we talked for the first time in three months. i wanted to say so much more but i was scared. i still care. i know you do too. i thought i was over you. but i cried myself to sleep the night we talked. gosh i miss you. i miss how you would move me to the inside so i wasnt by the road when we went for walks. i miss your hugs. gosh you made me feel like no one could ever hurt me when i hugged you. i miss your voice. i miss your laugh. i miss everything about you. i just dont miss the lying. and the arguing.