Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 4, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
my daydreams make me feel like I could be in love. which is ridiculous but in the dreams when you hold me like that...
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 4, 2020, 10:35 pm UTC
i don't know what true love feels like, but i know if you ever wanted it i could give you all that and more
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 4, 2020, 6:33 pm UTC
im sorry for the pain i cause you, youre perfect for me im never gonna find anyone like you again im sorry.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 4, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
I'm so painfully in love with you. My cheeks go bright red whenever you walk by. I've liked you for 3 years now I don't know why. You don't even know I exist probably. But I still love you...I wish I didn't.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 4, 2020, 5:09 am UTC
Just so you know I cried the entire plane ride home because I couldn't believe I never got up the courage to kiss you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 4, 2020, 12:10 am UTC
i will always love you. you are in all of the stories i tell, but it hurts to think i’ll never have more stories of you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
i love you more than I have ever loved anyone, including myself. you are my soulmate, but you're also not the same person you used to be. and I keep on fighting to get back what we used to have but it will never be the same and I've finally accepted it, and to stop my heart breaking because of this I need to let you go. goodbye my best friend
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 3, 2020, 9:13 pm UTC
you’re finally back in town... did ur hair change shades of brown?
I guess I wouldn’t know.. I want to though
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 3, 2020, 9:12 pm UTC
you’re finally back in town... did ur hair change shades of brown?
I guess I wouldn’t know.. I want to though
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:37 am UTC
I know i left you but that was one of the biggest mistake of my lifes, but the funny thing is you didn't even fight for me. you said "ok" like it was no problem. did i really mean that little to you. and ik your gonna say "well you left me" well i had no choice if i wasn't feeling you until i left. I told you about the people that hurt me you said and i quote "i will never been those guys,ily." and next thing yk u r one of those jerks to make me lose hope in love. and then you go dating one of my distance friends for kindergarten. u don't realize how much that made me cry. when i saw a post from you saying "ily___" oh how that made my heart drop to my feet. i felt like the whole world stop for 2 secs. i told my mom about u and i wasn't even allowed to date but i still told her. i told her "the way he hugs me make me feel like im flying" and now my mom asks "what happen to that kid" and i cat even tell her. i tell her that u moved but in reality you just didnt put enough effort and didnt love me. u went to expose private convos between me & u on ur snap story and i saw ur story and just skipped bc it wasnt worth my time to argue w u if we were always arguing. i just want to know was there something i could have said to make ur heart beat better. honestly.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 2, 2020, 11:24 pm UTC
oh and btw ur now my default crush. ly forever my dear friend :) hope you enjoy that letter i sent you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 2, 2020, 4:53 am UTC
Typing this doesn't feel right because I don't think you were my first love. What we had was superficial and temporary. Thanks for making me happy though. We tried.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 2, 2020, 12:53 am UTC
we were gonna get an apartment together in nyc. we were gonna be in a band together.
why am i never good enough?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 1, 2020, 5:52 pm UTC
she will love you, she will be the one to run her fingers through your hair when you are crying, she will be the one to wipe your salty tears on your face after hugging you tight. she will end up being the one. somebody else will end up being me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 1, 2020, 5:40 am UTC
me gusta mucho verte feliz, ver que encontraste a alguien que encaja en tu vida, alguien que te comprende, me gusta que la ames mucho, me gusta que tu mundo a su lado sea lo mejor, pero me gustaria mucho más compartir aunque sea un pedazo de tu felicidad
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 30, 2020, 7:41 pm UTC
No matter how many miles there’s between us, I’ll always love you. You mean too much to me even though you lost interest in me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:54 pm UTC
im not in love with you. ive done this before. but you make me want to live. i dont know if im okay with that yet.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:04 am UTC
i love you still. i thought the day you got a girlfriend, it’d be me. it hurts me to see that you two are together.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
Please, if you feel the same way just do something
I've waited way too long
You have to understand my feelings too
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 29, 2020, 9:56 pm UTC
You kissed me even when you were with somebody else , you said you were not enough for me and you left me you left us and now you are with other different girl even when i told you I LOVE YOU , am i not pretty or funny enough ? or from the beggining you just wanted me be one more in your list of fools ?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 29, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
thank you for making me realize who i am and what i like. i will forever remember you and listen to the song i associated with you every now and then.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 27, 2020, 4:11 am UTC
still hurts how you made me fall in love with you and then just left me alone, with no one to trust anymore
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 27, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
I still make my bed for two and don’t know if it’s because I hope you’ll come back or I’m pretending you never left.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 26, 2020, 2:58 pm UTC
Sabes? Te hecho de menos , me acuerdo de lo bonito que fue cuando empezĂł todo , el primer beso la primera sonrisa . Recuerdo que estabas en mi cabeza a cada minuto del dĂa . Recuerdo como miraba el mĂłvil todo el rato para ver tu mensaje . Ojala te pudiera haber demostrado más eso que sentĂa , aĂşn que a pesar de todo te lo demostrĂ© más de lo que nunca me hubiera pensado que hubiera podido habĂ©rselo demostrado a nadie . Fuiste todo tan rápido ... Y te fuiste tan lento... Sigues en mi cabeza y me jode asumir que no puedo sacarte pero es la verdad . Te sigo queriendo , antes de irte tendrĂas que haberme enseñado a dejar de querer tan rápido , ya que veo que es algo que a ti se te da muy bien . Sabes lo que más me duele? Tu manera de hacer como si nada te importará tu pasotismo , que te dĂ© igual todo . Y sabes que pienso? Que nunca te llegue a importar solo jugabas , y está claro quiĂ©n perdiĂł... Ojalá alguien te haga sonreĂr al mirar su mensaje , ojalá alguien te haga que sientas esos nervios por todo el cuerpo antes de verle , ojalá alguien haga que se te deleite la mirada y te brillen los ojos ojalá alguien te haga sentir que con esa persona lo tienes todo . Espero que alguien sepa llenar tu corazĂłn , ya que al parecer yo no supe hacerlo . Una cosa de la que sĂ que quiero que seas consciente es de que yo si habrĂa estado ahĂ cuando se te hubiera caĂdo el mundo , yo si hubiera estado dándolo todo por ti , porque yo sĂ te he querido . No sĂ© si algĂşn dĂa volverĂ© a mirarte a los ojos pero si lo hago aparta la mirada , porque yo sĂ© que no podrĂ© y volverĂ© a perderme en ellos . Te q....
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:36 am UTC
Nos amamos, mientras nos odiabamos, te perdono por inventar rumores y hacerme sentir una mierda, pero aprendi de eso y ahora solo me siento mal por ti, espero estes bien, y nunca te falte nada, enserio.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 26, 2020, 2:24 am UTC
why did we leave things on such a bad note? three years later and i still don’t feel like we ever got true closure.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:02 pm UTC
Honestamente me gustas mucho, eres tan lindo y dulce que me parece increible que alguien con tan bello corazón siquiera me hable, no entiendo cómo no te das cuenta de mis sentimientos, me gusta acompañarte y simplemente escuchar tu voz. Te quiero mucho, nótame
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:42 am UTC
I dreamt of you last night. After months of not thinking about you, you randomly popped back in yesterday. I wish it hadn’t just been a dream.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 25, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
i love you in every possible way. i’m terrified to say goodbye next year. btw, i still want to kiss you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 25, 2020, 1:05 am UTC
there was a moment i realized all i need is you. and then there was one when I realized you didn’t feel the same.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 11:12 pm UTC
creo que desde que te conocĂ, me atrajiste, nisiquiera se porque, y en verdad quiero mandarte este mensaje realmente a vos, solo no quiero perder tu amistad, pero hay veces que solo me dan ganas de entrar a mensajes y decirte todo lo que siento por vos. La verdad a veces pienso que en el dia lo vas a hacer, solo vivo con esas esperanzas, y tratando de no poner nada fuera de lugar para que no te des cuenta lo mucho que me gustas, y lo mucho que me gustaria decirte esto a vos, ni siquiera espero respuesta de tu parte, solo a vos.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 11:08 pm UTC
I still don’t know what got to you, but I keep hoping everything turns out right for you and I always will. Love, A
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 10:34 pm UTC
I dont know why I like you, but I cant stop the way I feel. you'll probably never even know how I feel.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 8:16 pm UTC
I just can't forget you, please come back, I need you. I miss you. Color green is not the same since you've been gone.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 7:49 pm UTC
For one moment I saw our future and love in your eyes. You touched my hand and held me for the rest of the night. I felt safe...
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 7:47 pm UTC
I love you, you are my best friend and soulmate. I just wish you could look at me the same way I look at you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
Pain bro pain I’m so unbelievably upset so so sad I am sorry for your mental disease let me be you little weed
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 24, 2020, 12:15 am UTC
You made me very happy but you made me anxious the same time, I will never get over you but I will move on for good.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:12 pm UTC
You kinda got my hopes up after a few years but here we are,,, i kinda miss talking to you i guess? But hopefully everything is alright for you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
You kinda got my hopes up after a few years but here we are,,, i kinda miss talking to you i guess? But hopefully everything is alright for you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 23, 2020, 6:17 pm UTC
I’m talking to someone new. But I feel terrible because I know that If You messaged me I’d drop him in a second.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 23, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
I still love you and probably always will, but I finally got to the point where if you would reappear I wouldn't throw anything away for you. F
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:01 pm UTC
ı wish ı was pretty enough for you wish I was be skinny as the other girls you like but ı couldn't. Sorry for that
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 22, 2020, 2:39 pm UTC
Knowing that you probably never looked at me twice doesn't help the fact that i think i still love you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 22, 2020, 1:11 pm UTC
i always prayed and spent my 11:11 wish on you being happy.
i wanted to be the reason for it and you told me i was but its either she was first or i was never the one.
im glad you are happy, even if im not there for you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 22, 2020, 8:59 am UTC
Through the ups and downs in these few years, i've always been here for you, when you're happy, sad or in trouble. So why is it her and not me?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 22, 2020, 8:38 am UTC
i loved u so bad but the things u did right after u admitted u loved me made the word "love" lose complete value
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 22, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
I'm sorry if I had a terrible attitude, probably I have lost you and you found a best friend way better than me
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 21, 2020, 7:05 pm UTC
i can't believe we ended like that. i thought we would last, i thought you were the one. i thought wrong.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how I felt that first night I met you. You were something completely new. I really miss you right now I wish I could see you again.
