like that but i still love you

Aunque se que no iba a durar tanto, gracias por todos esos momentos y creo que ya es hora de dejarte ir y comenzar una nueva vida espero y seas muy feliz

Sigo aquí pensando todo lo que pasamos juntos, me dolió todo lo que pasó y no se si pueda volver a encontrar el amor alguien que verdaderamente me haga sentir segura, que no le importe mi físico y me ame como soy, que esté conmigo en las buenas y en las malas, y mientras esa persona llegué seguiré disfrutando de mi vida y esperar a esa persona tan especial que hará que cambie mi vida como en la de las películas.
Ojalá.

Last time I checked, you didn’t give a fuck about my life. Then u texted me. I wish you would have just continued not giving a fuck.

i just want to hear you call me a lower one last time. i want to hold you and protect you. i think i’m in love with you x

I loved u and u betrayed me i have you all i had your broke my hard and i am only 14 you broke up with me before my bday think about that and then you go with the girl you told me not to worry about yea that kinda hurted me but i just pretend i don’t care because u moved on quick and i made me sad for 7 months but u taught to all love someone no matter what they do to you

keşke sana söyleseydim seni sevdiğimi belki şansımız olurdu şuan da hiç konuşmuyoruz ve bu beni bitiriyor kimseden hoşlanamıyorum hala sana aşığım

when ı heard your name ı feel butterflys by only your name i liked you maybe you liked me to wish ı was knew this my fake bestfriend

I think of you on the daily. pink was your jumper colour. I miss you like crazy. I need u more than ever.

My heart sinks every time I see your face, I hope you’re starting to feel better about the demons in your head and I wish they didn’t tear us apart.

I never realized you were my first real love till it was over. Why couldnt you just step up why couldnt you figure it out why couldnt you just be the man i wanted you to be? the man i needed you to be. It was so easy we were so easy you were my other half and now i'm left wondering if ill ever feel like that again. I'm dating someone else. I've been with him for 9 months. Nine whole months. But if you came and apologized right now i think i would end it all. Its so unfair. Because i know you wont come. but i have to keep living with the hope you will. He dreams of the future with me. But i would have settled for the present with you. will i ever stop feeling this way? will i ever move past you

please come back please come back please come back for me. please say you still like me. that you could love me. that you want me. because i still fucking want you. and i dont even know you anymore. i heard you changed. that youre ready for real life. why couldnt you have felt this when it was you and me? why did it have to take me moving on for you to realize what you want? now im with him. and its good. and its safe. but its not the same. its not you and me. its not the easy laughs and the soft touch. its not the heart bursting for every second i spend with you. id give anything to sit on the couch with you one more time. to drive you back home. but instead i have to live with the reality that youre on the couch with someone else. sending goofy texts and play fighting at 3 am with someone else. i post to get your attention. in hopes maybe youll respond maybe well talk maybe well figure it out. but we wont. i know we wont. you are i, we just weren't written for each other.

i hate the way u picked them over me after u told me u liked me :/ u took a lot from me pls take care of it cause that was the part where i cared so much about everyone :( we could of been something but u chose the people who did u wrong. hope u feel ok with them even tho im hurt from u

I'm sorry that I had to leave you. It was the best for me. I don't want you to think you did something wrong when you didn't.